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went ecp cycling today.. first time cycled in rain.. first time cycled to somewhere near changi airport and see planes taking off.. wah.. the feeling is so good.. although the weather aren't that good, but being with friends is just so nice.. i must admit i have a very poor stamina and thus leads to slowing everyone down.. so sorry to fizh, mp and gl.. for being so slow in everything.. eating, cycling.. then also for being tired so easily.. haha.. i think some things just won't change.. haha.. will upload the photos when i receive them.. after cycling, my legs felt so 'jelly'.. haha.. i cant find other words other than this word.. so we rest at Mac for awhile before we went to Parkway Parade (PP).. we walked around PP while we were deciding where to eat our dinner.. and we ate at Pastamania.. and again, i'm quite slow.. ya.. normal.. then we shopped awhile before we went back.. we saw many people playing with foam when we stepped out of PP.. well.. it's christmas.. it really gives me a warm feeling.. christmas is really here.. then i took a direct bus back to JE interchange.. wah.. it's a damn long journey.. actually my mood isnt that good today.. however being with friends did cheer me up for a while.. but after saying good-byes, being alone again made me feel moody again.. i listened to radio throughout the journey.. and i dunno why the songs is so sentimental and at some point of time, i do feel like crying.. i am tired from the activities in the day and i wanted to sleep during the journey but i cant close my eyes in case tears flow out.. i cant allow myself to cry in public.. no.. never.. i wun let anyone see me in crying state.. well, since i cant sleep, i looked around as the bus goes on and i saw something u don't see it everyday.. i saw a sign board saying 'GayWorld Hotel'.. i was like 'huh, gayworld??? they only allow gays to stay??'.. haha.. that's my thoughts when i saw it.. anyway, the whole journey took around 1.5 hrs.. so damn long ar.. maybe because cycled for a long time, the part that i injured myself last time during the fall began to feel the pain again.. the bone tip of the spine.. haiz.. now i cant sit like i usual do.. must sit straight and i cant lean back for long time.. haiz.. once injured, the pain is always there to haunt you.. haiz.. alright.. going sleep.. |
This is my life.10:55 PM