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today went to Tatsu Sushi at Chijmes for dinner with my parents.. woo.. the food is nice.. the service is nice.. the environment is nice.. the price also very NICE.. haha.. but really enjoyed the dinner today.. lucky i tagged along today.. haha.. if not, i will miss all the good food.. haha.. after dinner we went to Raffles City to shop for awhile.. saw this adidas bag.. guess how much?? 592 dollars!!! omg.. it's quite nice lah.. and the sales assistant quite cute also.. my mother mistoke him as malay wor.. haha.. so funny.. then he told my mother he is chinese.. haha.. but he's cute.. the attitude and the looks.. haha.. actually i quite lazy to upload the pictures leh.. haha.. ok.. nvm.. here goes..  the cup.. a very big cup..  the dunno-wat-thing.. a decorative.. looks like a pipe..
this is not snail.. er.. i forgot the name le.. quite nice..
the sushi set.. nice..
fish.. a very special fish.. er.. dun ask me the name..
seafood fried udon.. we also ordered crab meat fried rice.. but i forgot to take picture.. both taste really nice..
ice-cream.. our last dish.. the 3 flavours are green tea, 黑芝麻 and 柚子.. special right.. |
This is my life.12:35 AM
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tomorrow going to Chijmes for dinner.. haha.. cuz got voucher.. but only 50 dollars.. the food there quite ex.. hmm.. need to budget a bit le.. should i treat my parents? hmm.. they paying the air-tickets, tours and food for this trip for me.. hmm.. maybe i should.. haha.. so i should be prepared for the steep prices.. the place is quite high end.. well.. just this time.. i gg to slp le.. tired.. night.. |
This is my life.12:11 AM
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as expected.. my result for astronomy pulls my gpa further down.. haiz.. i won't regret i didn't su astronomy since i have already decided long long time ago.. so regret also no use.. what i can do now is to work super duper hard for the coming semster to pull my gpa back again.. haiz.. my friend sure got good result for her astronomy.. haiz.. think too highly of myself again.. sad.. haiz.. have to work harder for coming semster.. i read my past few posts and i felt like an idiot.. it is like i keep thinking about the results and just worry, worry and more worries.. no more thinking of result from now onwards.. going to look forward to the coming semster.. to be prepared for some serious studying.. which means less napping and less computer games.. nope.. i am not stressing myself before the semster starts.. just need to have some control, some discipline from this semster onwards.. i think this semster will be a tough semster.. oh well, which semster is not a tough semster? haha.. so although i am still a bit sad for my poor result, but i going to enjoy the rest of my holidays so that i have a reason to push myself later.. play so much this holiday so need to work hard for the semster.. haha.. good reason?? haha.. forget about results now.. for the rest of the holidays.. i am looking forward to the coming bangkok trip.. haha.. so exciting.. shopping, shopping and more shopping.. haha.. i am still thinking whether to go back to the foc.. 6 days.. but don't know the freshies or juniors so go back like nothing to do de.. maybe just go back for the sp night.. they are going to st. james for clubbing.. haha.. yeah.. should be going for that.. haha.. the rest.. erm.. don't know.. see how first.. don't want to be so stupid like last time.. pay 50 dollars for the lousy accomodation and food.. haha.. so bad of me to comment like that.. but really.. the room is dirty.. the food is taste-less.. i think i only like one of the breakfast only.. and nothing else.. not sure about this coming foc but hmm.. hope it will be fun ba.. but definitely not going to pay le.. rather stay at home.. haha.. oh.. another thing.. i need to finish reading a book borrowed from my friend.. oh ya.. and start my sewing also.. haha.. been forgetting about this.. it takes a lot of concentration for the sewing.. will get bored after awhile.. haha.. that's why i need a very long period of time to sew one pouch.. haha.. ok.. don't be mistaken.. i only sew the patterns only.. i didn't do the whole pouch, just the patterns only, the picture.. ok.. back to whatever i am going to do.. night.. |
This is my life.12:09 AM
