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a quick summary of what happened last few days.. sch starts.. started doing tuts.. ytd (mon) had my first german cls.. omg.. i am completely lost.. cant rmb the pronunciation of the words.. omg.. stress man.. feeling so discouraged after the lesson.. have the thought of dropping it.. feeling so sad.. haiz.. learning language is so difficult.. wanted to find someone to talk about it but.. haiz.. guess i dun haf any zhi xin peng you.. today (tue) had mine first eff com tut.. at first i tot 'oh no.. self intro.. die..' cuz i will become v nervous toking infront of many ppl.. den i will lower my voice.. tts y in sec sch, teacher always asked me to speak louder.. cuz i v nervous.. i v shy de.. even with friends, i am also quite shy.. but depends lah.. i can tok quite alot to some of my friends.. maybe same frequency ba.. so can tok more.. some is same interests.. some is cuz we r crapping abt the same thing.. haha.. so in the end, the self intro thing goes ok.. i'm not tt nervous.. i talked about my hall life.. haha.. so still quite ok.. hope the oral presentation would be so smooth also.. haha.. another thing.. i just saw someone selling their german textbook.. haha.. i alr booked that bk le.. haha.. not lah.. i smsed the person le.. alr settled the meeting place, date n time le.. it will be thur.. haha.. n since i alr decided to buy the textbook, i wun drop le.. actually i really did think of dropping german.. but i got a short conversation wif my dad just now, and from his tone i sense tat.. cuz we r toking about the difference between german n malay.. my dad said some of the pronunciation of german is similar to malay.. n i just feel like he support me.. tts y i have decided to work hard for my german.. haha.. gg slp now.. gute nacht! |
This is my life.11:37 PM
