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haiz.. today took the symmetry & crystals CA.. very bad loh.. C/C+.. sian.. tutorial A-/A.. then CA lidat.. sian.. damn sian.. missed math and phy lect also.. haha.. cuz lab end quite late.. den by the time we finished and we went toilet after that, the lecture already halfway le lor.. so forget it lah.. dun go lor.. go online lect.. so i went lib to print notes and do the stupid damn difficult CA.. and scored only C.. sian.. wat a bad day.. spoilt my day.. now listening to math lect now.. yah.. i blogging while listening.. haha.. a very difficult skill to have.. haha.. if studying doesnt come with exams and quiz, i will love studying.. but now.. haiz.. sian.. omg.. i can fell asleep while listening to the online lect.. haha.. pro liao.. haha.. cant help it lor.. very tired and the lecturer very boring.. very sian.. haiz.. next week gg sentosa.. haha.. so happy.. finally can go out play awhile le.. now even strolling is one of my favourite relaxing things to do.. cuz strolling means no study.. no study no stress... haha.. i crazy le.. recently i been thinking of opening a SAYE account.. want to save up some money.. for emergency or to pay up my study loan in the future.. but still at the thinking stage.. i dun wan to leave my money at bank and den let me use with no control.. if i decided to open tat account, i will make sure $100 will go in every month.. hope by the end of 2 yrs i can save more than $2500.. which is of cuz possible lah with my situation now.. of cuz i can save using my own current savings account lah.. but u noe.. with the atm card by the side, money can be gone very quickly.. haha.. now gg to my german lesson le.. actually still listening to my maths lecture lah.. but den need to end blog ma.. haha.. i only write rubbish.. haha.. cya.. |
This is my life.2:58 PM
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every week is so busy.. mon and wed is always the worst of the week.. cuz german cls until 630.. but it is more tiring on wed.. cuz the lesson starts from 830.. but since i may not go to the lect, sometimes the day starts from 930.. haiz.. but still very tired.. my energy is almost drained on wed.. i like fri the best cuz end very early.. work is also piling up.. the tuts.. plus revision.. i need to put in more effort cuz this sem is so impt in improving my GPA.. cuz 2nd sem only can still make a big difference if i score well.. omg.. sian ar.. really feeling very tired le.. not enough sleep and yet so many things to do.. tutorials, revisions, listening to online lectures, making notes.. haiz.. sian.. weekend also need to study.. sian.. |
This is my life.5:40 PM
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hihi.. finished some work today.. good.. i'm on shedule.. i finished looking the phy tut 1.. finished my german homework.. finished my online tut for symmetry & crystals.. haha.. left only the maths tut.. cuz i need to listen to the online lecture first before i can do the questions.. cuz during the lecture, i didnt understand the part on 'directional derivatives'.. need to listen again.. haiz.. maths is so difficult now lor.. cant score like in pri, sec and jc.. haiz.. now only got B.. haiz.. sian ar.. best sub become lidat.. haiz.. forget it lah.. just work hard lor.. haha.. nothing is impossible.. been thinking about a lot of things.. firstly, of cuz is school work lor.. wat if i cant get the grades i want.. next is about relationships.. this is always a mystery.. never know who will i meet.. never know what will happen.. i always dream of a romantic relationship.. how will the guy 告白.. haha.. i think too much le ba.. i always think that no one will like me.. i mean i'm not super pretty or super smart.. i am very average.. just an average girl only.. to be true, i'm not ready to have a relationship either.. but yet wanted to try the feeling.. how is it like to study and maintaining a relationship at the same time.. ppl said having relationship is equal to 10 AUs.. haha.. quite true actually.. haha.. k lah.. just my useless feelings.. nothing will happen in my uni years de.. |
This is my life.10:30 PM
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wed.. not a good day for me.. 830am to 830pm.. damn tired.. in the morning during maths lect, lost my yellow eraser.. i had it since pri sch.. so quite sad.. den during s & c lect in the afternoon, my shoe spoilt.. idiot.. so gl bought me her shoe during dinner for me to change.. really grateful.. if not for her shoes, i wld haf to call taxi home le.. so after dinner, had cac meeting.. haiz.. damn damn damn tired.. thur.. jo 'recovered' my yellow eraser.. haha.. so happy.. but my leg quite pain.. cuz i not used to the new shoes.. the shoes is erm.. how to describe leh.. dunno how to say lah.. just not used to it lor.. den pain.. night went to meet this guy to take my german textbook.. wear