My Life

2011-12-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Forgot to mention few BIG things happen for the past few months..

1) The most recent will be of cuz the MRT breakdown, the North-South line. Although it is a disgrace that our transport is down for such a long time, and displaying the lousy side of our transport system. After reading some reports regarding this incident, I think we should stop complaining and maybe help out/voice out ideas to help improve the system. As the line says "It is for our own good."

2) Went to the neighbour country to be jie mei for my friend. Quite an experience, have a great time staying at my another friend's house and also a great time to be jie mei for my friend. An eye opener for me. A small one. Never experience a wedding outside Singapore, this is the first time. So cool~

3) Workload will start to get heavier from now on, which means I will have less time to read my school stuff. And this is bad, cuz I normally can't read anything at night after work. It is totally not efficient. But if I read during work, I can't do my work, which is a big NO NO. I can't do that, it is so not professional. Need to practise my PR skills, oral presentation skills, multi-tasking skills and finally my speaking & writing skills. This is to improve my impression on others. To prove I have the capability.

4) Bought a book on woman's health, which I need to find time to read. Need to take better care of myself. Eat less heaty stuff, fried food, oily stuff and whatever that is not healthy. BUT it is only the unhealthy stuff that is nice to eat. Haha~ I think I need to change my mindset. Eat more Fish slice soup (Yu Pian Tang) or Yong Tau Fu and what else? Well, will learn from the book. Jia you~

5) The last and the most recent is 五月天 is releasing their 8th album and it is tomorrow! My friend will be helping me to buy. Should I buy both version? Which free gifts do I want the most? The price matters too. The figurine? The passport holder? The poster? Or the lucky draw? How much am I willing to spend on this? OMG! So many questions! How can I make decisions tomorrow when my friend call me to ask? Haiz~

That's all for now.

2011-12-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Guess I need a place to vent my feelings. Not feeling really happy, but not really sad too. I don't know. Due to other people's attitude towards me? Or what? Seriously my problem or her problem?? It seems to start since yesterday. Sometimes damn pek chek about her attitude. I'm your friend! Not a tool or whatever for you to vent your emotions every now and then nor am I just like a servant who must always observe you to know what is the 'weather' like now, and then react accordingly! I know you are busy and maybe also frustrated about your work, but that doesn't mean you use that attitude on me! You make feel like my problem is always small thing, yours are like super big thing. I feel like you are always treating what I said as rubbish, maybe I have exaggerated. Or maybe a more appropriate word is 'useless'? Does it needs to be me to start the conversion or always me being the clown or to entertain you? I hate it sometimes when you just leave it to me to make decisions. And when I made one, you rejected. Then what's the point of me making the decision? And also you seems to treat the things you need to do to be more important that gatherings or whatever. Maybe for me I don't need to do the housework chores like washing clothes, but isn't it the same if you wash it tomorrow night instead? I'm not sure if I'm being harsh to say this but can't you sacrifice some of your 'precious' time to have buffet dinner with us? So we always need to go according to your needs?

I don't know!!!!! I am just so frustrated now!!!!! AAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2011-04-21T15:12:00.001+08:00

Need to do some updates.. It's been so long...

The second time in USS is fun to the max!! Conquered Galactica, Rapid
Adventures and The Return of the Mummy! I can't believe I played all
of these! Haha! =) Didn't take many photos this time round, because of
the amount of time spent on the rides. Bought two Betty Boop pouch, so
happy!! Then had dinner at HK Kim Gary Restaurant, Vivocity. Nice
dinner, just pity that I had my lunch too late that day if not I could
have finished the bowl of noodles.

The next day, I went to the Zoo. Oh ya, the animals grew older..
Haha.. My friend said the reason for going to the zoo after so long is
to see whether the animals grow bigger or older. It started drizzling
at around noon to 1pm, and it drizzled all the way till we went home
at around 430pm. Due to the drizzling, some animals weren't walking
around. They just stayed under the shelter. Managed to watch three
shows. Splash Safari, Return of the Rainforest (I just made up the
name, but it is relating to the rainforest) and the Elephant Show. At
the end of the day, I have taken a total of 700 plus photos with
videos included in it. This is so amazing! I can actually take so many
photos in just a few hours. Need to arrange them and then upload to
facebook and also snapfish as a back-up. If not, I will be worried as
I will only save these photos in my hard disk and will stay in my
camera for a while only. Therefore, it's best to have back-ups.

