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the weather is so cold today.. cant stand the weather.. i am so cold in the lt lah.. den dun understand the life science also.. microbiology.. siao de lor.. dun understand wat the lecturer said.. sian diao.. den for the ipc i haven read finish the ch3 but luckily it is at the end le.. still need to read ch4.. hai.. another thing is the phy.. stupid lar.. need to read notes and textbook all by myself to understand everything.. tml lab i also read le dun understand.. stupid leh.. everything dun understand.. sian sian sian.. den sick.. cant eat this cant drink that.. tml dnd cant drink cold drink.. sian ar.. hai stupid weather spoil my mood.. lucky got eye candy.. hehe.. can see him during the two lectures.. hehe.. oh ya.. just now i received a call from the cac ppl.. i think i'm in le.. n in main com i think.. very blur lor.. the person said the welfare committee is in the main com.. den in the com got other positions also.. so i chose secretary.. do minutes.. actually i said wrongly lor.. i have experience in jc lor n not sec sch.. haha.. sian.. nvm lar.. she wun noe also.. haha.. so i think i in the main com leh.. at first i tot i will be in the sub but now main.. hmm.. nvm lah.. experience lor.. haha.. hope it will be ok ba.. anyway next wk meeting so go n c c lor.. another chance to make more friends.. but i scared later i too quiet.. i infront of many ppl will be very quiet de.. that's y i dun like presentation.. i will scare den i will tok softly le.. hai.. back to my eye candy.. only one of my friend noe who is he.. she quite close to me ma n she also noe this guy.. so ya can tok abt him to her.. i'm jealous of couples cuz they always so sweet to each other.. den i like.. hmm.. nvm.. so i wan a bf.. but this kind of thing... hai.. den all my friend all said must wait de.. i also noe but i just jealous lah.. i like to haf someone by my side when i want someone to tok to.. not that i dun wan to tok to my friends, but it is the feeling lar.. the feeling when ur friend is with u n the feeling when ur bf is with u is very different de.. hai.. am i being childish or wat? i really dunno lar.. so nice to see friend being together but i will be jealous at the same time.. hai.. so confusing sometimes about my feelings.. i wonder wld anyone haf this kind of feeling before.. this kind of being happy n jealous at the same time.. u happy they are together but jealous they are so sweet to each other.. hai.. i think i am childish.. sometimes i think i quite 'cold'.. i didnt really tok much just sit there n listen to my friend's conversation.. hai.. i think my character wun change much.. if i say i m someone with little words, i wonder would anyone believe anot? really wonder.. |
This is my life.10:45 PM
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hihi.. when u got sick, u cant eat alot of food.. need to eat medicine somemore.. so ma fan.. i still eat western food today lor.. dunno when will get well.. this fri dnd.. hai.. no cold drinks.. hai.. my friend came to cant 14 for lunch.. i go accompany her.. den she came my room sit sit.. we chat abt my eye candy.. haha.. nice to haf an eye candy in lec.. give u motivation to go to lecs.. haha.. yesterday i met up with my pri sch friend.. 6 years le.. we never met for 6 yrs.. yesterday is the first meeting.. wah.. sounds like i am 6 yrs older le.. she v tall lor.. 1.74.. i stand next to her like v short lor.. she's in akido club in SP.. den she got bf le.. in ns now.. so her weekend is booked.. we can never meet during weekend.. which mean cq n wq cant meet her also.. since she need to pei her bf.. she v close to her bf.. but anyway which couple not close to each other.. haha.. tats y i get jealous lor.. couples everywhere.. but nvm.. i will wait patiently for mine.. i dun wan anyhow de.. i always wish i will have only one relationship in my life.. but of cuz things wun always go in our way.. the outcome may be the same but the process is different.. i may haf my guy but need to go thru some wrong ones b4 noeing he's the right one.. so i just take it easy lor.. back to my friend.. she became taller.. her hair longer.. others still the same.. haha.. like me.. i wun change de except my specs.. haha.. i have trying to study but the weather is cool or shld i say cold that i want to slp.. every module i still can manage except the stupid phy.. not that i hate phy but during lec i dun understand.. he can confuse me abt something i had learnt.. so smart.. haha.. anyway i didnt listen also lah.. so partly my fault also.. haha.. ok.. go back study le.. cya.. |
