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Today is the registration of the subjects for next semster.. Considered a success.. Cuz i added all the core subjects with the first click.. Haha.. Ya.. When i reached home, i checked again.. Yup.. All done.. But i saw something that i shouldn't see.. 27th june.. That day.. I will know my astronomy result.. Haiz.. Should i check my result on that day? Or should i check after i came back from my Bangkok trip? Cuz i am afraid that my grade will be so bad that it will affect my Bangkok trip.. (or maybe i think too much..) Actually i know i won't get good result, but still hope that the grade would not be too bad.. Just the minimum.. Ok.. I know the rule.. 希望越大，失望就越大。It is very true.. Experienced before so know the feeling very well.. Sometimes i think.. Is my expectations too high? Is it that i don't want to lose to others and so i fell down badly? These are the questions that is wandering in my head since the release of the results.. I know friends around me told me not to think so much and to work harder for the coming semster.. But i think it is my habit to think so much le.. Very difficult to change suddenly.. Of course, i want to be someone without worries.. But is there such person on Earth without worries? From the time you are able to think, you will have worries.. So maybe babies too have worries, just that we don't know what they thinking about or worry about.. Haha.. That will be so complicated to understand.. Back to my point.. How do you react when you encountered a setback? Have you ever thought of just leave everything behind and don't think about it? Just let things happen and don't do anything about it? I really don't know.. I always thought i can be calm when i am faced with a problem.. But can i really do it? There will always be more question marks behind the questions.. No one has a definite answer to all questions.. When you thought that this question has only this fixed solution, think again.. |
This is my life.9:22 PM