Just this Monday, I have received email from my company HR saying that
my insurance claim for my hospital and surgical cost incurred in
August last year has been rejected. Reason being that it is
pre-existing condition, prior to Jun 2009. Hello!! Jun 2009, I am
still studying!! But my HR can't do anything, I need to come up with
evidence to back my stand. I could get a medical report myself and
submit again. I didn't do that yet. I want to make sure that the Aviva
side did not misread the report. If the report really stated 'prior to
Jun 2009', then I need to get another report from SGH. But this time
round, need to ensure that the report is to my favour so that I could
get the claim done sucessfully. So troublesome right? Hai. Can't
help.. The hospital and surgical cost incurred is quite a big amount,
which I wish I could get some claim if possible. Then I will have an
easier time after I pay back my father.

What else? Guess that's all. Blogging during work is really a way to
pass time. I should do it more often.

2011-04-04T11:43:00.001+08:00

Sister getting married. Need to prepare lots and lots of stuff. Currently, I am designing her ROM invitation card. Hopefully the end product will be good enough, figuring out the printing methods now. After this, left the gift cakes to settle. Calculate the amount of boxes of cakes, the price and etc. So many things!!

Work is fine. Just felt irritated with my supervisor kept changing the thickess that he wants to coat. So irritating! And also never say the reason behind the change or anything, it's like he changed the thickness just for fun! Irritating guy! Always touch people. Staying a distance from him already, avoiding his hands and doing all those 'obvious actions' to tell him stop and yet, he's still doing it. One day I going to scream at him! Definitely! No manners! No hygiene! Weird guy!

Started jogging too. Feels so good after the jog+walk. Haha! :) Will be jogging two times a week, slowly moving into healthy lifestyle. Ganbatte! Going to increase my timing for 2.4km slowly. Now it's around 21.21mins. So first step is to finish within 20mins. Yeah! :) Haha! Hopefully I am able to maintain this routine. =)

戴愛玲 - 對的人

2011-03-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

2011-03-16T09:12:00.002+08:00

This link shows the before and after in this Japan's quake and tsunami. Sad.

Part 1 -> http://www.abc.net.au/news/events/japan-quake-2011/beforeafter.htm

Part 2 -> http://www.abc.net.au/news/events/japan-quake-2011/beforeafter2.htm

TODAYonline | Singapore | Bogus SMSes about radiation causing panic and fear

2011-03-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

TODAYonline Singapore Bogus SMSes about radiation causing panic and fear

2011-03-15T10:06:00.001+08:00

All the news these few days are so saddening. The earthquake, Tsunami, nuclear reactors meltdown.. It's so scary. The power of Mother Nature destroyed everything in just few minutes or even seconds. This tells us not to take things for granted, be content with the things you have now. Treasure your loved ones, spend time with them. You never know what will happen the next second. Let's pray for Japan. We are so far away to give any help, the only way is donations and pray for them. Give them the strength and warmth for them to overcome this disaster. I believe Japan will stand again, presenting to the world the once beautiful Japn. Pray for them.

2011-02-24T14:52:00.001+08:00

It's been soooooooooooooo long since I blog. Haha.. Chinese New Year went passed so quickly that I felt as if I have not rested enough. This CNY should be the busiest CNY I ever had. As usual, first day is the 拜年 day. Normally I would stay at home from second day onwards, but this year, my whole family went to Jurong Bird Park! My dad should have told me earlier so I can get the staff pass for JBP and we don't have to pay for the tickets. But well, we enjoyed the outing. Parrots are really the most noisiest bird I have ever seen, can't be quiet. Noisy to a point that I want to kill them all, haha, not so cruel~ Can finally rest on the third day of CNY, going to prepare for the fourth day as my friends will be coming for lunch. So fourth day, friends came. We ate lunch, watched Bollywood movies, played Monopoly Deal and some ate dinner together with my family. On the whole, SHUANG!! Haha~ Nothing is better than spending time with friends and family!!

