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haiz.. holiday so sian lor.. friends going overseas or in army.. haiz.. sian.. sis also not free.. haiz.. den my mum keep asking me to tidy my room.. haiz.. only go vivo n cycle only after my exams.. haiz.. sian ar.. holidays shldnt be lidat lor.. at least i got my com to accompany me.. or else.. i sian si le.. so bored.. so sian.. haiz.. got someone ask me who i miss.. den my friend asks me whether i tell him i like him.. but.. i dun dare.. i wun lah.. i am afraid that it wld spoil our friendship.. anyway.. nobody noes who i like also.. so also nvm.. haha.. who noes? i wun let anybody noe.. cuz i think i am not the one for him.. so.. haiz.. dunno lah.. very confused also.. actually i very scared ppl will noe.. how i wish things become simpler.. not so complicated.. haha.. during exams, i always think of him.. now holidays, i still thinking about him.. this feeling goes on and on.. it didnt stop for awhile.. no matter how busy i am, i am still thinking about him.. haiz.. how i wish i can hear his voice now.. just being by his side make me feel so happy.. ok.. by now, some ppl out there shld be guessing who i like le.. haha.. go guess ba.. u wun noe de.. i also wun tell u de.. haha.. how can i let ppl noe i like him? are we fated to be together? haiz.. sometimes really haf the urge to tell him, but in the end back off.. i dun understand.. why is it so difficult to say it out? bcuz i'm a girl? or wat? haiz.. i not sure shld i carry on without telling him.. or tell him thru sms.. or tell him in person.. how how how??? i really dunno wat to do.. who can teach me wat to do? haiz.. k lah.. holiday also feel sad.. haiz.. cya.. |
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