today is the third day.. today damn damn busy loh.. dunno where all the people came from also.. kept coming one by one.. no standard time de.. made me moving from this classroom to the next classroom.. also alot of phonecalls for interview de.. for chinese teachers.. i tot the principal dun wan chi teachers since she's the expert there already.. haha.. but dunno lah.. got so many teachers for wat.. also today.. got one guy came to deliver some stuffs.. those file folders and the printing papers.. den after checking, she found out that left out one box of printing papers.. so she refused to sign the receipt.. then the delivery guy said he need to bring all the things back den send back with the missing box of printing paper.. den she dun let.. the poor guy kept calling the people from popular.. cuz he is not from the popular de.. he is juz helping popular to deliver only.. so he need to bring the things back to check den deliver again loh.. the stubborn woman kept saying cannot.. i mean wats the big deal loh.. he bring back surely will deliver again de mah.. popular leh.. u think wat small small store meh.. popular wun run away de mah.. this china woman got problem loh.. her husband is much better loh.. at least he understand the guy's meaning.. so the guy brought back all the things and then after a while, some popular guy deliver the things again.. hai.. just one delivery can take the whole afternoon to settle.. hai.. two more days and i'm free. haha.. last thing.. brazil won ghana.. haha.. YEAH!!

This is my life.11:30 PM

today sch reopen le.. tuition centre suddenly flood with all the students.. made me go up and down de.. i haven print my stuff yet and dunno where she put all the files also.. want to take one also cannot.. stupid.. should haf take one home earlier.. now i think she keep it in the cupboard upstairs loh.. idiot.. hai.. cant take file.. den print alot of stuff loh.. tml afternoon she not in.. so jin liang print loh.. print the ws i did.. ntu stuff.. things mindice did.. print extra english ws also.. cant let her off so easily.. haha.. sounds so evil.. the new s4 girl is catching up fast so i tink after i left she will noe what to do lor.. maybe should tell her not to take everything so seriously den can live better.. she type sometimes a bit slow but i tink bcuz chinese so so slow ba.. she like not used to using computer de.. dunno leh.. juz got this feeling.. hai.. the bunch of p6 students can really make me deaf and cause me high blood pressure lor.. so noisy.. always talking at their highest volume.. cant turn down the volume de.. u c lor.. how can i teach them under such circumstances leh.. even the s4 girl cant stand them.. today kept talking abt ghost stories lah.. and also arguing abt maple.. dunno whats so good abt maple lor.. they all playing it.. but they paid a price also.. results so bad.. failed every subject.. or just passed only lor.. hai.. dunno wat to do with them.. luckily 4 more days to freedom.. now 13 minutes to midnight.. and den i can say 3 more days to freedom.. haha..

This is my life.11:47 PM

yeah.. germany won le.. yeah.. none of my business also.. haha.. my guess is brazil, germany or argentina.. i just anyhow guess de.. haha.. very boring loh.. sun morn nothing to do except typing blog and checking email.. so sian.. so lets talk about world cup ba.. until now, the most disappointing event is that korea did not get into the final 16.. made me so disappointed.. i thought they can get in loh.. but in the end, hai.. japan also.. hai.. all the asian countries.. hai.. i am waiting for the time spore get into the world cup.. but seeing the standards of spore, think 10 more yrs also no use.. haha.. need a better coach like the australia coach.. better players.. hopefully more sporean players and not all foreign talent lah.. if not.. i wun consider it as a spore team loh.. juz asking other people to play for us.. so weird loh.. i expect this kind of competition right.. to be played by all sporeans loh.. or mostly sporeans.. but think need to wait for a long time beofore we can get into world cup or even be the best of the whole asia.. haha.. sure takes a long time de.. hai.. so in the end, the conclusion is i am very sian.. haha..

This is my life.11:34 AM

got one new teacher le.. yeah.. she is replacing me.. yeah.. finally free.. i told the principal today also.. so 5 more days to freedom.. haha.. i want to watch movie but dunno who to ask.. hai.. so sad.. cant even find a friend to watch a movie or go out with.. i am such a loner.. hai.. sian sian sian.. right now, i just came back from work.. now nothing to do.. typing this blog.. nothing to type also.. what thing should i type about.. hmmm.. hmmm.. NOTHING!!! hai.. sian..