After CNY, it's back to reality. Focus would be back on work. Work starting to increase for me, first experience on everything. Got to be careful since it's my first try. Did some mistakes, but lucky it's reversible and thus managed to save it but wasted some time. Then got sick, which is so irritating because I can't go exercise and can't go KTV with my friends. Started exercising last week, went running with colleagues and felt great! Although it's quite tiring, but after the run, felt so great that I have worked my body. Therefore, I have decided to go running every week but got sick at this point of time. Need to get well, I want to continue my healthy lifestyle, to train my body, maybe not train, maybe I should say 'to get healthier compared to now'. So my goal for this year will be "To exercise at least once a week." A subset goal will be "To reduce my intake of oily or unhealthy food". Right! That's my goal for this year!! Speaking about goal, maybe the third goal will be "To start a Masters program this year and finished it within two years". Haha! Three goals! 加油! =)

Work is fine, getting the hang of it. I must train myself to ask questions when I don't know, if not I'm not learning anything and keep making mistakes. Writing about work makes me remember this colleague that I have (also my superior) is so funny. He's from Taiwan and his English is not really good. The funny thing is when a question is threw to him, he would replied 'yeah, you are right.' and I'm like 'what you are right, you are not answering the question!?' And finally in one meeting, one Korean guy asked him a question and he replied in this manner and the Korean guy just replied 'What right!? I am asking you ________?' He almost explode at the moment. OMG!! Please go take some English conversational class! At least speak some English that I can understand and at least understand the question that people are asking. How he got his PhD I really don't know~

Another problem with him is that he always touch other people's belongings without asking! I'm not referring to wallets or those personal stuff. It's the things (e.g. notes, papers, etc.) that you put on your desk. He just went to your desk, flipped through the papers to find what he wants. Since he's my superior, whenever I met any problem I will need to inform him. So there's once I called him from the cleanroom, I never expected him to come to cleanroom but he did. And with my runsheet which I have printed for my own reference and where did I put my runsheet? I have placed my runsheet in my cleanroom book on my desk! If he didn't flip the book, he won't know! Maybe he knows I placed my reference runsheet there, but shouldn't he told me about it. For example, when he came to the cleanroom to find me, he could have said 'Kwan Ling, I have taken the runsheet from your book.' If he had said this, I wouldn't mind. Instead, I noticed that it's mine, I asked him whether he took mine and he just said 'Yes'. WTH!! I know all these can consider as company properties, but shouldn't he have the basic courtesy to ask or to admit his mistakes!? Oh well, I shouldn't carry on complaining about his behaviour, wasting my blog space. He better don't let me catch him red-handed, I won't give face!

As for the Masters program, I am thinking of doing it by coursework either in Mechanical Engineering or Biomedical Engineering. But I am still exploring other options, don't want to restrict myself. But it seems like I am left wth this two choices. Need some more time, but the process is quite tiring because need to go from page to page. Information overload! Maybe I should just settle with this two. Haha~ I should go get some rest so I could recover faster. =)

2011-01-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Finally I went to another cheaper KTV (at least cheaper than KBox or Party World)!! Haha~ It's the famous 10 Dollars KTV at Chinatown, and I got the membership!! Haha~ Can ask me out for KTV liao.. Haha.. With great company too, really enjoyed myself!! =D

But the minus thing is I have to work tomorrow!!! WHY!?!?!?!? I want to sleep late, why still need to work??? Hahaha..

CNY is coming.. Yeah!! But need to do spring cleaning.. Try la, no gurantee.. At least will make it neater, so when relatives or friends come to visit, it won't seem too untidy.. Haha..

