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♥ Sunday, April 15, 2007
doing one maths past year paper just now.. damn irritating.. one integration part used around half an hour and until now i cant solve.. damn irritated by it.. need to revise on some stuff cuz i realise i always forget abt them..

i am looking thru my friends blog and i realized people really changed over time.. if ppl tells me "you have changed", i will think "got meh".. haha.. cuz i don't think i have changed.. i'm still like erm.. like in sec. sch lidat.. dunno abt fashion all that kind of stuff.. dunno how to dress up and all tat kind of thing.. haha.. if i didn't choose jc and choose poly instead, maybe my life is totally different now.. but i didnt regret choosing jc although life there is not exciting.. at least i met some nice people there.. haha.. i really want to know whether i have changed.. in what ways have i changed? character? personality? anything.. maybe ur can tag to let me know.. haha.. not many ppl read my blog.. haha.. also, am i mature? or i am just acting mature? this is just some thinking with no regards to studying.. need some break out of the studying cycle.. for the next three weeks, will be in tense mood.. may not be talking much or maybe in not a very good tone.. sorry ar.. i am always like that during exam period.. last time 'a' levels even worse loh.. haha.. dunno why..

i think every exam will make me cry one time.. after crying, can study again.. not really cry lah.. just the sudden urge of crying.. maybe because of other matters also.. quite emotional during exam period.. the lack of sleep.. the stress.. some other matters.. all these wun make me collapse but making me feeling sad.. u wun noe the feeling unless u go thru it urself.. so if u r consoling someone, dun say 'i understand what u r feeling' unless u really went thru the similar thing urself.. saying this sentence is like trying to brush the person off.. 敷衍.. isn't it sad if u haf a friend like tat when u really need his concern? i dun believe in 'love at first sight' or '天长地久'.. i dunno understand why i dun believe but it doesn't sound logic to me.. i think a relationship can only last if the two of them noe how to communicate with each other.. actually i am not expert about this kind of thing lah.. just some of my thoughts only.. hai.. forget it.. go back to study now..

This is my life.6:58 PM