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from today onwards, everyday will be a stressful day.. hai.. this is worse than a levels.. i just managed to read through the maths lecture notes.. and some computing chapters.. tml i planned to read through the maths tutorials and the ODE lecture notes.. then finish the chemistry notes also.. that should make up the whole saturday.. for sunday.. do the maths past year papers and maybe some german studying.. monday is dedicated to maths only.. haha.. tue then maths exam.. hai.. so soon.. i don't understand why for this semester i have so little time to study compared to last semester? why is this semester so short? hai.. really too soon.. hopefully i will survive through this exam.. i mean the results.. i aimed quite high.. whether i will get what i aim is a problem.. hai.. shouldn't think of this now.. think of studying.. how to organise my time to study.. should say my active time.. haha.. i sleep quite alot.. like this morning.. i mean friday morning lah.. now saturday already.. i woke up at around 930.. den started studying at 1145.. but went back to sleep at ard 1200.. haha.. studied for only 15 minutes.. slept until 100pm then have my lunch.. my mum cooked for me.. plus it started raining heavily at that time so didn't go down to buy.. hai.. this is how i spent my friday.. black friday.. it's friday the 13.. haha.. nothing bad happened.. feeling sad recently.. maybe due to the wet weathers.. or is it because of some other reasons.. i don't know.. i just don't like people to come to my room.. feel irritated easily.. hai.. i don't know the exact reasons for my unhappiness.. partly should be exams.. but what about the other part? who will know? just now listened to this song 小情歌by苏打绿.. 这是一首简单的小情歌 唱着人们心肠的曲折 我想我很快乐 当有你的温热 脚边的空气转了 唱着我们心头的白鸽 我想我很适合当一个歌颂者 青春在风中飘着 你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒 我会给你怀抱 受不了看见你背影来到 写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚 就算整个世界被寂寞绑票我也不会奔跑 逃不了最后谁也都苍老 写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡 最后谁也都苍老 it's a love song.. well.. i think it is.. don't really understand what it is trying to present in the song.. but the melody sounds good.. very easy to learn.. the more i listen, the more i like it.. haha.. i am not sure if i will still blog during exam period.. maybe yes maybe no.. depends on the situation at that time.. whether i think i have studied enough for the subject.. haha.. anyway, the subject for the special term 1 is already out.. i am given 'water resource management'.. weird? haha.. i also don't know what will it be about.. i am only taking 1 so should be able to score.. haha.. just some electives.. alright.. good night! |
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