2011-01-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 2011!!! Haha.. Another year passed.. What have I done the whole of last year?? Hmmm.. Oopss.. It's always the same answer every year.. The only big thing in 2010 is I HAVE GRADUATED!!! Woohoo~~ Haha.. =) And maybe another thing is I managed and successfully found a job.. Haha..

The last day of 2010 is spent with a half day in office and night at Grand Copthorne Waterfront hotel for my daddy's company DND.. It was fulfilling, considering the food is not bad, programme too.. Just that the door gift really sucks.. Gave us those kids' toys.. Oh well, my dad got 30 dollars Swensen's voucher and 100 dollars cash.. Haha.. That's the good thing.. It's the second time they had the DND in this hotel, and I remembered only when I reached the hotel grand ballroom.. Haha.. We were early, so we went to get the tarot readings.. I got the 'Hanging man', and the person told me that those things that are still 'hanging' in 2010 may be still 'hanging' in the first half of 2011 but can be solved.. I need to learn to let go.. Wow.. Haha.. So, in conclusion, apart from the door gift, this DND is much much much better than last year's.. At least the food is better..

We went back even before the lucky draw which will start at 1230am.. That is crazy!! Based on past experiences, we left before the countdown.. Which is a good decision, because I got to see the fireworks at Boon Lay Place from my balcony.. Haha.. I videoed it down.. So nice!!

I should be going to sleep now.. Enough of updating.. Haha..

Good bye, 2010! Hello, 2011! =)

2010-12-29T23:30:00.003+08:00

It’s been a month since I wrote my blog. Should be quite dusty.. Haha~ This whole December is quite happening. Gatherings with friends and colleagues. Had two buffets. One at Holiday Inn Atrium, Melting Pot (if I remember correctly) and the other (which I just had) at Ban Heng Resturant, somewhere near Harbour Front Shopping Centre. The first buffet is quite nice, not bad, at least I can name some food that is nice. But the Chinese restaurant, OMG, not nice. Sometimes if the food isn’t nice, then the people you are with are very important. The conversations, the jokes will make your food ‘tastes better’. Haha! Will never go there again. Never.

Actually I just recovered from my fever and I went for a buffet. Crazy decision. Now I felt so full and hopefully I won’t vomit. But the feeling is different from the day before. It was really awful, and I know I will definitely vomit. But now, it seems ok maybe just too full. Need to control. CNY coming. No more buffets, get back my health for the CNY!!! Haha!! =)

I just showered, can’t go straight to sleep either. Well, go surf net for a while then go sleep. Nitex~ =)

2010-11-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

Am I too sensitive or I am just too pathetic?? Irritated by the couple around me.. Or is it by their 'no comments' attitude?? Watched HP7 again today, still a nice movie but somehow after the movie doesn't have that excited feeling as the first time. Is it because I watched it twice?? Or is it due to the comments given by those who watched it with me?? Don't know..

Lunch is settled at the 日本村 at the Cathay. The pork curry katsu looks nice and tasted nice but why doesn't I feel good about it? After lunch went to walked around PS and kept wanting to go home. Maybe not the first time have this kind of feeling with friends but it is rare. Is it because I am still single, so when I'm out with couple, I will behave the same way as I did today?? A lot of questions asked, but no answer.

Well, I should get used to being alone by now. Yes friends are important, when need a listening ear, you can count on them. But can't be there forever. In the end, you are still by yourselves. Ok, I really sound like as though I really need someone by my side. Don't worry, it's just a sudden moment of thoughts. I am always getting irritated by things that other people won't. 我的心眼小, ok? Can't be 大方..

Tired liao, go sleep.. Nitex..

