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♥ Saturday, November 04, 2006
now back at home.. no mood to study yet still need to force myself to study.. haiz.. yesterday, i went to my friend's room to console her.. she just broke up with her bf.. sad for her.. gave her a hug.. hope she will work hard for exam.. that makes me think maybe i shldnt think so much abt having a relationship right now.. but anyway.. who will like me in uni? nobody.. ok.. i admit i have low esteem.. i really do.. sometimes i dunno.. hai.. sometimes i want someone to talk to.. but i cant think of anyone.. really.. no one.. i am so pathetic.. sometimes i feel sad for myself.. i dunno y.. i can suddenly feel very sad and depressed but dunno the reason.. i dunno is it because exams is coming or other reasons.. but that sad feeling kept coming back.. i also wat thing makes me feel sad.. i really dunno.. so confused sometimes.. i noe only studying can make me forget everything.. but i still missed him.. haiz.. what can i do? i told myself to forget him.. i mean for now lah.. but hor.. haiz.. one-sided love is so sad.. i shld really stop all this nonsense.. haiz.. it seems so hard..

This is my life.12:30 AM