everyday stay at home.. sian.. woke up.. lab report, quizes, revising, tutorials.. i will haf at least 2 quiz next week.. 2 on wed somemore if german have quiz.. so wed will be computing n german.. den thur chem.. haiz.. fri phy tut.. fri need to stay for the open house reharsel also.. sat NTU open house.. haiz.. back to the busy lifestyle.. back to the unhealthy lifestyle.. actually my lifestyle have never been healthy before.. haha.. trying to revise physics today.. haiz.. tml i must revise my maths (alot dunno loh.. haiz.. my friend still want to ask me.. die lor.. later teach wrong thing..) and do the lab report.. tml haf an online meeting for the effective communication.. haha.. thru msn.. hope it will be done by tml.. also hope we will do a good one.. gambate!! lucky march gg to have another e-learning week.. another week of revising and catching up.. haha.. hope this time round i wun score so badly like last sem.. haha.. everyone gambate!!

This is my life.11:13 PM

today i did the stupidest thing on earth.. i actually see the wrong date for the lab makeup.. shld be 26th mar.. i tot 26th feb.. both monday.. so i woke up early today to go to school to realize that there's no makeup today.. sian ar.. idiot idiot idiot.. wasted my sleeping time lah.. idiot.. so angry with myself.. so blur.. stupid.. anyway, here's some of the photos took during the trip to Sentosa Flower 2007. This is taken inside the Sentosa Express. Spacious right? The seat can be folded up de.. Cool.. Imbiah Station Beach Station Welcome to Sentosa Flowers 2007! This is taken during the skyrail. Nice right? After the skyrail, we took this bus to the beach. We sat on the top level. I almost fell asleep. Haha.. We took the 'shaky' bridge across to the other side.. The view from there is so nice! Don't look like Singapore.. haha.. The waters are so clear.. The sea view.. Wah.. So nice..

This is my life.9:45 AM

haf been thinking wat is fate.. does love depends on fate? i asked one friend.. he said yes.. wat is fate actually? how special is it? wat can it do? my friend said fate let 2 ppl meet and fell in love.. is it so simple? fate not only make ppl fell in love.. it also make them fell in love at the wrong time.. there's this senario.. for e.g. guy A like girl A, but girl A does not like him.. then there's this girl B that like guy A and guy A also have some feelings towards girl B.. so in the end, guy A and girl B become together.. if two ppl is to meet and fell in love, why fate let them meet at the wrong time? of cuz, this does not happen to everyone.. only to same.. fate make ppl go one big round and in the end still the same person.. this is called 缘分作弄人.. dun u think so? i believe everyone is here for someone else.. u just haf to wait for that someone to appear.. the waiting time depends on fate.. tt's y some ppl got married at a young age while others need to wait for a longer time.. do u agree? life will be so boring without love.. dun u think so? love is the key to a happy life.. but at the same time, it maybe sad too.. it depends on your relationship goes.. haiz.. now is recess week.. but still need to go back for lab makeup and meeting.. haiz.. sian..

This is my life.12:16 AM

I got this from a friend's blog. I myself found it to be quite true. Why Guys Cry? Guys cry because... 1. Girls screw them over... 2. They just got hit in the balls... 3. They're about to die... 4. Their heart is broken... GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, hug him close and hold him up as he gets over the pain of getting kicked in the nuts. Tell him he's not going to die, and if he's crying over a girl... hug him and kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did. Guys just want to know that their girls will be there for them to support them when they need us and help them get their mind off the pain of heartbreak, getting kicked in the balls, and knowing they're gonna die. Why Girls Cry? Girls cry because... 1. They're sad... 2. They're scared... 3. They're nervous... 4. They're frustrated... 5. They're missing someone... 6. They're alone... 7. They're PMSing... 8. They're pregnant.. 9. Their heart is broken... 1 0. They're in love... 11. Their souls have been torn... 12. THEY MET A BOY THEY CANT HAVE... 13. They fell in love with a boy... 14. They hurt so bad inside... 15. They're mad... 16. JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE CRYING BOYS: If any girl you know is crying and you see them, don't just stand there and say you're sorry. Hold them and tell them everything will be okay, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them.