This is my life.4:21 PM

yesterday the principal asks me to stay until 14 jul.. siao de loh.. i want to enjoy le.. planned my whole july le.. 8 jul BBQ.. 13 jul my sister's commencement.. 17 - 22 jul the first FOC (Freshmen Orientation Camp).. den 24 - 28 jul the second FOC.. not i want to join 2 FOC.. the first one is by the material engineering n computer engineering club de.. the second one is by the cultural activities club de and my cousin is in these so go loh.. also going to haf fun ma.. haha.. so pretty busy.. den there is one more sec sch gathering that is not confirmed yet.. cuz still organizing.. haha.. so i left one weekend for them.. haha.. oh. that reminds me i haven tell the organizer.. haha.. 5 more days!!! yeah!!!

This is my life.11:56 PM

lately i have been thinking about my school life.. about every thing i encounter in my school years.. lets start from pri sch.. i am in woodlands pri sch.. from 1C, 2C, 3F, 4E, 5G then 6I.. only from pri 3 onwards den i know what is friends all about.. they are the one that play with you during recess, after school and even on the way home. made some close friends but lost them eventually. guess we all change. until now i am only in contact with two of my close friends in pri sch. they are also in the same jc with me. my other pri sch friend is now in poly and one in institution. dunno whether our path will cross anot. really miss the time we had in pri sch. last time i remembered i had an arguement with my friend. they are forcing me to choose between one of them, i cried and ran to the toilet. at the moment, i was thinking why cant i haf both of them as my friend. why not? but now i noe, we are only pri 5 or 6 den, our mindset is 'i dun like her, so i dun wan u to be her friend' so tat's how all the arguements start. i really regret losing all those friends. i dunno where are they now, how are they doing, but i really wish them luck. hope that we can meet again. as for the two that i still keep contact with, both of them are now in army, serving the nation. hmm.. wish them luck also ba.. hope they are having good time with their platoon mates.. haha.. now lets go on to sec sch.. from 1E2, 2E2, 3E1 to 4E1.. i really made alot of good friends.. still in contact also still alot.. remembered the first time i walked into the sch.. haha.. my sch is woodlands ring sec.. i am so scared, wondering who are my friends, my teachers.. den i made this bunch of friends.. we got really close when we went into sec 3.. at that time, we are sitting together. only then, we started to chat about silly things, suan each other, about guys or juz gossip.. haha.. we are in our world so much that we didnt realize the teacher had already entered the classroom.. haha.. we made jokes with each other.. of cuz, we have some arguements time to time.. i remembered i had one very serious arguement with one of them. tat's before 'o' level and since then we didnt talked. in class, remedials or anywhere else. can say we really cant sit together in one room. that period is the worst period i ever had. i noe i had said something that hurts her alot but i also stubborn, dun wan to apologise. so become such situation. i dunno whether other classmates know anot but i am now really sorry for what i have said then. hopefully that yr christmas, i sent a card to her and she replied. i am so happy, i noe she forgave me le, i really treasured our friendship. this is one thing i will never forget. sec sch is full of my happy times, sad times with my friends and the teachers.. i often cried in sch mostly due to having bad results or stress.. really made good teachers that pull me along.. like mdm chong, that time sec 3. i didnt do well for a maths and she an wei wo.. then in sec 4, cuz i really cant do all the social studies questions, den mr henry saw me crying, he came and offered to help me after school.. he really helped me alot and in the end, i got b3 for combined humanities.. really grateful for that. but everytime teacher's day i didnt go back. hai. so much rules. must not wear this wear that. quite irritating sometimes. hai. but anyway still thankful for their help. i wonder how are the teachers now. are they still WRS? hai. miss them miss them miss them...... for 4E1, the friends i have made here is really wonderful... although i didnt get to know them closely but i really have a wonderful time with them.. like jj they all, always one for all, all for one in the chinese lessons.. haha.. so cute.. or kx the cute cute treasurer.. the time we decorated the classroom, although i didnt do much but still fun.. haha.. sy always play my hair.. haven kill him only.. haha.. really many wonderful times.. i very naggy hor.. hai. but i miss the old times.. now i going uni.. sure will meet new friends.. hopefully i wun neglect my jc friends like what i did to my sec friends.. hai.. why time flies.. why not juz walk leh.. or stroll even better.. hai.. but when i working, time must fly.. or else work non-stop.. the students really irritating.. haha.. today at work, played a game of chess with my S4 student.. wah.. he really good at it.. i need to think and think to counter his attack. he said half an hour think can play 10 rounds. i was thinking then average 3 mins one 1 round. looking down on me leh. so i played with him loh. we played only one round and it lasts for about 40 minutes. midway the principal came back.. and she started playing for me loh.. really irritating.. so pissed off.. wanted to shout already le.. kept moving my pieces when i am still thinking.. she moved and i moved it back.. finally she got my meaning and go away.. so irritating.. people playing chess and she by the side nag nag nag.. and when she play, nobody can say anything.. crazy china woman.. luckily 7 days more..