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Today is the registration of the subjects for next semster.. Considered a success.. Cuz i added all the core subjects with the first click.. Haha.. Ya.. When i reached home, i checked again.. Yup.. All done.. But i saw something that i shouldn't see.. 27th june.. That day.. I will know my astronomy result.. Haiz.. Should i check my result on that day? Or should i check after i came back from my Bangkok trip? Cuz i am afraid that my grade will be so bad that it will affect my Bangkok trip.. (or maybe i think too much..) Actually i know i won't get good result, but still hope that the grade would not be too bad.. Just the minimum.. Ok.. I know the rule.. 希望越大，失望就越大。It is very true.. Experienced before so know the feeling very well.. Sometimes i think.. Is my expectations too high? Is it that i don't want to lose to others and so i fell down badly? These are the questions that is wandering in my head since the release of the results.. I know friends around me told me not to think so much and to work harder for the coming semster.. But i think it is my habit to think so much le.. Very difficult to change suddenly.. Of course, i want to be someone without worries.. But is there such person on Earth without worries? From the time you are able to think, you will have worries.. So maybe babies too have worries, just that we don't know what they thinking about or worry about.. Haha.. That will be so complicated to understand.. Back to my point.. How do you react when you encountered a setback? Have you ever thought of just leave everything behind and don't think about it? Just let things happen and don't do anything about it? I really don't know.. I always thought i can be calm when i am faced with a problem.. But can i really do it? There will always be more question marks behind the questions.. No one has a definite answer to all questions.. When you thought that this question has only this fixed solution, think again.. |
This is my life.9:22 PM
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Slacking these few days.. Haiz.. Really nothing to do.. Tomorrow is the date for my subject registration for the next semster.. Hopefully i can get my subjects in the first try.. Haha.. Hopefully.. Haiz.. That is no gurantee in this kind of thing de.. Haiz.. Going to play some game before going to sleep.. Night loh.. |
This is my life.10:42 PM
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Been fighting with dustmite these few days.. Haha.. My parents found some on their bed sheets and so need to wash the bed sheets and vacuum their mattress thoroughly.. Actually my mum did most of the jobs.. I just helped them a bit only.. Then my sister complained.. And my parents found one on her bed also so today we changed hers and mine too.. And this time round, i really did help a lot.. Haha.. We didnt find any dustmite today.. But to play safe, we changed all the bed sheets and vacuum our mattress.. Haha.. What a day.. Going to register subjects for the coming semster this wednesday.. Will be going to school.. Hopefully nothing will go wrong.. Many people in this semster so i am afraid i can't get a place.. It will be crazy.. Haiz.. Well, back to my games le.. Hee.. Night.. |
This is my life.10:17 PM
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Haha.. As the title reads, my holiday is really equals to slacking.. Can sleep all i want, something i can't do once school starts.. It will be the thing that i deprive of once school starts.. I think some of you agree with me.. =) Haha.. Blogging, planning for the trip, playing game and watching drama become my past-time for this long holiday.. Ah.. All of these will be gone once school starts.. Haha.. Well, i guess this happens to everyone.. Anyway for this bangkok trip, i think will be a fruitful trip for me.. Lots of shopping, eating and entertaining.. Look forward to the shopping part.. Want to buy lots of clothes back.. Bags, shoes, clothes, watches, accessories, maybe even soft toys.. Haha.. Maybe buy some wood crafts back too.. Or just something with some Thailand style.. Haha.. Become so excited everytime i talk about this trip.. Haha.. So excited.. Hee~ I must have a fun time there.. Go there happy, come back happy.. Hee~ |
This is my life.10:07 PM
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Been slacking since my special sem ended.. Well, i supposed i can rest during this period before the bangkok trip.. I am also helping to plan for the trip.. To search this, search that.. Sometimes it is quite irritating but then, since i want to go there, i have no choice but to do it.. If anyone asks me whether i know how does it feel to be irritated, i can reply that i know it 100%.. It is just so irritating about the comments people made or the questions people asked.. Haiz.. Forget it.. Don't want to remember them anyway.. But.. Sometimes, the more you don't want to remember it, the more you want to forget it, the more it stays in your memory.. Therefore another emotion comes in --> Frustration!! It's the way of life.. You can't change those people but you can change the way you think about the things they said or do.. So in another words, try not to be affected by their behaviour and just enjoy life.. Easier said than done.. But we just need to try.. There is a saying '只要有人的地方，问题一定会存在。' It is quite true, isn't it? The politics between people always exists, no matter where you are.. It is quite scary sometimes.. As long as the problem is not too big, we should just let go sometimes.. Agree?? Haha.. |
