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the weather is so cold today.. cant stand the weather.. i am so cold in the lt lah.. den dun understand the life science also.. microbiology.. siao de lor.. dun understand wat the lecturer said.. sian diao.. den for the ipc i haven read finish the ch3 but luckily it is at the end le.. still need to read ch4.. hai.. another thing is the phy.. stupid lar.. need to read notes and textbook all by myself to understand everything.. tml lab i also read le dun understand.. stupid leh.. everything dun understand.. sian sian sian.. den sick.. cant eat this cant drink that.. tml dnd cant drink cold drink.. sian ar.. hai stupid weather spoil my mood.. lucky got eye candy.. hehe.. can see him during the two lectures.. hehe.. oh ya.. just now i received a call from the cac ppl.. i think i'm in le.. n in main com i think.. very blur lor.. the person said the welfare committee is in the main com.. den in the com got other positions also.. so i chose secretary.. do minutes.. actually i said wrongly lor.. i have experience in jc lor n not sec sch.. haha.. sian.. nvm lar.. she wun noe also.. haha.. so i think i in the main com leh.. at first i tot i will be in the sub but now main.. hmm.. nvm lah.. experience lor.. haha.. hope it will be ok ba.. anyway next wk meeting so go n c c lor.. another chance to make more friends.. but i scared later i too quiet.. i infront of many ppl will be very quiet de.. that's y i dun like presentation.. i will scare den i will tok softly le.. hai.. back to my eye candy.. only one of my friend noe who is he.. she quite close to me ma n she also noe this guy.. so ya can tok abt him to her.. i'm jealous of couples cuz they always so sweet to each other.. den i like.. hmm.. nvm.. so i wan a bf.. but this kind of thing... hai.. den all my friend all said must wait de.. i also noe but i just jealous lah.. i like to haf someone by my side when i want someone to tok to.. not that i dun wan to tok to my friends, but it is the feeling lar.. the feeling when ur friend is with u n the feeling when ur bf is with u is very different de.. hai.. am i being childish or wat? i really dunno lar.. so nice to see friend being together but i will be jealous at the same time.. hai.. so confusing sometimes about my feelings.. i wonder wld anyone haf this kind of feeling before.. this kind of being happy n jealous at the same time.. u happy they are together but jealous they are so sweet to each other.. hai.. i think i am childish.. sometimes i think i quite 'cold'.. i didnt really tok much just sit there n listen to my friend's conversation.. hai.. i think my character wun change much.. if i say i m someone with little words, i wonder would anyone believe anot? really wonder.. |
This is my life.10:45 PM