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♥ Sunday, June 03, 2007
think i sort of like staying at home liao.. although quite wasting time but it feels so good.. of cuz i will still go out with friends to shop.. it's great singapore sale now, cant miss it.. looking back my life.. from pri school till now, wat haf i achieve? besides finishing those 'big' exams like psle, 'o' level and 'a' level.. wat else haf i done that i am proud of myself? dun seem to find any answer.. haha.. my life is calmer than the sea.. u may think 'y always stay at home? go out n haf fun lah..'.. i also want to haf fun ar.. need to find the right moment ba.. and i am not the type that always go out also.. hai.. me quite strange hor.. hai.. guess i am really the nerd type that always stay at home..

sometimes u will think that no one will care about u.. i dunno since when i haf been thinking abt it.. who can help u when u r feeling down? who will take the initiative to care for u? u must think i am 自寻烦恼 again.. haha.. maybe i really am.. but dun u haf times when u want a listening ear? someone who can listen to u no matter u tok for how long.. someone who can come out to accompany you when u ask them out.. someone who will just sit by you even if you dun wan to say anything.. someone who will be there with you no matter wat happen.. do you want such friend? do you haf such friend? i am not sure if i haf such friend.. even if i am really feeling down, i never try calling a friend and tell them about it.. i like to shut myself when i am feeling down.. shut myself from the outside world.. like to listen to sad songs at this moment too.. everyone has two sides of themselves.. this is the other side of me that other ppl wun c.. anyway.. who will really noe what is another person thinking about? as for me, i wun let ppl see through me easily.. quite protective huh? ppl is lidat.. dun want to get hurt so choose to protect.. in another words, act strong.. wat if i am really hurt, will i show it out? that i wun noe.. i will only noe when i haf experienced that kind of hurt.. i hope i wun haf the chance..

hai.. this entry is becoming more and more sentimental le.. maybe should write about something else.. just now i went down to have a stroll with my parents.. and we saw this rc gathering thing lor.. the purpose is to inform about the lift building thing, the coverwalk ways between blocks and also abt the 10 mins to kill mosquito thing.. we stayed there for a while to watch the magic show.. omg.. the kids here crazy de lor.. their scream can be compared with those fans chasing their idols.. so high pitched.. of cuz lah.. they are kids ma.. cant stand it.. the volume of the mike also so loud.. what make it worse is that the magic man is shouting.. idiot man.. the whole magic show i am trying to adjust myself to the volume.. crazy.. anyway i still around 2 wks to my exam.. and i am not even halfway thru.. must study.. den can score.. of cuz wun study for this whole 2 wks lah.. will die de wor.. alright, gg slp now.. night..

This is my life.12:09 AM