This is my life.1:05 AM

today i had a great time in Sentosa.. haha.. first time on the monorail.. er.. i think its called tt lah.. haha.. watever.. lrt like.. haha.. speed similar to lrt.. slow.. but can watch the scenery during the ride.. went to the Sentosa flowers 2007.. haha.. the flowers there really very nice lor.. but i didnt catch their names.. there's this small house where we can go in.. so cute lor.. when i went in, omg, i feel like a giant lah.. haha.. den we just walked walked walked until the Sentosa Luge there.. haha.. really cool and exciting.. never tried it before.. Sentosa Luge and the skyride.. exciting, cool, fun, thrilling.. haha.. really very entertaining.. first time in my life i can tahan such high heights lah.. the skyride.. omg.. i dun dare to look down.. i'm so scared my slippers will drop lah.. crazy loh.. when it's getting higher and higher, i am holding the handles tighter and tighter.. after the ride, wah, my hand super pain ar.. den went to the beach.. cross the bridge.. shaky loh.. lucky not too bad.. den went up to this shelter.. wah.. the view there is so nice.. so relaxing.. suddenly stress all gone.. the blue sea.. it seems to take away my troubles.. how nice it would be to spend a few days living by the sea.. it will be so wonderful.. the breeze, the sea, the boats and the sky.. today is the first time i took a good look at the sea.. how i wish i can go there whenever i want to relax.. just looking at the sea and not doing anything else can chase all my troubles away.. really.. it really calm me down.. i have never been so calm before.. it seems like time have stopped.. haha.. really a very relaxing experience.. next went to vivo to do some window shopping.. haha.. vivo is still so packed with people.. haha.. it's nice to do some shopping.. think it helps to relieve stress too.. haha.. rubbish.. this had been really an enjoying day for me.. i wun forget.. esp the luge, skyride and the sea.. will post some photos in the next entry.. tired le.. stand throughout the mrt ride.. plus walked for so long.. tired.. good night!

This is my life.10:50 PM

刚才看到一个用华文来写的部落格，觉得还蛮好玩的所以想试试看。是有一点难因为很久都没用华文了，但是真的满好玩的。我刚刚做完我的化学功课，终于做完了。我花了很多时间来做的。哈哈！ 新年已经过了四天了，新年的气息已经不在了。但是放假的气息越来越浓。哈哈！下个星期将是我期盼已久的假期。终于能够好好的休息了。感觉真好！其实，我有很多功课要做，但却一直没有推功力去做。怎么办？放假后还有测验，叫我怎么享受我的假期呢？真是的！ 我看我的华文部落格就到此为止，因为我开始觉得累了，用华文写还真费力。可能因为不习惯吧！下次我肯定用回英文，但偶而用华文也不错。哈哈！我现在想我的朋友能够维持多久，哈哈，用华文真的很累。我用英文已经受不了了，他还用华文。真要佩服他！哈哈！好了，我去睡了！晚安！

This is my life.10:14 PM

i dunno why today i feeling so tired.. today wq, cq n gloria came to my hse.. first time i invite my friends to my hse.. haha.. they all so shy de.. c my parents den quiet liao.. lucky my parents not eating lunch with us or else i think they wun eat le.. haha.. eat so little also.. haiz.. after lunch, watched tv.. me n gloria watched until so excited.. both of them slping.. haiz.. y?? they went gambling until this morning ma.. haiz.. come my hse slp only.. here's the rose jx gave me on valentine day.. new year.. at first, it sounds so good.. but actually its just another resting period for me.. this yr the valentine day is just b4 cny.. so lonely.. everytime spending valentine alone is so sad.. although this yr received flower but still sad.. haiz.. forget it lah.. single also have its advantage.. at least, no one can control me.. haha.. i can go where i want to go.. haha.. i realized i am too quiet le.. i dunno lah.. i just not used to starting a topic.. haiz.. although its a little late for these, but here's my wishlist for 2007: 1) good results (this will be on the list until 2010.. haha..) 2) jian fei (i think this one will have some difficulty since i like to eat..) 3) (i think wun happen this yr..) find a bf for my wishlist, all seems so difficult to achieve.. haha.. difficult to achieve tt's y on the wishlist ma.. haha.. alright.. i go slp liao.. super tired.. y am i so tired?? i didnt go gamble loh.. haiz.. tml still got sch.. sian.. no mood to study.. haiz..

