yoz.. my results out le.. didnt get as i have expected.. but then, it did meet 4.0.. on the spot somemore.. guess have to work harder next sem le.. want to get at least a 2nd upper.. tell me how to improve to 4.0 for CGPA?? for this time round, got lower grade for a more easier subject and got higher grade for a more difficult subject.. damn irritating.. i didnt expect that grade for ms2002.. it's damn difficult to get A for next sem subject lah.. hai.. how?? i wonder how my friends are doing.. i went out these few days.. and did bought a lot of things.. let me see.. 1 pair of shoe.. 2 jeans.. 2-3 tops.. 2 bags (1 big and 1 small).. haha.. quite a lot right.. somemore, i bought 1 shirt for my dad, 2-3 tops for my mum.. but she also bought me 1 lah.. haha.. spent so much this holiday.. need to save up le.. haiz..

This is my life.12:40 AM

been watching inuyasha these few days.. quite nice.. i first watched inuyasha is when it is first shown on kids central at midnight.. but that time, i slept quite early so no chance to watch.. now making up to that time.. haha.. once holiday, my body clock has a 180 degree change.. haha.. quite difficult to change it back.. haha.. well.. nothing to blog nowadays also.. next week get results le.. hmm.. aiya.. don't think about now, worry next week.. haha.. night..

This is my life.10:16 PM

looking through photos and realised i didnt upload some of it.. Wei Ling, Jun Qin, Mindice and Me!! Group photo 1 Group photo 2 (with Mr Ang) Group photo 3 (04S18) Group photo 4 yup.. that's all the photos.. haha.. only 4.. sigining off now.. bb..

This is my life.12:45 PM

people always said 'time can heal everything'.. that's why people will always say 'take your time to heal..' is it always true? is it true that once the time is long, you can forget about something that you want to forget it very much? i'm not sure if it is true for me.. i still think of him when i am alone.. i still become moody when i am alone.. i still think of sad sad things when i am alone.. no.. i won't talk about it.. i won't allow anyone to see me in such a state.. what's the worst thing you can encounter during msn chat? 1) people keep using words that only they know (this is damn irritating..) 2) people keep nudging you (just block the person if you met one..) 3) people that reply after a long long time (this is the most irritating.. testing my patience..) 4) people that don't have a common topic with you but keeps on chatting.. 5) people you thought have a common topic but actually no and in the end, they are just answering to your questions with VERY short answer.. (敷衍) 6) sometimes is when you tried very hard to continue the conversation, but that person just gave you short answers and appear not interested.. (this really piss me off..) 7) when you are wondering why your friend didnt reply you for a long time, you went to check and found out he offline already.. (hello!! at least give a notice by saying good night so that the person wont wait for nothing..) above is the few encounters that i can think.. some of it is my experience.. tell you.. it's damn irritating.. how i wish i can smack that person in the face.. ok.. maybe not so serious.. but still.. haiz.. there are just these kind of people that exists in this world.. and i have to admit something.. sometimes i am also like that.. haha.. say people but me myself also like that.. haha.. i will definitely change since i have listed them out.. haha.. alright.. time to go sleep le.. going to aunt's house later.. night..

This is my life.12:56 AM

i just now watch a movie called '借着雨点说爱你' (Be With You).. a nice and touching movie.. liked it alot.. able to make me cry non-stop.. nothing else le.. night..

This is my life.1:18 AM

went out to buy wendy's present.. one bad thing is the expensive lunch at Yoshinoya.. after i bought then i realised i didnt buy the student meal.. shit.. money wasted.. anyway, i bought myself a Garnier moisturizer and a Garnier eye contour lightening cream.. yeah.. feeling quite happy also lah.. haha.. i still didnt buy my sis's birthday present which is on monday.. haiz.. dunno what to buy for her.. maybe tml will go out to find something ba.. so signing off now.. night..

This is my life.10:56 PM

went ecp cycling today.. first time cycled in rain.. first time cycled to somewhere near changi airport and see planes taking off.. wah.. the feeling is so good.. although the weather aren't that good, but being with friends is just so nice.. i must admit i have a very poor stamina and thus leads to slowing everyone down.. so sorry to fizh, mp and gl.. for being so slow in everything.. eating, cycling.. then also for being tired so easily.. haha.. i think some things just won't change.. haha.. will upload the photos when i receive them.. after cycling, my legs felt so 'jelly'.. haha.. i cant find other words other than this word.. so we rest at Mac for awhile before we went to Parkway Parade (PP).. we walked around PP while we were deciding where to eat our dinner.. and we ate at Pastamania.. and again, i'm quite slow.. ya.. normal.. then we shopped awhile before we went back.. we saw many people playing with foam when we stepped out of PP.. well.. it's christmas.. it really gives me a warm feeling.. christmas is really here.. then i took a direct bus back to JE interchange.. wah.. it's a damn long journey.. actually my mood isnt that good today.. however being with friends did cheer me up for a while.. but after saying good-byes, being alone again made me feel moody again.. i listened to radio throughout the journey.. and i dunno why the songs is so sentimental and at some point of time, i do feel like crying.. i am tired from the activities in the day and i wanted to sleep during the journey but i cant close my eyes in case tears flow out.. i cant allow myself to cry in public.. no.. never.. i wun let anyone see me in crying state.. well, since i cant sleep, i looked around as the bus goes on and i saw something u don't see it everyday.. i saw a sign board saying 'GayWorld Hotel'.. i was like 'huh, gayworld??? they only allow gays to stay??'.. haha.. that's my thoughts when i saw it.. anyway, the whole journey took around 1.5 hrs.. so damn long ar.. maybe because cycled for a long time, the part that i injured myself last time during the fall began to feel the pain again.. the bone tip of the spine.. haiz.. now i cant sit like i usual do.. must sit straight and i cant lean back for long time.. haiz.. once injured, the pain is always there to haunt you.. haiz.. alright.. going sleep..

