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yoz.. exam's finally over.. woohoo!! time to play!! went to kbox with my friends just now.. so fun.. wrestling is fun.. haha.. no lah.. just messing up each other's hair.. me at disadvantage loh.. short, hand not long enough, no strength.. haiz.. but it's fun.. haha.. sang quite a lot of songs.. i think i have the most 感触 when i sang stefanie sun's 我也很想他.. dunno why.. suddenly think about him.. why is this coming again?? i dun wan to think about him le.. not worth it when he doesn't even care about me as a friend.. or maybe i have exaggerated about it or too sensitive about it.. but i think the distance between us keeps on increasing.. i sometimes wonder are we still friends.. when i chat with him, i have to act cheerful.. maybe i am not suitable for this kind of relationship now.. i should just be 'brother brother' to everyone.. maybe.. anyway, back to the kbox.. shouldnt spoilt this post on him alone.. this is my first time going kbox to sing and it turns out to be really fun.. maybe i will go again.. well, need to depend who i am going with.. and i think is the same group of people loh.. haha.. i didnt select jolin's songs this time round, i shall do it the next time.. i wonder when will that be.. haha.. like singing kbox liao.. but the drinks there is damn expensive lah.. haiz.. what to do.. they need to earn money.. now i am tired le but yet i dun have the mood to sleep.. not happy.. haiz.. i still cant stop thinking about him.. why am i so useless?? or is it so hard to forget someone?? to everyone out there, never fall into one-sided love.. it is so tiring.. |
This is my life.1:50 AM
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finished my third paper.. 2 more to go.. had a nap just now, feeling quite awake.. should be able to study later.. haha.. nothing else le.. bb.. |
This is my life.6:54 PM
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yeah! today my bed has a new look! haha.. see below for the changes.. haha.. i think the photo shows how much i liked stuffed toys.. haha..
recently, i like to listen to jay chou's 我不配.. really nice.. the lyrics and the 曲.. like to sing along everytime 933 play the song.. i think i add this song to my songlist le (on the left..), go and find ba.. listen and love it.. haha.. so it's time to get back to the agonizing part --> study.. night.. |
This is my life.10:30 PM
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 another post before i went back to my study.. this is the movie that i will definitely go and watch after exam.. after i watch the tv version on sunday, i have told myself to watch this movie once i finished my exam.. so anyone want to watch?? alright, back to study.. |
This is my life.12:42 AM
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finished one paper today.. wednesday will have another paper and that's all for this week.. soon it will all be over.. soon i can sleep for all i want.. soon i can slack all i want.. soon i can go out without worries.. soon.. been reading other friends' blog.. well.. seeing them enjoying, going out while i am stuck at home studying for my exams isn't a nice way to relax.. didn't meet up with my sec. sch and jc friends for a long time le.. i think this dec holiday will be another sleeping-cum-slacking season for me.. i will be attending a friend's 21st birthday party and maybe a chalet too.. hopefully my close friend will go for the chalet then only i go if not i go alone then not really close with the rest of the class like a bit weird.. don't what topic to talk about.. well.. i don't know lah.. just see how first.. if we can't book the chalet, then no problem liao.. maybe we can have bbq instead.. haha.. everything still KIV.. haha.. hope to see my friends soon.. miss them a lot.. |
This is my life.11:13 PM
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finally back to blogging after so many days of mugging.. i am now in the midst of preparing my elective.. do you believe i just started studying my elective on sunday when my paper is on monday? haha.. yes.. now monday morning 1 plus.. later on at 5pm will be the exam le.. scared? not really.. nervous? a bit.. worried? definitely.. imagine yourself sitting among the china students and you will be taking a chinese paper with them.. how would you feel? although i think my chinese standard is not super bad, but it isn't super good either.. well, i guess i can only take it easy.. maybe i shouldn't compare myself with those china students, it will only make me feel stressed.. anyway, i still have a few hours later on to prepare myself for the exam so i think should be alright.. well, i hope.. i am out the whole day of saturday.. surprised that i am out shopping while exams are coming? haha.. i am surprised myself.. i actually spent the whole day outside.. didn't even touch a book.. i went to shop for my mattress.. my sis went too.. previously, my parents bought a king size bed and it is so comfortable that they wanted to buy one each for us.. so we went to take a look.. at first, we thought there will be free bedsheet and stuff but they don't have it for single bed.. so we went to IMM to buy bedsheet and stuff as well as some bookshelf after our 'super-expensive-but-not-very-nice' lunch.. well, the process of shopping is both fun and tiring.. all the calculations, the matching of colours.. but we finally settled with everything and took taxi home.. you can't imagine how many stuff we have bought just that one day.. and how many stuff we brought home.. lucky we didn't get those small-pathetic taxi.. overall, still feel happy about the whole thing.. at least i will be sleeping well with my new mattress which is sheduled to arrive on thursday.. hopefully it will arrive on time.. with new pillows also.. haha.. alright, back to my study.. night! |