This is my life.10:47 PM

haha.. Happy New Year!! Today is 初一.. woke up at ard 9 plus.. funny.. i didnt feel tired at all although i slp at 3am.. haha.. anyway, went to my grandma hse first.. father side de.. ate lunch there.. didnt eat much.. cuz gg to my uncle hse to 捞鱼生.. fast right.. haha.. den bored until dinner time.. i went to another auntie hse for dinner cuz they live very near.. after dinner, next stop to another auntie hse.. haha.. last stop den my hse.. haha.. all my relatives live ard bukit panjang and chua chu kang area.. only us at jurong west.. haha.. now tired.. cant study le.. go slp le.. night!

This is my life.11:40 PM

back from dinner at grandma's hse.. still the same.. steamboat.. my cousin came back from shanghai.. den my another cousin going india for ns.. training loh.. den his parents flying shanghai also.. i think lah.. i didnt pay attention.. anyway, i also not very close to them also.. i also dunno whether i am close to my relatives anot.. i sometimes feel that i just go back for attendance only not gathering.. go watch the programme now.. the count down de.. haha.. back le.. haha.. i didnt publish just now.. i just continued from where i left just now.. i think i forgot to press ba.. now ard 3am le.. morning le. haha.. good morning! Guten Morgen!

This is my life.3:10 AM

wed is valentine's day.. at first i tot it will be another sad and lonely valentine and my lessons end at 730pm.. but during lunch, someone gave me rose.. although 1 stalk only, but it already brighten up my day.. happy de lor.. thanks jx!! this is my first time to receive flowers.. haha.. so happy.. next time upload the rose pic.. haha.. to comment on these few days, i can say i am damn stress from mon to wed.. both mon n wed end at 730pm.. so u can imagine my mood lah.. very bad.. tue is pure tired.. i think wed night is the most stress.. cuz there is a phy quiz on thur.. which i think still do-able.. but i realized i made a few mistakes.. so there will be at least 3 qns wrong.. haha.. there is only 10 MCQs lor.. haha.. so 3 alr wrong, u can imagine the grade lah.. haha.. but anyway, i am glad i survive until cny which is this weekend.. haha.. cny cny.. as u grow older, cny is not just getting hong bao.. but is the gathering that matters.. wah.. sounds so old lor.. i mean now having how many hong baos doesnt matter to me anymore.. i just want to feel the festive mood.. happy, joyous and enjoyable.. nothing can be compared to family.. friendship, love and family.. these three most impt things in life.. without them, ur life wun be complete.. ppl said money is the most impt.. i dun think it's the most impt.. i mean ya.. it's impt but not to such a large extent.. i am contented if there's loved ones by my side.. to share my joy, sorrow and every moments of my life.. also to share his joy, sorrow and every moments of his life.. of cuz, i haven found that person.. i will wait.. maybe not patiently but wat can i do about it.. cant rush.. speed is not the winning factor in love.. to me, love needs to be create, maintain and also to entertain.. create.. like sparks.. love happen in just seconds and there.. u fell in love.. maintain.. it takes two hands to clap.. similarly, it takes two person to maintain one relationship.. not only take but also give.. let him/her noe u care for them.. guys, pls take note.. this is very impt.. girls normally wants to noe that their bf cares for them.. so just shower ur gf with care n love.. n lastly entertain.. a long-lasting relationship will reach its limit at some point of time, where both parties feel that they are tired alr.. therefore this is the time to make some changes.. what i mean by entertain is to do something different to start up the spark again.. this is impt to both parties now.. bf/gf shld always do something new to surprise their loved one.. not always movie, dinner, flowers or chocolates.. surprises always keep the sparks glowing.. haha.. sounds like i very pro in this kind of stuffs.. nah.. just some of my observations from tv dramas, friend's story and some of my own thinking.. there's somemore.. some things guys shldnt do infront of their gf.. n also girls.. i will try to make a list den post it agian.. need to gather info first.. haha..

This is my life.11:38 PM

sat went to IMM Giant to buy CNY goodies.. haha.. so shuang lor.. shopping for goodies is such a happy thing.. no stress no nothing.. haha.. bought alot.. haha.. this wkend finished my german hw, did some maths notes and some phy notes.. i plan to finish the phy notes by mon.. i have alot to catch up for german.. alot of memorising to do.. the vocab, the grammar.. haiz.. y did i choose this language in the first place?? mon still got the S&C CA again.. haiz.. hope wun be too bad lor.. the work is piling up now.. sometimes u feel like there's a lot of things to do.. but when u sit down wanting to do some work, u realize that u dunno where to start.. i always have this kind of feeling.. my mind may be listing wat to do for the day.. but when i sit down at my desk, nothing come to my mind.. haiz.. this kind of feeling made me feel like giving up.. making me feel lost.. haiz.. hope the coming break can help me to catch up.. i need to do formal report during that period.. haiz.. sian.. sad..