another pair of new shoes.. covered shoes.. hmm.. also dunno how to describe.. its tight in the front and loose at the back.. it feels ok when i tried it at the shop lor.. dunno y i buy back den wear den lidat.. idiot.. feel like wasting my money on this two pairs of lousy shoes lah.. for the first pair, my sis can wear.. so i still ok.. but the second pair is my sis dun wan de lor.. she also tried it during the shop and she dun wan.. so tt's a problem.. the shoes wear after awhile still ok.. but just not comfortable lor.. but nice.. idiot.. feel like an idiot.. fri.. wear that covered shoes again.. a little bit used to it le.. but the front still a bit tight.. maybe wear a few more times den ok ba.. idiot.. feel like an idiot again.. went to jp to buy the sandals.. 29.90.. i wore it home.. quite comfortable.. much much much much much much better than those 2 pairs lor.. omg.. idiot idiot idiot idiot... I AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!! den now my another com spoilt.. IDIOT!!! i dunno what i press lor.. i think i change to wat true colour dunno what shit lor.. damn pissed off now.. anyone reading this, pls take note.. DUN TALK TO ME ABT MY COM IN THE MSN OR SMS.. I WILL START SCOLDING!!! DAMN PISSED OFF!!! IDIOT!!! luckily my own com ok le.. damn it.. cant format i dunno y.. idiot idiot idot!!! i felt quite bad.. cuz the com spoilt den i damn pissed off.. my attitude to my mum also quite bad.. sian ar.. why is all the bad things happening to me? why?? sad, lonely, sian, tired and very pissed off.. haiz.. will feel better if someone is by my side.. |
This is my life.4:34 PM
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a quick summary of what happened last few days.. sch starts.. started doing tuts.. ytd (mon) had my first german cls.. omg.. i am completely lost.. cant rmb the pronunciation of the words.. omg.. stress man.. feeling so discouraged after the lesson.. have the thought of dropping it.. feeling so sad.. haiz.. learning language is so difficult.. wanted to find someone to talk about it but.. haiz.. guess i dun haf any zhi xin peng you.. today (tue) had mine first eff com tut.. at first i tot 'oh no.. self intro.. die..' cuz i will become v nervous toking infront of many ppl.. den i will lower my voice.. tts y in sec sch, teacher always asked me to speak louder.. cuz i v nervous.. i v shy de.. even with friends, i am also quite shy.. but depends lah.. i can tok quite alot to some of my friends.. maybe same frequency ba.. so can tok more.. some is same interests.. some is cuz we r crapping abt the same thing.. haha.. so in the end, the self intro thing goes ok.. i'm not tt nervous.. i talked about my hall life.. haha.. so still quite ok.. hope the oral presentation would be so smooth also.. haha.. another thing.. i just saw someone selling their german textbook.. haha.. i alr booked that bk le.. haha.. not lah.. i smsed the person le.. alr settled the meeting place, date n time le.. it will be thur.. haha.. n since i alr decided to buy the textbook, i wun drop le.. actually i really did think of dropping german.. but i got a short conversation wif my dad just now, and from his tone i sense tat.. cuz we r toking about the difference between german n malay.. my dad said some of the pronunciation of german is similar to malay.. n i just feel like he support me.. tts y i have decided to work hard for my german.. haha.. gg slp now.. gute nacht! |
This is my life.11:37 PM
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sch start le.. haiz.. sian.. all the tutorials, lectures coming in again.. dun like it.. haiz.. this sem taking 8 sub.. heavy lor.. haiz.. last sem i didnt add mah.. sian.. i got this symmetry & crystals module.. about patterns all that.. can c means can c.. cant c means cant c.. cant c, die lor.. den got german language level 1.. haha.. dunno can make it mah.. but i will put it under s/u option ba.. better play safe.. haha.. den the rest is all core le.. haiz.. maths, phy, chem, eff com, computing and lab.. haiz.. now doing my maths tutorial.. sian lor.. after this, will move on to my phy tutorial.. haiz.. more sian.. today went to watch death note 2.. at jurong point.. so funny lor.. me n my friends are the first ones to enter the cinema.. den when during those advertisements right, only one more person come in.. so in the end, got a total of 3 ppl in the cinema watching death note 2.. cool lor.. no need to worry so much about toking too loud or wat.. cuz i think the person in front of us cant hear me also.. den there's this guy came in to patrol 3 times lor.. idiot.. but anyway, death note 2 is a great movie.. so cool.. killing ppl using the eye.. cool.. both Light and L are really smart lor.. L dun deserve to die.. at the last part, so sad.. i cried lor.. sad.. Light tot using the death note killing those criminals will make the world a better place.. although those ppl he killed is all criminals.. but i dun agree with the way he kills all those ppl.. especially when innocent ppl also killed in the process.. the challenge between L and Light is also amazing.. 2 smart ppl fighting.. not physically but with brains.. sad L died in the end.. sob sob.. the funny part is the god of death likes to eat apple.. stupid right? the next movie i'm looking forward to is one last dance and harry potter.. haha.. who wanna watch these two can ask me along.. haha.. back to my work le.. night!=) |
