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haven been blogging.. just didnt find the mood to blog.. why?? dunno.. feeling quite restless nowadays.. feel like so lie down and just let my thoughts fly around.. dun want to think anything about school.. just let my thoughts flow.. is it possible to do this with the lifestyle we are having?? fast-paced.. everything needs to be fast fast fast.. why cant we just slow down for a while and look around us?? we have neglected a lot of things.. sometimes i feel like sitting on a long distance bus that need to go through highways so that way i can see more things and at the same time, (again) let my thoughts flow.. with my radio with me.. its really nice.. i tried it when i traveled to and fro during the time i am working in hougang.. the journey is so erm.. so.. i wun call it relaxing lah cuz going work leh.. but it just feel kind of 舒服.. haha.. may not understand what i mean but if you are as tired as i am now, you definitely hope that you can spend your time in the way you wanted.. really.. uni is not as fun as you thought in the first place.. yes.. more freedom.. but is that what i want?? more freedom?? besides getting the honors degree, i cant think of anything that i want now.. i dun dare to think what can or cannot happen in the next 5 years.. with all these thoughts within me, who can i share it to?? seriously, there is some point of time you wish that you can meet up with your old friends and just dump them with all the whining and stuff.. maybe what i really want is someone that can agree with me.. perhaps.. in any case, i better return back to my lecture notes before i am too carried away with all my whining.. take care!! |
This is my life.10:35 PM