This is my life.12:11 AM

doing maths tut just now.. so difficult.. going crazy le.. i stopped at qn 4.. cant carried on le.. too tired.. eyelid coming down le.. read thru tut 1 for the quiz tml.. shld be ok lah.. 10 minutes only.. think shld be ok lah.. haha.. c my luck tml lor.. now actually v tired le.. but.. haha.. still wan to blog first.. this wkend, i have alot of catching up to do.. especially my german.. need to memorise the vocab, grammer and plus so much homework set by the teacher.. den theres the maths lect to listen.. i really cant understand the lect lor.. maybe i shld read textbk instead of listening.. hmm.. i shld do that.. my phy also.. really cant understand.. next on the list is computing and S&C.. the last one is the killing one.. but lucky now the lect is coming to more material sci le.. so still ok.. is the part before.. plus mon got CA somemore.. haiz.. stress.. oh.. i need to write the phy formulas also.. for the phy CA next thur.. so 2 CA next wk.. there will be CAC meeting on fri also.. sian.. i end super early on fri.. need to go back again.. haiz.. but CNY coming, thats a gd point.. and after the CNY holiday, just study 3 more days den recess wk.. haha.. another holiday.. but need to do formal report.. sian also.. after the recess wk have chem CA.. so haiz.. break like no break.. still study 24 hrs.. at least no need to go to sch.. oh wait.. need.. to make up for the lab.. haiz.. lucky 1 day only.. in the morning.. haiz.. kk.. go slp le..

This is my life.12:06 AM

i just realized that the last post is my 100th post.. and so this is my 101st post.. haha.. so fast reached 100 posts le.. haha.. this few days damn stress cuz of german.. the homework is like dun understand lor.. the vocabs, the grammer.. siao liao.. heard today from teacher the exam have comprehension.. omg.. how to understand.. siao liao lah.. so many rules for verbs.. somemore still got differentiate between genders, neutral and plurals.. siao de.. how to rmb.. i dun even rmb english de lor.. sian.. finally i found one friend who have the same feeling as me.. both of us feel like having a bf now.. maybe alone for too long le ba.. in sec sch, saw all the couples den i said i will wait till i am more mature.. now i am.. 19 alr.. gg to 20 this yr.. hoping something will happen.. but somehow i just feel that i cant commit to one relationship now and yet want to try one.. it is this kind of mixed feelings.. sometimes u tot u like this guy but in the end u found out it is just a crush and nothing else.. i envy those that found their right guy/girl.. some of them is their first love.. that's very lucky.. others need to go through a few relationships before meeting the correct one.. den how u noe he/she is the right one for u? feelings? love at first sight? wat is it that make you think u found the correct one? i dun think there's an answer to this qn.. everybody will haf different answer.. it is based on their experience and the state they are in (whether they are single or attached).. haha.. suddenly so serious about this topic.. haha.. sometimes i wonder why would ppl need to go thru many relationships to know their right one.. dun they feel tired? they r jumping from this relationship to the other.. and after they had tried out many relationships, do they really noe who r they looking for? or are they just looking aimlessly? again, i have posted some qns which dun haf an unique ans.. different ppl have vary opinions.. haha.. hope all these qns make u think about your own situation now.. are u finding the right one now? are u ready to find your right one? r u able to give happiness to her/him? how do u noe ur gf/bf is the right one? haha.. something to think about.. haha.. good night..

This is my life.12:06 AM

now in lib doing chem tut.. haiz.. just now did the S&C CA.. ok lah.. got B-/B/B+.. improved le.. haha.. last time is C/C+.. wonder where the bell curve lies now.. r they gg to let us do the CA again.. haha.. i think if let us do again, is most probably to let us get better grades in the end.. i heard this is the first time they offering this subject.. haha.. so they wun want the results to be too bad.. i think lah.. later gg german.. sian.. 3 hrs.. hope will give break.. the homework i totally dun understand lor.. sure die later.. always cant rmb the pronunciation.. die le lah.. how to pass lidat.. sian ar.. wed also 3 hrs.. next wk the same.. haiz.. back to my chem le.. bb..

