exams finally over.. finally i can sleep for all i want.. but i am not pig ok??

been receiving shocking news since last week.. of course i won't write it here.. u think i really pig ar?? this is their privacy and my privacy too.. some of the news belongs to me also ma.. i really don't know how to react when i received those news.. especially when it happens to people beside me.. so close to me.. i have never thought of these kind of things happening.. nope.. never..

some of my friends said that i am mature.. but am i really mature?? am i mature in a way i can handle my own problems and my friends' calmly and intelligently?? do i have the ability to do that?? come to think of it.. i would hope that i can just forget about everything and just don't care.. you may say i am selfish or whatever.. but hey!! who wants to be a busybody in other people's matter?? i don't want!! and i'm sure no one wants..

sometimes i also thought am i as mature as what i thought myself to be.. am i?? friends, do you think i am mature?? hmm.. can't give myself a satisfactory answer.. actually after listening to all the shocking news i have heard since last week, i don't think i am as mature as i thought myself to be.. i don't i have what it takes to be mature.. mature in many areas.. in school.. in my circle of friends.. in family.. i think my parents don't think i am mature ba.. well, i'm not sure.. really really.. mature or not mature??

besides being mature, the courage to do things is another matter.. what do i mean?? ask yourself.. do you have the courage to do things that other people think you won't do?? yes, no?? really.. can't get any answer?? for this question, my answer is again no.. i do not have such courage.. people may think although i am the quiet type, but when i am angry i will do anything.. but is that really me?? in the first place, is the quiet side really me?? people always says a person has two sides.. i believe i have too.. the good side and the bad side.. but how bad is my bad side i don't wish to know.. being bad is not something to be proud of right?? ok, i think i move away from my topic le.. or did i?? being bad is another type of courage, isn't it?? not many people can be bad.. haha.. true.. so who can be bad in that case?? difficult to answer, isn't it??

above is just some of my random thoughts.. do not think that i am having any troubles with my life or what.. no.. just having those thoughts after listening to those shocking news.. well, who do not have difficulties??

Phrase for the day:

"Always believe these difficulties are stepping stones for you to be closer to success!! "

什么是人生？

人生包含了什么？

它代表着什么？

一个人一生只能活短短的几十年，

为什么会有人这么想不开呢？

自杀能解决问题吗？

每个人都活在压力中。

当然，

每个人所承受的压力都不同，

但我觉得那就是人生。

人生本来就有许多压力就看你怎么应对。

爱情，

友情，

亲情，

工作等等都是压力的来源。

难道当我们无法面对这些压力时，

我们就得结束自己的生命来解决吗？

那是愚蠢的。

问问自己，

在这世界上有谁没有压力，

有谁没有碰过问题，

有谁没遇到困难？

难道碰到自己不能解决的问题或困难时，

结束生命就变成最佳的选择吗？

难道那些自杀的人没有想到他们的亲人吗？

他们这样的行为是否会带个他们的亲人更多的痛苦，

他们到底有没有想过？

对，他们死后，对于他们问题是解决了。

但那些还活着的呢？

他们的亲人该怎么办？

他们的问题并还没有解决，反而增加了。

这就是他们要的吗？

我实在无法想象失去亲人的痛苦。

那会有多痛啊！

当遇到困难时，要是它让你感到无法呼吸，

无法继续时，请找其他人的帮助。

不要发不下面子，不要死撑，

需要帮忙就开口，

不要等到无法挽救时才开口，那就太迟了。

所以，

希望大家不要把什么事情都发在心里，

有事就说出来让别人来帮助你。

只要大家有着积极的想法，

凡是找人商量，有困难找人帮忙，

只要大家想开一点，那我们都能活得很快乐了。

你觉得呢？