This is my life.12:56 AM

11 more days.. haha.. it is getting closer and closer to my last day le.. so happy.. haha.. recently busy abt the uni stuff.. filling up the forms n thinking abt the tuition loan thing.. going to call the bank tml.. to ask abt it.. then apply hostel and go medical checkup.. actually i want to go next week de.. but my friend asks me to go together.. so i agree loh.. but like tat hor delay a long time leh.. cuz i supoosed to go on the 16 of jun but now i go in july like very late hor.. hai.. i haf done some tests (those boring tests) to see whether how u communicate and stuff lah.. then one of the tests right.. got one qn.. "what do u feel when u see couples on the street?" they gave a few options.. and i chose "feeling jealous" i also dunno why leh.. really jealous of them.. haha.. scared nobody wants me.. haha.. back to my work.. this week hor.. got damn lots of students ar.. all come at the same timing.. then sometimes different subjects.. make me so tired.. thankfully only 11 days more.. i also haven write the referral letter.. must write this letter.. cuz she dunno english ma so i can write really nice things.. super good things she also dunno.. just sign can le.. haha.. good hor.. i need to let my colleague read thru before i let her sign.. maybe i will let her sign on the last day.. haha.. see how lor.. really miss school life after coming out to work.. studying is a bliss.. haha.. hope i choose the correct course.. actually i was hoping to take a minor but i scared i cant cope cuz haven adapt to the new environment mah.. so i really dunno loh.. dunno can take minor in yr 2 anot.. hai.. i am thinking since i am paying so much money why not take more.. make my cert look nicer.. haha.. if it helps lah.. haha.. i am now also waiting for all the gatherings.. sec sch gathering.. jc gathering.. gathering with some of my pri sch friends also.. and they are in ns.. hai.. i also tired of smsing them every time.. wait for their sms ba.. haha.. dun sms den forget it loh.. haha.. me so bad.. anyway i still owe one of them a movie.. haha.. he paid for my ticket last time mah.. so of cuz need to pay back lah.. haha.. no sms.. den forget it.. save money for my uni wear instead.. haha..

This is my life.10:09 PM

16 more days to a slacking life.. haha.. me whole life haf been slacking.. from pri sch.. that period only know study study study.. then sec sch.. meet more friends le but still study study study only cca a bit busy cuz always marching mah.. or got scolded by seniors haha.. then jc.. joined a slack cca.. so as to haf a slack life.. but how can slack in jc.. all the ppl around u are always studying.. except for the guys in my class.. haha.. some of them are really gone case.. haha.. not i mean but do u noe that they play game everyday after sch.. only after prelim i saw some of them really chiong loh.. now going uni le.. will i still be slack? haha.. i dunno the answer to this qn.. me used to slacking life.. my work now is also very slacking de.. teach kids only.. they dun wan to listen den dun care.. do your own things until its time for them to go home.. today i haf one student that is like that.. really made my blood boil.. just asking him to read the qn only leh.. den dun wan to read.. i haf been talking n explaining to him for the whole hour and his attitude is like damn bad ar.. juz 'ya ya ya' to reply me.. luckily i am not violent.. or else he already kanna my slap le.. his sister is much much better than him.. do her work neatly and willing to learn.. do corrections.. everything nice nice de.. he dun wan to learn not my problem.. i already finished pri le.. n passed my psle le.. my parents satified le.. his mother will sure kill him if he fail the psle.. haha.. can predict de loh.. he is never serious in his work.. n his attitude is so bad.. dun care him le.. only care when principal scold me for not teaching him loh.. even i teach i only make sure he write the answer only.. he understand or not.. not my problem.. frustrating to have such a student.. juz 16 more days away from all these kids.. hai.. seems so long.. 16 days.. hai..

