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finally recess le.. so happy.. jo said i looked happy today.. haha.. am i? maybe bcuz recess le so i m happy.. but actually i do feel a bit sad.. whenever i think abt the things i gg to do in this recess week.. i feel like crying.. lab report, alot of catching up to be done, tuts... partly bcuz of my life sci CA.. i cant believe i did so badly... hai.. i really muz study for my life sci.. the next CA and the exam i cant slack le.. if i want to score well, i haf to study.. but hai.. sometimes it's so difficult.. now my main concern is the lab report.. stupid lar.. so stress lor.. i'm not so stress until my sis comment on my life sci result.. sian.. bcuz she didnt do well in her first yr, she wants me to score.. i also know i muz score in my first yr so that it will not pull down my GPA.. but i also want to enjoy my uni life.. tat's y i join eca in my first yr and intend not to join in the second yr.. or join juz 1.. not like now in 2 com.. wanted to enrich my uni life only.. but sometimes i also wonder whether i join too many and spend too much time.. haiz.. really stress ar.. i feel stupid sometimes.. the ppl around me like so clever.. they seem to understand everything.. den me like blur blur de.. really muz push myself le.. cant slack le.. haiz.. why is life so difficult? |
This is my life.12:48 PM
