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♥ Wednesday, March 07, 2007
today have 2 quizes.. computing and german.. computing still ok.. i know how to do.. but the german.. haiz.. dun tok about it.. if i can pass, i will very happy le..

dunno is it because of the german quiz or other factors, feel so sad right now.. dun haf the mood to do formal report or study for the chem quiz tml.. i also not sure if i need to do the chem tut.. i also have not done my physics and maths tut.. i have so much to catch up. have open house rehearsal on friday.. and it is from 630 to 8 some more.. can't they just push forward the time? make it earlier. it's friday lor.. i dun want to spend my friday night there lor.. haiz.. really very sad.. i am always not used to expressing my feelings to other people.. guess those who noe me shld noe.. u need to be really know me before i will tell u anything.. some people say toking about family is very personal.. i dun think so.. i think when u really get to know someone, u can tok about anything.. even things that are personal.. at that point, then can say both of them really know each other.. i not sure also.. am i someone who always kept things to myself or am i someone that will tell everything to my friend as in i wun bottle my feelings inside me.. haiz.. i always think i wun expressed myself.. but sometimes i realized i can tok alot to a friend.. but are those things i have said personal? i really dunno lah.. haiz.. who really noe me?

really feel like crying loh.. i really cant handle stress.. since sec sch, i tot i can handle stress.. but i was wrong.. during sec 4, before the 'o' levels, 我崩溃了.. it is after the social studies class.. i was waiting for my friend cuz she asking teacher some qns.. i just sat down there and i dunno y i just cried.. all my friends were stunned.. even the teacher also stunned.. he quickly came to tok to me.. at that time, my social studies can be considered as one of the worst in the class.. never pass.. i am very worried at that time that i will fail social studies.. after that incident, teacher gave me one-to-one tuition and my social studies improved tremendously.. this is not the only time.. in jc also happen but not in sch.. it happened at home.. i am alone at home, studying for the 'a' levels.. cant get the concept through, suddenly feel very hopeless and not sure wat to do.. 又再次崩溃.. haiz.. i really dun want this to happen in uni.. it makes me feel so childish or i shld say useless.. dunno lah.. go back to formal report le.. take care!

This is my life.11:01 PM