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haiz.. today i dunno what happened to me.. many bad things happened.. first, after lab, i went to print notes.. the cashcard got problem.. this one nvm.. i got my ez-link with me.. after lunch, went to lib 2 to do my symmetry quiz.. on the way down the staircase, i missed one step and i fell down.. my knee got injured.. bruise only lah.. tat's my right knee.. den my left leg dunno how also pain.. think muscle pull or something.. walk pain means injured liao.. this is not all.. after i did the quiz.. my grade is 'F'.. i haf never ever score 'F'.. this is damn disappointing.. i can say that my mood dropped to the bottom.. really dun feel like toking.. feel like.. feel like.. feel like shit.. i dun haf other words, sorry! i tot this is the worst thing that can happen to me liao.. den i went home after german and the first thing my mum told me is my com die liao.. the same old problem again.. and this time is even faster.. it is not even one month since the last repair.. now i noe why ppl dun like mon liao.. always haf mon blues.. maybe bcuz all bad things always happen on mon.. den after my shower, i received sms that i need to fill in the giro form for credit for my student ambassador thing.. and need to be submitted to the office of finance by wed.. which means tml i need to go to the bank and come back to sch again to submit the form.. haiz.. why is everything happening all at once? although some i can manage and can tahan, but isn't it too much for me to take? i may not show my displeasure or unhappiness sometimes, but when i really show it out, better dun disturb me.. i may still control my temper but i cant guarantee that my tone will be like normal times.. i am like disclosing a bad part of me to your.. haiz.. maybe i dun wan your to misunderstand.. when really there's a time like this.. dun get it the wrong way.. it is not your problem but mine.. haiz.. my mood is damn terrible now.. feel like crying but no tears.. wanted to shout but cant.. wanted to complain to someone but scared i'm wasting their time.. wanted to study but no mood.. maybe i just make notes for my german or my eff com den i go slp le.. haiz.. a blue monday, a stupid me.. haiz.. |
This is my life.10:41 PM