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Am I too sensitive or I am just too pathetic?? Irritated by the couple around me.. Or is it by their 'no comments' attitude?? Watched HP7 again today, still a nice movie but somehow after the movie doesn't have that excited feeling as the first time. Is it because I watched it twice?? Or is it due to the comments given by those who watched it with me?? Don't know.. Lunch is settled at the 日本村 at the Cathay. The pork curry katsu looks nice and tasted nice but why doesn't I feel good about it? After lunch went to walked around PS and kept wanting to go home. Maybe not the first time have this kind of feeling with friends but it is rare. Is it because I am still single, so when I'm out with couple, I will behave the same way as I did today?? A lot of questions asked, but no answer. Well, I should get used to being alone by now. Yes friends are important, when need a listening ear, you can count on them. But can't be there forever. In the end, you are still by yourselves. Ok, I really sound like as though I really need someone by my side. Don't worry, it's just a sudden moment of thoughts. I am always getting irritated by things that other people won't. 我的心眼小, ok? Can't be 大方.. Tired liao, go sleep.. Nitex.. Labels: Harry Potter, Random |
This is my life.12:17 AM
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Went for the follow-up appointment for the liver today. The blood tests result is fine, MRI shows small cyst in the liver but the doctor said it's ok. The next appointment will be 6 months later and I will do a ultrasound before the appointment so as to see whether the cyst becomes bigger or remains the same. Oh well~ It's over for the moment. My liver is functioning well and nothing serious. The next thing now is the gynae appointment in Dec. Oh ya.. Today took another blood test, it is to check about the Hepatitis B and C, see if these are the cause of the cyst. If the result is not good, then the doctor will call me, if not all is fine. Hee~ All good for the new year!! =) It's late now, 1130pm. Going to sleep~ Night~ =) |
This is my life.11:29 PM
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Long long time didn't come to update. Don't how to. Ya, things happen but how to account to each and every one of them.. Work is fine. Heard my boss/mentor is resigning, already submitted the resign letter. So the question is who will be my new boss/mentor? There are quite a number of new staffs joining us, but who is the one replacing him? Seriously, I can't say I don't care. But so what if I know who is it? Now I just need to prepare myself to accept the new boss/mentor. 兵来将挡，水来土掩。I hope I wrote it correctly. It means I will overcome whatever comes my way. Told some of my friends that I am going to take leave next year Valentine's day to emo at home. Haha~ One of them told me about her friend who got attached and getting married this year and she is 26 now. So which means everyone of us will have that someone waiting for us somewhere. Oh well, if it's not mine, then it's not. What's mine will come. Can only console myself this way. Haiz.. Now is work, home, work, home, etc.. Soon, I will start going out. Already planned for the next few weekends, hopefully all of them will be a pleasant one. Gatherings and dinners with my friends, should be nice since it's been such a long time meeting them. Haha~ Oh, I forgot one thing! It's not only work and home, there is also Facebook. Haha~ I am so free that I can play Facebook so frequently. Crazy~ It will be nice to be attached, but I sure know that I will miss the single status when I'm attached. Haha~ Crazy gal~ It's the norm. Alright.. Off to Facebook.. =) |
This is my life.10:45 PM
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Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. |
This is my life.10:40 PM
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Long weekend. Went to my big aunt's house warming on Deepavali. Have no idea why her daughter sold the 4-room and bought the old 3-room they had before. No idea. Renovation not as great as I have thought to be. Today went to Jurong Point with parents to shop. Haha~ Two busy days. Tomorrow going to my grandma's house. Long weekend gone just like that. So fast, it seems like I didn't do much stuff. Not feeling happy these few days, don't know why either. Just not happy. Nothing bad happened so that's why don't know why. I can be happy over some things for a while and then back to my 'unhappy mode' once I'm alone. Quite a bad thing, mood swing so sudden. But can't help it, it's quite auto. Can be happy around friends and colleagues, of course if we are talking about happy or funny stuff. But once I'm alone and nothing to do, my 'unhappy mode' is on. I don't wish to be like that too. I should just keep myself busy. Now at work is surrounded by those couples or those attached or even married. It seems like I'm the only one not attached yet. It feels quite sour sometimes when you see these people but you can't blame anyone or anything or myself, because you can't control over this kind of thing. If it can be controlled, tell me who's controlling it. I will go question that person, why let me be alone for so long. I want someone who I can rely on, someone to hold my hand or just hug me when I'm feeling down. Will I meet my 'someone' soon? Ya, take it easy. Maybe it will come when I don't desire it. Haha. |
This is my life.12:31 AM
