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♥ Monday, July 28, 2008
i am still thinking whether to write about the mse foc.. on the whole, the camp is quite fun.. but due to some disappointing incident, my mood is down for a few days.. the fun times are during the war games.. did enjoy that.. but happy times ended there.. bad things happened during that night.. there is fright night that night.. i got pushed by a 'ghost'.. in the end, got bruise and blue-black on both knees.. got scared and injured at the same night.. hai.. blame it on my poor luck.. this isnt the worst thing.. the worst thing happened the next night.. we had amazing race in the day and went to the chalet in the night.. after the freshies had their rehearsal for the skit, they went to wash up and stuff.. then it is the 'talk-cock' session.. it is asking the freshies who they admire in the camp and those 'wu liao' stuff but it is interesting sometimes.. haha.. so i wanted to join in.. for the girls only lah.. so i went in with one of the gl.. but when i entered, she turned back and told i am not allowed inside.. ok fine.. i came out but i dont understand why sa is not allowed inside.. those guys sa also joined in the guys 'talk-cock' session.. why cant i join in? i am so sad that night and the next night.. i dun understand the whole thing.. this affected my mood for the next day.. it got worse at night.. i called my friend to 'shu ku'.. have to thank her for cheering me up and helping me to scold those people.. have to thank my another friend for tolerating my mood during those bad mood days.. becuz of this incident, this is the first time i cried so much in my uni life.. even last time i got the bad result i didnt cry just bad mood only.. i really cried this time round.. i cant control the tears falling down.. you may think i am stupid.. why i cry over such small things? yeah, why i cry? why should i cry? i didnt do anything wrong.. hai..

well, it's over.. i wont think abt this thing anymore.. yeah, maybe when i see them in sch, i will still rmb but it wont affect me so much le.. maybe when i am day-dreaming, i will still think about this but i am sure it wont affect me so much le.. yup, i will not let this affect me again.. hai.. i shld go slp now le.. night..

This is my life.10:41 PM