This is my life.10:31 PM
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Been out the whole afternoon.. Went to chinatown with my mum to meet my dad.. Haha.. We walked half of the chinatown.. Bought a bracelet.. Got stones and got that 'magnetic stone'.. Haha.. Don't what it is called.. Quite fun.. Also, have been trying out the new NTU homepage.. It is super irritating in the beginning.. Always can't load and always appear this message '401 UNAUTHORIZED'.. Super irritating.. But finally, now i can use the page and successfully plan my timetable for next sem.. The timetable next sem is still the same as before.. No morning lessons.. Haha.. If i remember correctly, the earliest lesson is 1030 or 1130am.. Haha.. But the elective i have chose is quite late de.. Hopefully i can get the earlier one.. Haha.. As the bangkok trip gets closer, i am getting more excited.. Haha.. I am also helping my dad to survey the internet rates for the hotel rooms.. But still not sure going to book online.. We will be going out later to check out the hotel rates at the nearby travel agency.. We booked the air tickets already so hopefully we can get some good hotel rates at the travel agency.. Then, we can save some effort looking at those internet rates.. I have checked out some already.. It is so different loh.. Each website has different rates.. And we are not sure if it is safe to book through these websites.. Haha.. Also, some of the reviews posted on the websites about the hotel and services of that website is not that appealing.. Sounds terrible.. That's why we have been dragging this for so long.. If book through the hotel website, it is too expensive.. I think around 600 plus wor.. Haha.. It is over our budget already and this hotel we have chosen is 3/4 stars only.. Anyway, we have to go to the travel agency and see how first.. Maybe there is cheaper rates there.. Haha.. |
This is my life.12:32 PM
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Today is the astronomy exam.. Haiz.. Not sure here.. Not sure there.. Can i score good grade? I don't know.. But well.. It's over already.. Now just enjoy and prepare for the upcoming Bangkok trip.. Haha.. That really makes me excited.. Haha.. Ok.. Back to my drama/game.. =) |
This is my life.8:49 PM
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Haiz.. Don't know why.. Just feel like typing something.. But what to type leh?? Nope.. Not going to talk about my results.. I had enough of my results.. Is it time to think about the path of my life? As in what job i am going to do after i graduate.. Which area do i have interest in?? Semiconductor, nanotechnology, polymers, etc?? Going for IA in the second sem, going to choose the area of my specialization in the final year and going to graduate in 2 years time.. 2 years.. It may seem long but time pass very quickly.. I will have to make a choice sooner or later.. People may ask me 'Why so serious? It is still so far away..' But i am the kind that will keep thinking de.. If you ask me not to think about these things (which i hope i can do so..), i think i will probably die.. (well.. maybe not so serious..) So what now?? Yes, i am quite interested in semiconductor but still want to go into nanotechnology which i think it is an area which is very difficult to get into.. Provided that everything is going nano now, this industry will be quite 'hot' and so definitely the job prospect with respect to this area is quite good.. They need people in that area.. But since it is so difficult, wouldn't it be difficult to get?? Haiz.. It is so hard to make choices sometimes.. Haiz.. Everything i am thinking about is always about school, school and more school.. Maybe things seem to become more difficult after some setbacks.. Haiz.. Life can be so frustrating sometimes.. |
This is my life.4:44 PM
