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♥ Monday, October 16, 2006
i am very confused. who? where? when? how? i dunno how to understand these four questions. really very confused. always thinking about him but is he the one for me.. and does he know that i'm thinking of him.. so so confused. knew each other for a long time.. but yet didnt haf much to talk about.. haiz.. why so sad de? friend asking me who i need.. i sometimes wonder if i really need him.. does he understand at all? sian.. this kind of feeling is affecting me.. in the past, i see couples around holding hands, i feel nothing.. but now, the situation is different.. i am jealous of them.. envy them.. haiz.. i noe this kind of thing cant rush, need to wait for the right one.. and i am also the kind that dun dare to take risk.. so i never had a relationship.. i am afraid of feeling hurt.. i dun express my feelings.. yes.. they may noe i am sad but because of what, they may not know.. so u see.. i am such an introvert.. keep everything to myself.. i am also afraid of hurting others.. haiz.. why is love so complicated? but it is because it is complicated that makes it so special..

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