This is my life.3:27 PM

WAH.. WAH.. Singapore won the Asean Football Championship!!! YAH!!! Won thailand!! WOOHOO!! So happy when Amri scored that goal in the second half.. omg.. u should have seen it.. he carried the ball in himself.. spectacular.. i am like cheering and cheering.. cuz near the end of the match le.. the thais have no chance to win alr.. i was so nervous.. but luckily they managed to maintain the score.. one thing is i dunno why Lionel got a yellow card and why the subsitute on the bench also got a yellow card.. need to read tml's newspaper to understand.. really puzzled when the referee showed the yellow card.. maybe i wasnt looking at that moment.. i am so happy cuz Singapore WON!!!.. haha.. so high.. even now i am still feeling excited.. omg.. high man.. OLEH~ OLEH OLEH OLEH~ OLEH~ OLEH~

This is my life.10:50 PM

haiz.. feeling sian.. weekends still need to stay at home to mug.. den the outing to sentosa is being pushed back to after cny.. haiz.. after cny, i will have 1 week break.. but sure use for mugging de.. the outing is pushed back because of guard duty or bdae celebration.. hai.. sometimes wonder y i choose engineering.. engineering always mugging.. hai.. want to go out to haf fun also cannot.. cuz after having fun, u still haf alot of things to do.. sian.. revising german now.. sian.. dunno the pronunciation.. sure die on mon.. cuz the teacher just read thru, den i didnt catch her pronunciation.. so didnt write down.. now revising is like wasting time.. sian.. haven start my german homework also.. sian ar.. haiz.. valentine and cny is coming soon.. lonely valentine.. happy cny.. haha.. i gg to spend my valentine in sch until 730pm.. sian right? hai.. every year valentine is always like tat.. last yr is work until this time.. this yr is study until this time.. haiz.. sad life.. no wonder ppl said uni life means no life.. haiz.. very true..

This is my life.1:09 PM

ytd watched the match for the asean football championship.. singapore vs thailand.. i can say young lions played quite well.. thai players too.. a great game overall until the walkout by the thais at the end of the match.. quite a childish act.. i understand their feelings.. i mean at the last 10 minutes and singapore was awarded a penalty.. there's a high possibility we will score.. and indeed, we scored.. all thanks to Mustafic Fahruddin.. from the tv, they repeated the scene again and again.. wat it seems is that the thai player pull our Alam Shah down.. but bcuz we can see the repeat.. the ref cant.. so i think both groups and the crowds too need to respect the decision made by the ref even though sometimes it sounds ridiculous.. i am pissed off when one thai player smacked one of the lion's waist.. no foul, continue playing from the ref.. at that moment, i wanted to kill that ref.. he is a malaysian ref so i tot is he playing revenge for our win over malaysia last wk.. but then, shld not be the case.. but u noe, that feeling comes naturally.. so of cuz i think that he is being biased.. until the penalty part, started to feel good.. haha.. maybe bcuz i noe we gg to win this match.. wasted my 15mins sitting infront of the tv, watching them agrue.. me and my dad were discussing abt it also den.. i mean if in the viewpoint of the ref, it does look like the thai player pulled Alam Shah.. another thing about the match is the attitude of the players, ref and the crowd.. haha.. quite drama in the last 10 minutes.. singapore fans booing the thai players.. the thai fans booing the ref.. the ref stood there doing nothing except staring at those thai players, waiting for them to come back to the field to continue with the game.. the coach for the thais arguing.. the singapore players taking a rest, drink water, doing stretching.. the singapore coach walking around to tok to his players.. maybe to encourage them.. all these is wat i observed ytd and read in today's newspaper.. i do agree with one sentence in the newspaper.. it is something like this is an official game, so if you are not pleased with any decisions made by the ref, you shld do it after the match.. after all, u need to present wat a sportsman need to do.. that is sportsmanship.. ok.. the last sentence i added in de.. looking forward to the sunday match now.. wonder how will the lions fare in bangkok where the thais will be cheering for their own players and maybe (i dunno) booing the lions.. so this will be a tough match for the young lions, hope they will be prepared for it.. i hope their passes will improve and defend well.. their attack strategy shld improve also.. their attacks shld be faster too.. wah.. i have alot of comments right.. if we haf a team with such good qualities, we will be in world cup already.. haha.. kk.. update u the sunday match next week.. good night.. =)

This is my life.11:59 PM