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Been studying for the astronomy exam and thinking about my results.. I really don't know where the problem lies.. Is it me? Or the school? Or the professor? Haiz.. I think the problem lies mostly with me.. What happen? Is it that i am sick of studying already? To be honest, my concentration span is indeed not like before.. I am easily tired and sick of studying and revising my work.. What happen? AAAAHHHHHH!!! Feel like screaming now.. No, i am not angry with anyone but MYSELF!!! What's wrong with me? I am letting myself down.. Not only that, I feel like i let my parents down also.. They worked so hard to provide me with such conducive environment to study and in the end i achieved such results.. What a let down.. Haiz.. I am sorry for the past few posts.. I need to vent my anger and disappointment somewhere.. If not, i am afraid i may show my feelings to my family.. I don't want them to know.. I also didn't tell them my results also.. I don't think i will also.. So, if you are disturbed by all these posts, i am sorry.. Come back some time later, my mood should be more peaceful by then.. Sorry to all.. |
This is my life.3:22 PM
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Haiz.. Bad things really happen all together.. First, it is my result.. Now, it is my astronomy quiz result.. Haiz.. Can't the school just give me one good news? At least let me be happy for my astronomy exam lah.. It is making me super worried for my exam le lah.. I didn't SU it.. Sian.. When you are in bad luck, better don't do anything funny.. Bad things come in groups.. A disappointment follows by another.. Did i do something wrong? Is enjoying life during holidays wrong? Haiz.. I really don't know le lah.. It is super frustrating when nothing seems to be in the correct way.. Anyone has such experience before? Haiz.. Will be studying super duper hard for this exam.. Cannot let it gone case.. Have to make it.. Have to score at least B+.. I must by all means score a decent grade.. Cannot let myself down anymore.. I can't take much disappointment le.. (Ok.. I know i am exaggerating a bit..) Haiz.. Although i have felt such disappointment before, but this time round the feeling is so strong.. What happen to me? Where did the me who is able to withstand such disappointment go? Haiz.. So disappointing.. |
This is my life.1:08 AM
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Just checked my results.. I am so sad.. I can't believe i got such result.. Should i go review it?? I know i am going to have poor result for that but not this poor.. It really pulls down my CGPA.. It pulls me away from my goal.. It is making me depressed.. It is so disappointing.. I blame myself for not working harder during this sem.. I blame myself for sleeping so much in cls .. I blame myself for being over-confident.. I blame myself for thinking that i won't get poor results.. I blame myself for thinking so highly of myself.. I blame myself for not constantly revising on my school work.. I blame myself for thinking about things totally not related to school.. I blame myself for not concentrating during the revision of examination.. I blame myself for all the things i didn't do to make my grades get better.. I blame myself for taking things for granted.. I blame myself for not taking things seriously.. I blame myself not able to get good grades.. I blame myself for all the slacking i have done.. I blame myself for all the things i have done.. I blame myself for not studying hard enough for this sem.. I blame myself.. I have no one but myself to blame.. Who asks me to be so over-confident thinking that i won't get poor results? Who asks me to think so highly of myself? Who asks me to think i can catch up in the end and so sleeping in cls is alright? NO ONE!! It is ME!! ALL ME!! THE STUPID ME!! It is ME who think that good luck will be by my side when i need it.. It is ME who think that things will go smoothly for me.. It is ME who think that things will turn out right for me.. It is ME who think of all these stupid thoughts.. I deserve the poor grades.. I deserve it.. So should i review it? Should i spend the money to review it? Should i be so thick-skinned to submit the application for reviewing of the results? Should i? I am sure my friends did better than me.. I know that even though i didn't ask for their results.. For the previous times, i have the luck with me and that's why i did better.. But now.. My luck is gone and with my stupidity, i have failed.. I have been trying to login for the review of the results.. I have already login but when i tried to submit, it said 'No subject to be reviewed!'.. Does that mean that i cannot review my result? That means i have to stick with this poor result.. Meaning when i graduate, this poor result will appear on my transcipt.. Is that it? Why? Why is this happening? I shouldn't ask myself that.. I deserve this result.. I have only myself to blame.. I deserve it.. |
This is my life.12:40 AM