2010-11-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Went for the follow-up appointment for the liver today. The blood tests result is fine, MRI shows small cyst in the liver but the doctor said it's ok. The next appointment will be 6 months later and I will do a ultrasound before the appointment so as to see whether the cyst becomes bigger or remains the same. Oh well~ It's over for the moment. My liver is functioning well and nothing serious. The next thing now is the gynae appointment in Dec. Oh ya.. Today took another blood test, it is to check about the Hepatitis B and C, see if these are the cause of the cyst. If the result is not good, then the doctor will call me, if not all is fine. Hee~ All good for the new year!! =)

It's late now, 1130pm. Going to sleep~ Night~ =)

2010-11-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

Long long time didn't come to update. Don't how to. Ya, things happen but how to account to each and every one of them.. Work is fine. Heard my boss/mentor is resigning, already submitted the resign letter. So the question is who will be my new boss/mentor? There are quite a number of new staffs joining us, but who is the one replacing him? Seriously, I can't say I don't care. But so what if I know who is it? Now I just need to prepare myself to accept the new boss/mentor. 兵来将挡，水来土掩。I hope I wrote it correctly. It means I will overcome whatever comes my way.

Told some of my friends that I am going to take leave next year Valentine's day to emo at home. Haha~ One of them told me about her friend who got attached and getting married this year and she is 26 now. So which means everyone of us will have that someone waiting for us somewhere. Oh well, if it's not mine, then it's not. What's mine will come. Can only console myself this way. Haiz..

Now is work, home, work, home, etc.. Soon, I will start going out. Already planned for the next few weekends, hopefully all of them will be a pleasant one. Gatherings and dinners with my friends, should be nice since it's been such a long time meeting them. Haha~ Oh, I forgot one thing! It's not only work and home, there is also Facebook. Haha~ I am so free that I can play Facebook so frequently. Crazy~ It will be nice to be attached, but I sure know that I will miss the single status when I'm attached. Haha~ Crazy gal~ It's the norm. Alright.. Off to Facebook.. =)

2010-11-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

2010-11-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

Long weekend. Went to my big aunt's house warming on Deepavali. Have no idea why her daughter sold the 4-room and bought the old 3-room they had before. No idea. Renovation not as great as I have thought to be. Today went to Jurong Point with parents to shop. Haha~ Two busy days. Tomorrow going to my grandma's house. Long weekend gone just like that. So fast, it seems like I didn't do much stuff.

Not feeling happy these few days, don't know why either. Just not happy. Nothing bad happened so that's why don't know why. I can be happy over some things for a while and then back to my 'unhappy mode' once I'm alone. Quite a bad thing, mood swing so sudden. But can't help it, it's quite auto. Can be happy around friends and colleagues, of course if we are talking about happy or funny stuff. But once I'm alone and nothing to do, my 'unhappy mode' is on. I don't wish to be like that too. I should just keep myself busy.

Now at work is surrounded by those couples or those attached or even married. It seems like I'm the only one not attached yet. It feels quite sour sometimes when you see these people but you can't blame anyone or anything or myself, because you can't control over this kind of thing. If it can be controlled, tell me who's controlling it. I will go question that person, why let me be alone for so long. I want someone who I can rely on, someone to hold my hand or just hug me when I'm feeling down. Will I meet my 'someone' soon? Ya, take it easy. Maybe it will come when I don't desire it. Haha.

2010-10-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Ate Sakae Sushi for dinner today. So long didn't eat already, although the service is slow but it is still quite enjoyable. That means company is important, who you eat with plays an important role. Haha~

Felt a bit sad today, because I tore one of the samples when I put it in the container and it is nicely peeled off from the wafer lo.. Felt so sad?? Or maybe I felt so stupid?? I felt like I am wasting other people's effort. Why why why?? Sometimes feel like I am of no use here, why they hire me I don't know. Wasting time, wasting money, wasting effort~ Haiz~

2010-10-24T12:19:00.000+08:00

Peaceful weekend. Except for yesterday's thunder rain. Super scary, especially the lightning and thunder. Sat on the sofa with my dad, switched on the lights in the living , if not I will be super afraid. Can't sleep, can't use computer, watch tv also no use. Although the rain did help in clearing the haze, but can it just be heavy rain without the lightning and thunder? So scary!!