This is my life.10:55 PM

just now watched the semi final match of singapore against thailand.. hai.. what a disappointment.. you can see the big difference in the skills of both groups.. when they repeat those 'goal' scene, i am like 'what the hell, what the goal keeper and defenders doing!!' haiz.. i cant bear to watch those scenes again and again.. so 'pek chek'.. haiz..

This is my life.10:58 AM

just now watching the movie i have got from my friend long long time ago.. it is the 'Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles'!! it is really wonderful.. what a nice movie..except that it can be longer and more fighting scene.. looks like i enjoy watching fighting scene.. haha.. this is quite a nice movie and i like it alot.. haha.. maybe because it is tmnt and so i like it even more.. i like watching the cartoon and it is super nice.. haha.. fan of tmnt.. but dun ask me to say out the four turtles name.. i only know mikey, leonardo, raphl and the last one i forgot.. the purple colour one.. haha.. i know he's smart.. haha.. now alr monday.. time flies.. soon it will be christmas and my results will be out.. den come new year and school starts.. another period of struggling.. sometimes i wonder why am i repeating the same process over and over again.. the honeymoon process, then the serious mood process, then the study mood process and lastly relax process.. hai.. i think this is how life goes.. you cant change much.. anyway, i want to apply for the GIP-IA to china.. but i'm not sure if i will be going there alone or what.. even my friends not keen on this, i will still go apply.. but i am afraid i dun have the courage to go to a foreign country alone.. but it's still too early to say anything.. still have the interview.. part of me very much wanted to go to china but another part of me is scared about going to china.. scared about not being able to adapt, not able to live on my own.. i still need to think through this more carefully before deciding on applying.. hai.. can anyone tell me what to do? should i try applying or just stay in singapore for the IA? hai.. headache.. so many good and bad things.. good thing: able to learn to be independent, able to explore the world outside singapore, able to experience life in a foreign land and etc.. bad thing: not able to see family daily, not able to eat mum-cooked food, not able to celebrate my 21st birthday with my friends and family and etc.. this is the few that i can think of now.. the list can still go on.. i am still weighing both sides and of course, i will need to discuss with my parents about this.. hai.. really confused now.. wait for the talks in the coming sem and see how ba.. i hope the talks will help.. alright.. going sleep now.. night..

This is my life.1:21 AM

today went to watch 'The Golden Compass'.. actually, i wanted to watch 'Enchanted' in the first place.. but no more slots le.. so change the last minute.. hmm.. i must say be prepared for a boring and long opening.. haha.. it's so long that i felt like sleeping.. can you believe it?? haha.. but the fighting scene is quite exciting.. nearly makes my heart stop.. haha.. so serious wor.. maybe i am not a 大胆的人.. haha.. there's a second part to it.. so most probably i will catch the second part too if it is coming out.. now i have a few movies in mind.. Enchanted, The Warlords, Alvin and The Chipmunks.. right now is these few.. haha.. went to Kinokuniya (i think this is the spelling ba..) before the movie.. saw the whole set of harry potter books.. omg.. guess how much for that whole set.. is full set with all the seven books.. it's more than 300 DOLLARS!!! omg.. this value stunned me.. damn expensive lah.. over the budget.. hai.. what to do.. wonder if they going to have a sale or something.. selling it at a cheaper price.. haha.. besides that, have another encounter at the movie theatre.. the auntie at the counter gave us tickets that stated the wrong time.. we wanted 410pm but she gave us the 9pm slot.. and so the seats clashed with another group.. so we sat infront of our designated seats.. but then came another group.. so paiseh being chased by another group.. at first, we didnt know that the time is wrong until we look at it more carefully.. hai.. so we went to find the stuff, wanting for a refund.. then they told us, we have reserved seats.. well.. anything loh.. as long as i can watch the movie.. then i worried will there be other group coming to chase us again?? haha.. but luckily, we have quite a peaceful time watching the movie.. except for some disturbances during the movie due to some people coming in the middle of the movie.. dunno why they still come in when they know they will be disturbing other people.. hai.. if i'm late for one hour for a movie, i will just forget it loh.. but i wont forget loh, watching movie nowadays is so damn expensive lah.. haha.. alright.. going sleep now.. night!!

This is my life.11:51 PM

holidays is just so great!! until now, i have tidied my book shelf.. the next job is to tidy up my wardrobe.. take out those unwanted clothes and donate them.. on top of that, i wish to add some new clothes to my wardrobe.. what else to be done?? i am now trying to finish watching 'goong s'.. i am now at the 17th episode.. reaching the end already.. haha.. the show is so nice.. haha.. oh.. i remember.. i need to rearrange the things on my table.. it's so messy.. haha.. actually holiday also nothing to blog.. haha.. just blog for the sake of blogging.. er.. not sure what that means.. haha.. i just hope i get the elective i want.. well.. i will definitely su it this time.. (if i think i cant score..) hmm.. what else.. haha.. i think nothing le.. to conclude, holiday is just abt sleeping, eating, watching tv, listening to radio, going out and to put it simply, slacking.. good night!! =)

This is my life.11:59 PM

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. i have took this quiz.. haha. not sure true anot.. haha.. but since it's blue, shld be ok.. haha..

This is my life.2:57 PM