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♥ Monday, December 10, 2007
just now watching the movie i have got from my friend long long time ago.. it is the 'Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles'!! it is really wonderful.. what a nice movie..except that it can be longer and more fighting scene.. looks like i enjoy watching fighting scene.. haha.. this is quite a nice movie and i like it alot.. haha.. maybe because it is tmnt and so i like it even more.. i like watching the cartoon and it is super nice.. haha.. fan of tmnt.. but dun ask me to say out the four turtles name.. i only know mikey, leonardo, raphl and the last one i forgot.. the purple colour one.. haha.. i know he's smart.. haha..

now alr monday.. time flies.. soon it will be christmas and my results will be out.. den come new year and school starts.. another period of struggling.. sometimes i wonder why am i repeating the same process over and over again.. the honeymoon process, then the serious mood process, then the study mood process and lastly relax process.. hai.. i think this is how life goes.. you cant change much..

anyway, i want to apply for the GIP-IA to china.. but i'm not sure if i will be going there alone or what.. even my friends not keen on this, i will still go apply.. but i am afraid i dun have the courage to go to a foreign country alone.. but it's still too early to say anything.. still have the interview.. part of me very much wanted to go to china but another part of me is scared about going to china.. scared about not being able to adapt, not able to live on my own.. i still need to think through this more carefully before deciding on applying.. hai.. can anyone tell me what to do? should i try applying or just stay in singapore for the IA? hai.. headache.. so many good and bad things..

good thing: able to learn to be independent, able to explore the world outside singapore, able to experience life in a foreign land and etc..
bad thing: not able to see family daily, not able to eat mum-cooked food, not able to celebrate my 21st birthday with my friends and family and etc..

this is the few that i can think of now.. the list can still go on.. i am still weighing both sides and of course, i will need to discuss with my parents about this.. hai.. really confused now.. wait for the talks in the coming sem and see how ba.. i hope the talks will help.. alright.. going sleep now.. night..

This is my life.1:21 AM