Today's weather is better than the past few days. No haze, cooling!! Yeah!! A nice weather to slack around. Haha~ Haven't been kite flying for the last and this weekend. No wind. And the haze too. The haze is really affecting alot, and yet the Indonesian side said we over-react. I know the people there is also suffering, so shouldn't they make some more effort in controlling all these? It will then be a win-win situation. They are able to farm and the air is also clean.

The haze also makes me feel how lucky and fortunate I am to be born here. Should treasure what I have right now. Family, friends, work and all the stuff.. Let's be 知足.. =)

2010-10-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

Haze is coming back!! Hai~ Hate it.. Affecting everyone's life. But the good thing now is... it's raining!! Haha~ Hopefully it will become better, but how long will it lasts? Let's just hope that the rain will 'remove' some of the haze and also Indonesia there have heavier rain to stop the fire.

In November, I will be excited over one thing! HARRY POTTER!! The book is going to be in a 2-parts movie. Part 1 will be out in November 2010 and Part 2 in July 2011. That's what I heard. Haha~ So excited about it. Saw the trailer also. Will be super packed with actions! Woohoo~ =)

2010-10-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Another week passed. Nothing much happened. Went to see the liver specialist, going for MRI to have a better understanding of those hypodensities (which I don't know what is it). Not worried about it, mum seems to be more worried. Of course. How will she not be worried? It's her, it's the nature of all mothers. Again, hope everything will be fine. =)

2010-10-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

End of weekend. Beginning of a new week. Time really flies. Going to be another busy week. Hope everything will go alright. Today is a super HOT day. I sweat the whole afternoon. Now I can't stand outside for one second, air-conditioner is such a good invention. I love it! Haha~

Still feeling confused. It's not something that I can tell other people. Have to sort it out myself. But can I really do that? Have to control myself before something happens. Maybe staying the way at it is now is a better choice. Or maybe I think too much. All the 'maybe's..

2010-10-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Started work one week ago. Tiring but happy to see colleagues and friends again. Haha~ Went kite flying on my birthday. So fun, but my rainbow kite went down and got stuck on the tree in the middle of the highway. Haiz~ But when I went kite flying just now, I saw my rainbow kite again! Although it is lower than last time, but the string is being snapped into two by someone. I could have taken back my rainbow kite. I also saw someone trying to get the kite too. Haha~ My poor rainbow kite.. Kind of addicted to kite flying now. But the wind direction at the field opposite my house is not constant, so we can't keep the kite in the air. So irritating. But it's still fun. Haha~

As for the work load, it is still manageable. I really don't know a lot of stuff. Sometimes feel like I am useless there, but well, it's another kind of training. Just hope the equipment can be up asap, so I don't need to move between two clean rooms. Haha~ On a happier note, my office is renovating next Friday. Woohoo~ But the wall is going to get lower, which means I can't sleep. Haha~ Not really sleep la~ Just resting eyes only.. Hahaha~ But still quite excited about it..

For my birthday, I got a Doraemon cup and a Xperia X10 mini from my sister. Haha~ Still used to my SE w995 now, maybe will change to X10 mini when I feel like using a touchscreen phone. Finally managed to sync all my contacts to this X10, I am so a technology idiot. Need to check a lot of forum before I understand how it works. I don't understand why whenever I import my contacts from my SIM card, it only imported 250 contacts when I have around 390 contacts. Weird, isn't it?? Haha~ But well, I got it done in the end! Haha~

Feeling confused these few days over some matters. Not sure what to do. Should I just leave at the way it is now? Or should I pursue on? I don't know. Maybe I should just leave it at it is now. Let it happen at its own pace. Or maybe I'm wrong.