This is my life.6:06 PM
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recently became sick le.. flu plus cough.. so i think my voice will change soon since i will be clearing my throat every now and den.. finally made some friends in tut le.. i so slow loh.. until today den realized the prc is in the same 3 tut and lab with me.. never saw her.. sian.. could haf ask for answers n solutions from her loh.. right now, really think not enough time.. need to do tuts.. n the pro is i dun understand the lecs!! not bcuz i slp lah, is the lecturer loh..tat happen for physics only.. the rest still ok but sometimes very difficult to grasp the concept.. sian sian.. reading my life sci notes now.. yes.. blogging and studying at the same time.. now also gg midnight n i haven slp.. hai.. think i need a long period of time to get well if i always slp at midnight.. haha.. this fri gg to the sce dnd.. dunno y i go loh.. not my sch.. juz go bcuz of og gathering.. sian diao.. need to find something to wear.. so ma fan.. sian.. hope will haf fun lah.. if not waste my 30 dollars.. haha.. must make sure i have fun.. haha.. anyway, i interested in gg to the dunno wat training sch.. for the police or something lidat lah.. open to public ma.. so want to go in c c.. but my parents not free den i dunno who shld i ask.. ns friend.. jc friend.. or uni friend.. or dun go.. haha.. i still dunno.. maybe shldnt go den i can slp at home.. haha.. it is after the dnd ma.. so shld be quite tired.. haha.. everyday can c my eye candy.. haha.. so happy.. luckily same lecture group.. can see him almost everyday.. haha.. but need to search for him.. too many guys liao.. haha.. my friend asks me who is he, i dun wan to say loh.. finding bf needs time, fate n luck.. i'm waiting for the correct one.. he may not be my eye candy.. i hope he is someone that is fun, nice, tall, can make cheer me up, understand me n also must be taller than me.. now i state so many criteria but it may not always be lidat.. i think most importantly, the feeling must be there.. or else.. even he looks like renfu also no use.. haha.. anyway today is renfu's birthday.. haah.. happy birthday, renfu! k k shld go back to study le.. bb.. |
This is my life.11:37 PM
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today went town for lunch.. den we stood at the cinema for around 20 mins deciding which movie to watch and also wat to do next.. den we decided to play pool instead of ktv.. so we started playing pool.. i am a beginner.. dunno how to hit the ball lah.. they teach me like so long den i noe.. haha.. slow ma.. really fun lor.. of cuz i got hit some in lar.. but it is those damn easy one lor.. haha.. anyway i am very happy le.. haha.. childish.. ball in so happy.. haha.. but spent alot today.. jialat.. later no money le.. hai.. saw my eye candy today le.. haha.. so happy also.. really good to see him during lectures loh.. haha.. but everytime i very tired during lectures.. haha.. normal behaviour in lectures.. haha.. tat's remind me.. i didnt sleep in maths lecture today.. haha.. anyway regarding my eye candy, dun dare to tok to him leh.. jialat.. jialat.. haha.. another thing.. the physics notes sucks lor.. missing here and there.. hai.. can dun go lecture just study textbk can le.. hai.. y i still go leh? no need attendance also mah.. haiz.. ok le.. i tired liao.. go slp le.. |
This is my life.1:57 AM
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hihihi.. so long never blog le.. for the past 1 week, i very tired.. even if i slept early, i slept thru all the lectures.. jialat.. den during tuts also feel like sleeping.. haha.. now third week, still not used to the system lor.. actually is i lazy lar.. after lecture still need to read again.. cuz sleeping ma.. den must do tuts.. sian sian.. den i need to recap everything.. sian ar.. hai.. now everyday kanna suan for my slow eating speed.. hai.. i cant change tat leh.. got one eye candy le.. since it is considered as an eye candy, sure handsome de lah.. but i kind of dun dare to look at him when we tok lor.. hai.. sian sian.. i quite interested lah.. but hor.. aiyah.. i dunno lar.. let fate decide ba.. haha.. |
This is my life.11:36 PM