This is my life.11:40 PM
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hey hey.. today quite happy.. go shopping.. ok now midnight le.. so i shld say ytd.. haha.. went to hereen sakae sushi to eat my lunch.. wah.. the teriyaki chicken udon not bad wor.. the egg plus tofu thing also not bad.. all the side orders all not bad lor.. eat until quite full.. haha.. after lunch, began my shopping.. but we didnt find anything at hereen.. so we walked towards OG there.. down the street, went into Metro.. ya.. shld be Metro.. saw this jeans.. nice lor.. like it alot.. but cost 35 lor.. after half price somemore.. omg.. 35 dollars.. i where got she de to buy.. so we went OG first.. wah.. spent 2-3 hrs there lor.. searching the whole place.. from shoes to tops to bottoms.. haha.. fun.. in the end, i bought 3 tops and 1 jeans.. haha.. so happy.. den we can go exchange one pearl wif our receipt.. haha.. the pearl no use also lor.. haha.. just for fun.. den we walked back den halfway went into This Fashion.. haha.. although got nice clothes lah.. but beginning to feel tired le.. my shopping limit reaching soon.. haha.. i think we went to Wisma also.. also same thing.. shoes to tops to bottoms.. haha.. den dinner we ate at the Food Republic.. haha.. den rushed home to watch my 9pm show, 百万宝. haha.. last episode le.. although i roughly noe the ending lah.. but wanted to watch it.. haha.. when sch starts, no more time to watch 9pm show le.. haiz.. sian.. only can watch the 7pm show cuz dinner time mah.. haha.. oh.. another thing.. today my wardrobe supposed to be here le.. supposed lah.. but the sofa came instead.. haiz.. need to wait for one more day for the sofa.. oh.. i forgot now midnight.. haha.. too tired le.. so my wardrobe supposed to be here ytd.. so it shld be here today.. haha.. understand?? haha.. oh.. i also saw sy ytd at wisma.. haha.. she also went shopping.. haha.. long time never see her le.. haha.. anyway, sch starting le.. stress starting to come to me le.. haiz.. sad.. sad.. sad.. last thing.. WANT TO WATCH DEATH NOTE 2!!! WHO WANT TO WATCH ALSO??? haiz.. kk.. bb.. |
This is my life.12:20 AM
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today did alot of things.. mend holes (due to all the drillings).. paint.. vacuum the floor.. haha.. actually also not alot lah.. but quite tired also.. sch starting sch also.. sian.. everytime i think of sch, i think of my gpa.. den when i think of my gpa, i think of the exams.. den when i think of exams, i wan to run away.. no one noes how much i wanted the second cls upper.. although i aim for first cls.. but second cls upper is enough for me.. i'm satisfied wif second cls upper.. but i will still strive for first cls.. i dun wan to leave any regret in uni.. i want to make more friends also.. haha.. stress loh when i think of school.. haiz.. now i can understand y my sis looked so stress when she in uni le.. haiz.. i beginning to worry also le.. 3.5 yrs more to go.. can i achieve my goal? been asking myself these qns.. what do i want to achieve in life? what do i really want? haiz.. dunno lah.. life is full of surprises.. u never noe wat will happen tml.. as for him, i decided to let it go for now.. actually i dunno since when i'm interested in him lor.. funny.. dunno lah.. go slp le lah.. night! |
This is my life.11:42 PM
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a brand new year!! 2007.. i hope my results for this yr will improve.. i hope my gpa will improve to 4 or above.. cuz that is 2nd class upper.. i dun wan third cls.. muz study more le.. if i wan to reach 4 by this sem, my results for this sem need to be almost all A- which is a bit impossible.. but i need to do it.. not try but do it.. someone told me 'nothing is impossible'.. hope so ba.. the countdown ytd still ok lah.. until i saw the fireworks.. omg.. near my hse.. i can c from my hse lor.. can only see the high parts lah.. cuz all the flats lah.. me only 9 floor leh.. if i 12 floor should be able to c much more of the fireworks.. very nice.. i must say i get excited about fireworks.. so anyone who want to watch fireworks in the future, juz call me.. haha.. i like fireworks.. heehee! after the countdown, check email and all the stuff lah.. chat wif friend until 2 plus lor.. wah.. so late den slp.. den woke up at 9 plus.. omg.. lack of slp lah.. now gg slp also.. nite.. happy 2007! |
This is my life.11:53 AM
