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yoz.. exam's finally over.. woohoo!! time to play!! went to kbox with my friends just now.. so fun.. wrestling is fun.. haha.. no lah.. just messing up each other's hair.. me at disadvantage loh.. short, hand not long enough, no strength.. haiz.. but it's fun.. haha.. sang quite a lot of songs.. i think i have the most 感触 when i sang stefanie sun's 我也很想他.. dunno why.. suddenly think about him.. why is this coming again?? i dun wan to think about him le.. not worth it when he doesn't even care about me as a friend.. or maybe i have exaggerated about it or too sensitive about it.. but i think the distance between us keeps on increasing.. i sometimes wonder are we still friends.. when i chat with him, i have to act cheerful.. maybe i am not suitable for this kind of relationship now.. i should just be 'brother brother' to everyone.. maybe.. anyway, back to the kbox.. shouldnt spoilt this post on him alone.. this is my first time going kbox to sing and it turns out to be really fun.. maybe i will go again.. well, need to depend who i am going with.. and i think is the same group of people loh.. haha.. i didnt select jolin's songs this time round, i shall do it the next time.. i wonder when will that be.. haha.. like singing kbox liao.. but the drinks there is damn expensive lah.. haiz.. what to do.. they need to earn money.. now i am tired le but yet i dun have the mood to sleep.. not happy.. haiz.. i still cant stop thinking about him.. why am i so useless?? or is it so hard to forget someone?? to everyone out there, never fall into one-sided love.. it is so tiring.. |
This is my life.1:50 AM