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hey hey.. now it's the second wk of school.. sian lor.. cant remember all the maths.. den dunno the tuts.. sian lor.. still in the holiday mood.. not in the study mood.. haiz.. sian sian.. anyway, staying hall is quite fun.. u can stay up very late n no one bother u.. gd lor.. no mum's nagging.. haha.. but the laptop is one bad thing.. so lousy.. use a few hours only den no batt le.. sian lor.. haiz.. everyday so tired.. cant slp well.. not used to the bed.. so hard lor.. mine at home is so soft.. much much softer than this one.. sian diao.. tuts starts this week n today i first time went to the tut rooms.. wah.. not too difficult to find.. quite easy.. once u been there u will noe the way le.. so quite ok for me.. haha.. sian sian.. cant listen to radio only to cds.. long time never listen to 933 le.. miss the djs so much.. haha.. really very tired now.. bb.. |
This is my life.11:06 PM
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hey hey hey.. i am now in hall.. so cool.. ok.. actually nothing also lah.. first time my mum wun nag at me.. haha.. now now.. let me continue with my camp stories.. the second camp is the cac camp.. it is called ventura 2006.. got a cheer also.. so let me start now.. haha.. story time.. Day 1 -- as usual.. meet at boon lay interchange.. i'm surprised at the group size.. so big.. my first foc only got 15 like tat.. this grp got like 20 plus ppl.. so many ppl loh.. when we reached the school, our bags are being transported to a function hall.. while we played some games.. we went around ntu that day.. so sian loh.. all the stairs and all the runnings.. ran so much in the first foc le.. now second foc still need to run so much.. sian.. anyway.. we had pizza as our dinner.. shiok loh.. my first camp never see pizza de.. haha.. but the disgusting part is coming.. the initiation night.. i hope i spell it correctly.. haha.. but i waited for a long time b4 it is my turn.. so i crap alot with other team mates while waiting for my turn.. n tat person is really.. i dunno how to describe him loh.. he pulled me by the side.. how am i suppose to stand like tat leh? crazy loh.. got alot of stuff loh.. first is the fake swimming pool.. where we fell back ourself loh.. i got hesitate whether to fall anot.. but anyway juz go down loh.. got any problem i will definitely scream de.. haha.. but juz water only.. the next few stations is all very disgusting loh.. water, flour, tooth paste, egg yolk, egg white.. so damn disgusting loh.. my hair so hard and dirty.. actually is the whole body loh.. need to throw away my shirt leh.. so sian.. let's move on.. Day 2 -- pool games in the morning.. we captain ball super shuai loh.. den move on to field games.. captain ball also super shuai.. water or on land.. both super shuai.. haha.. got wet only.. didnt get dirty.. so still heng ar.. Day 3 -- i forgot abit wat we did le.. but is hmm.. think finding some flags den rescue our gl.. some sort like amazing race loh.. cuz also move around spore.. the city area lah.. den last stop to sentosa.. need to build a raft.. den when the raft went into water.. like gg to break like tat loh.. haha.. so funny the scene.. den at night got the fright night.. hai.. as usual.. i cried b4 the whole thing.. i think i need to cry den relieve stress le den can go in.. but in the end, not very scary loh.. only boom.. or hand touch or touch leg loh.. but got one part really scared.. need to climb the ladder de.. den me n my partner thinking who climb first.. den he climbed first followed by me.. i so scared while waiting for him loh.. i kept saying faster faster inside.. haha.. scared he touch me or wat.. den my turn.. i super fast loh.. den i heard from my partner he is supporting me.. haha.. thanks thanks.. the rest not scary de.. after this fright night, we 'meet' our SP.. in my tired state, meeting SP is not a good idea.. haha.. my head is always on my shoulder.. actually i am half sleeping loh.. haha.. got my picture also.. haha.. Day 4 -- a super water war.. wet from head to toe.. luckily only got SP night after tat.. we went back to the chalet to wash up.. haha.. den the SP night right.. the guys need to go into the rooms to find their SP.. haha. they are being takan until very jialat.. haha.. so sad for them.. haha.. they so ke lian.. Day 5 -- last day finally!! i forgot what we do le.. i only remembered wat we did at night.. cuz of the cheer fight.. so siong.. my voice gone tat night loh.. win pota.. haha.. so happy.. we got the most entertaining group.. dunno how a slack grp can be entertaining.. haha.. den took taxi with friends back home sweet home.. haha.. oh oh.. i remembered le.. we went to siloso beach to play beach games.. haha.. tats when i met up with the merlins.. haha.. my thoughts for this camp is that i had a wonderful time with the group.. many memories.. haha.. tml first gathering but i cant go.. no time.. can only join them for the concert only.. haha.. |
This is my life.6:30 PM