This is my life.1:23 AM
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tml is a damn sleepy day.. kept dozing off.. haiz.. dunno is i studied too late ytd night leh or i am just pure lazy.. anyway, finally finished notes for 2002, 2005 and 2008.. left 2010.. so now my plan is to do the exam papers le.. but quite depressing sometimes.. when u know how to do, then good.. but when you dunno, you really feel like killing the professor or killing the person who did the solution.. although solution is not accurate sometimes, but it is still a good guide to the right direction.. haha.. hopefully it does.. this sem, the preparation feeling for exams is totally different from last sem.. last sem, maybe due to german, i can say i am totally stressed up.. but this sem, i am even more stressed up.. i didnt take any language.. i haf less papers compared to my other friends.. but yet, i feel so stressed up.. maybe study with friends would be better for me, so that i would not be so stress.. but the problem is i dun like to study outside.. haiz.. really anti-social liao.. maybe for studying part, i like to be alone.. but for fun part, haha, in group.. crazy.. who don't have fun in big groups.. haha.. i am just talking about rubbish.. maybe i should try going back to continue revising for my exams le.. hopefully this time round i can get some things in before i hit the bed with my new pillow.. haha.. night!! |
This is my life.2:39 AM
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haiz.. have been studying the past few days.. nothing much went in.. haiz.. how how how?? less than 2 weeks to my first paper.. and just now heard the arguement between my mum and my sis.. haiz.. dunno what happen to my sis.. i'm not saying my sis is in the wrong.. but she still cant yell at mum like that loh.. i noe she not in good mood.. the moment she stepped into the house, i can sense she not in good mood liao.. she need to have some respect ma.. actually i cant comment much also lah since i dunno what happen to her.. tension in my house is so high now.. dun dare to talk much.. another thing is my dad's com cant connect to internet.. dunno is the com too old le or the cable broke le or the USB spoilt le.. haiz.. damn a lot of problem lah.. today my dad still spent the effort to put the cable up loh.. if spoilt le, really waste his effort leh.. do until so xin ku yet cant use.. now i am trying to study but the mood is always not there and after just now that arguement.. quite worried what happen to my sis.. morning she still quite happy about gg out de.. wonder if something happen btw her and her bf.. haiz.. me now stress ar.. haiz.. very stress.. after this round of exam, i still need to go through 5 more rounds.. stress ar.. sometimes feel like i am "自讨苦吃,干吗读大学啊？" but thinking thru, if i dun study somemore, what can i do with an 'A' level cert? so still need to study.. haiz.. life is like that.. haiz.. |
This is my life.11:25 PM
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yoz.. blog again.. the ans to today's quiz is out.. and i have checked my ans.. same as last time.. i am like no fate to scoring full marks de wor.. last time is i really dunno how to do the qn.. this time round is i somehow changed my ans last min.. haiz.. if i dun change, i would haf score full marks le.. but well, i am quite satisfied le.. but haiz.. so close yet so far.. haha.. dunno what i am writing.. alright.. back to studying now.. cya! |
This is my life.10:02 PM
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now back from the ms2005 quiz.. well.. still can do lah but not sure correct anot.. anyway, i have to correct something from the previous.. i didnt sleep for 6 hours.. i slept for only about 3-4 hours.. haha.. due to the virus lah.. i think my com should be free of virus le lah.. but then, still 怕怕.. haha.. alright.. that's all.. either going rest now or study.. bb.. |
This is my life.3:13 PM
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it's been long since i last posted.. anyway, this will be a short post.. only updating.. ms2005 CA later.. just now i did a stupid thing.. my friend sent me a zip file and i thought it's safe but when i opened the file, it's VIRUS!! and it automatically sent to all my contacts on msn.. SHIT!! WTH!! i have an urge to scold vuglar but of cuz, i wun lah.. den i got angry with myself for being so stupid.. lucky kai shing helped me with it.. he told me to use anti-virus to get rid of it tml after the CA but in order to sleep well (although only about 6 hrs..), i must make sure i get rid of the virus from my computer.. and i SUCCEEDED.. haha.. i wun say i am happy now but it feels like as though a burden is down.. lucky this virus is not a serious one.. ok.. thanks, kai shing! that's all.. night! |
This is my life.3:02 AM
