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Long long time didn't update my blog.. Work is fine.. The colleagues are friendly.. Learning new things.. Still doing fine here.. A lot of things happened.. Besides need to wake up everyday to go work, my health is giving the red alarm.. I just hope that the blood test shows a good result and surgery is the only option that is required to solve all the problems.. Surgery is a must said by the specialist.. I knew that too.. But right now, I just hope the surgery will solve everything, no reccurance, nothing.. Yes, I may not be as worried as my mum does, but there are still chances that it is not 'this side' but on the 'other side'.. I really hope it is on 'this side'.. Because if it is on 'this side', surgery is then the key.. But if not, I have no idea what comes next.. At this moment of time, I have felt the care and love by my family and friends.. So touched.. My family went to every appt and scans with me.. My friends are there for me when I need to talk about it.. I am sorry to some of my friends if I didn't tell you in person, I have no idea how to bring it up.. For now, I will just hope my blood test shows green light and I can go for the surgery as soon as possible.. Let me wake up from this nightmare.. Is this considered a nightmare? I am not sure myself because the people around me are more worried than me.. But still, I wish to get out of this situation quickly.. My parents cancelled their trip in Sept because of this.. I understand they don't have the mood for holiday but I felt guilty that I have delayed the trip that my mum is so looking forward too.. I will definitely pay for their ticket and hotel fare next time.. I am so sorry for it.. To end this post, I wish all good health as this is the most important thing on top of all things. May my blood test gives good results~ =) |
This is my life.10:55 PM
