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Guess I need a place to vent my feelings. Not feeling really happy, but not really sad too. I don't know. Due to other people's attitude towards me? Or what? Seriously my problem or her problem?? It seems to start since yesterday. Sometimes damn pek chek about her attitude. I'm your friend! Not a tool or whatever for you to vent your emotions every now and then nor am I just like a servant who must always observe you to know what is the 'weather' like now, and then react accordingly! I know you are busy and maybe also frustrated about your work, but that doesn't mean you use that attitude on me! You make feel like my problem is always small thing, yours are like super big thing. I feel like you are always treating what I said as rubbish, maybe I have exaggerated. Or maybe a more appropriate word is 'useless'? Does it needs to be me to start the conversion or always me being the clown or to entertain you? I hate it sometimes when you just leave it to me to make decisions. And when I made one, you rejected. Then what's the point of me making the decision? And also you seems to treat the things you need to do to be more important that gatherings or whatever. Maybe for me I don't need to do the housework chores like washing clothes, but isn't it the same if you wash it tomorrow night instead? I'm not sure if I'm being harsh to say this but can't you sacrifice some of your 'precious' time to have buffet dinner with us? So we always need to go according to your needs? I don't know!!!!! I am just so frustrated now!!!!! AAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Labels: Random |
This is my life.10:27 PM