This is my life.12:12 AM

3 more weeks of working and then i can slack till sch start.. can do shopping during the slacking period.. haha.. my work so sian loh.. sometimes no students.. hai.. how to make money like this.. hai..

This is my life.10:45 AM

hai.. bad bad.. work until the end of jun.. hai.. still haf to work for two more weeks.. if i count from today, 3 more weeks to go.. hai.. but get more money to spend also not bad.. need to buy uni wear mah.. hai.. hope that there will be some gathering going on soon.. i am tired of working le.. i want to play le.. hai.. sad sad sad..

This is my life.10:54 AM

hihi.. let me see wat i did for the whole last wk.. mon to fri as usual doing the boring typing stuff.. i think on wed.. the principal wanted me to go home half an hour later to teach the P4 kid english cuz she forgot to inform the english teacher to come. . stupid lah.. my english, grammar, vocab.. everything so bad still want me to teach.. hai.. then i taught him how to write a compo introduction.. hai.. dunno he understand anot.. ok.. so since i went back later, i can come late the next day.. that's wat she told me.. so i went late.. but then, she asked me to go off early cuz i stayed on wed.. i think she dunno i came late.. haha.. so came late and went home early.. haha.. then on fri, took 161 home when reached wlds interchange le.. must tap card mah.. but it said 'error, board at entry' i was like 'huh'.. but dun care lah.. just get down.. then i took the next bus and i found out i didnt tap my card properly when i board 161.. haha.. so i got a free trip.. haha.. then sat, my principal again realised that the maths teacher wun come so asked me to stay again.. but i going to watch movie with my friend.. how can i stay? she asks me to push back my movie.. i was thinking how can i push back a movie when i dun own it.. haha.. and so i called my friend and he said it was cancelled.. i cant believe it.. cancel never told me.. should i write his name.. hmmm.. i finish first.. then i stay on.. but when i am teaching the same P4 kid, my another friend sms me.. yes.. i am smsing and teaching the kid at the same time.. thankfully the principal never come down.. haha.. then i know the movie is back on.. haha.. so happy.. and it starts at 3.15pm.. but i'm leaving hougang at 2.30pm.. how to make it.. need to half walk half run to the bus stop and on the bus, keep chanting.. faster faster faster.. finally reached the cinema le.. movie also start le.. i entered and so dark that i cant even see my friend loh.. but i did enjoy the movie.. so cute.. haha.. den we went for a drink.. i didnt pay him the ticket money.. but i treat him to a drink.. haha.. next time treat him ba.. wen qiang.. treat u to movie next time.. haha.. after 16 jun, i free anytime.. haha.. and we walked the whole causeway.. then chat a bit.. quite ok lah.. haha.. so we went home afterwards.. so tat's how i spent my week.. oh ya.. i slack at home on sun.. haha..

This is my life.10:56 AM

yesterday teach the P4 kid again.. he is really cute.. i smile at him then he smile back at me.. so cute.. enjoy teaching him so much.. later go work.. need to help principal type a letter to the moe to change the address or something.. i dunno also.. hai.. i suck at this.. letter.. a formal letter.. hai.. dunno lah.. anyhow type loh.. wat can i do? hai.. 2 more weeks and i am a slacker.. 2 more weeks..

This is my life.10:51 AM

today finally can teach le.. one S4 in the afternoon and one P4 at night. made me leave at 7.30.. but never mind.. i go later tml.. hai.. for the S4 teach her emaths.. still ok lah.. but she knew everything le.. i juz sat there and watched her.. sian.. the P4 one.. i teach english.. can u imagine.. my english already so broken still teach english.. hai.. dunno he understand anot.. hai.. sad case..

This is my life.12:19 AM