Alright, I guess I have finished updating my activities for the past one week. Have a happy weekend everyone! =)

2010-09-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

The weekend is really a joyful one. Haha~ Can go out eat and walk further, friends coming to house. Hee~ Getting better, can walk a bit faster, can bend a bit, movement is much faster. Starting work next Friday, thinking of the journey now. Should I take MRT or bus? Morning MRT and the walk to MRT are quite scary. Because I always sleep late, so normally I need to walk fast to MRT. But with my current state, I won't want to walk fast. I can walk but not fast. So I guess I should just wake up early. Then, I must make sure my alarm clocks are in working condition. I have never used them for the past 1 month or so. Hope they will be able to wake me up next Friday and days to come. Haha~

That also reminds me I need to prepare some presents during these two weeks. If not, I don't think I will have the time to do so. I guess I go take a short nap now and wake up for the 刘伯温 drama show. =)

2010-09-13T15:06:00.001+08:00

It's another afternoon. Hot afternoon. Tomorrow is the follow-up appointment at SGH. I am wondering if I can claim for the dressings cost for the previous two visits from AVIVA. Although the chance is low, but I should try. As for tomorrow, the doctor will reveal the lab results of the cyst and maybe examine my wound too. The wound should be considered closed according to my sis and dad. My leave ends on the 23rd, meaning next Thursday. Hopefully, the doctor will extend and I can rest more at home before I am well to work again. Can't bend down. Can't walk far. Gets tired easily. How to work in this condition? If there's fire, I am sure I will be the first to die. Haha~ Joking~ Just hope I can get extension, or maybe I just don't want to start work. Haha~

All these days at home really made me reluctant to go back to work. What if the doctor didn't give me extension? Oh no, I have to start work next Friday. Haiz~ Better don't be the case. Haha~

2010-09-10T21:39:00.001+08:00

The dressing is changed again by my sister. Haha~ Not scared la, because she's a first aider. Haha~ Plus my dad is by the side. Haha~ Felt more scared when my dad's hand came along, because he got a bigger force. The whole process went well, no pain, nothing. Alright, so far so good! =)

As for the plan for next week, maybe do some handicraft. And also prepare some things. Haha~ Must think hard. Because still can't go out, so need to search around in the house for it. That's all! =)

2010-09-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

The staples have been removed. The process is quite painful when the nurse removed some of the tighter ones. But overall, the nurse said my wound is quite nice, so I guess there shouldn't be a big problem. Yesterday, my father and sister brought me down and walked one round near my block around. So nice~ It's nice to be able to walk around although if I walk for too long, the wound will feel like being stretched. But it's good to walk around the neighbourhood sometimes. Haha~

Resting at home is really very nice. Eat good food, watch tv, play computers and can rest anytime I want. It's so good to be home~ Haha~ My appointment with the doctor is on the 14th and the leave ends on the 23rd. My father said the doctor will extend the leave because I need more rest. Well, no harm getting more rest. Haha~ Ok, go rest~ =)

2010-09-02T16:07:00.001+08:00

It's another hot afternoon. Sitting at my chair, I felt the temperature rising. Hai~ This is Singapore. Going to remove the staples this Saturday. Hopefully it won't be a painful process. I may dare to watch nurses poking needles into my hand, but I am scared of pain. Ok. Who are not scared of pain? The ward doctor told me removing staples is just like removing ear rings. So if it is exactly the same, then it shouldn't hurt at all. But... It depends on who is doing it and how is the state of my staples. My family has observed some signs around the location of the staples. My wound still seems ok, but the area of the staples doesn't. Can I wait till Saturday to remove the staples, or I need to pull forward one day? It does itch sometimes around those areas, I did gently scratched it but didn't not have direct contact with it. But it seems now the skin has.. hmm.. I don't know how to describe. I will resist the itch for these few days until Saturday. The day to remove staples. I must wait.

Now it's another waiting time. Waiting for my mum to finish her work and we can have our tea break. Guess I get back to my game (Plants Vs. Zombies) and wait for my tea break. Tata~

2010-08-31T17:48:00.003+08:00

Resting at home is really much better than in hosp.. But hosp has its advantage too.. For example, the bed.. I can sit up and lie down much easier, no need too much strength.. Haha.. The food at home is also much much much better! Haha..

Going to remove the staples this saturday, then 14th is the follow-up appointment.. Hope everything will be fine and I can move around more freely.. The doc said this can occur again, so need think of ways to prevent it from happening again.. Well, I guess if western medication cant help, then need to consult TCM..

Well, at least I am better now.. 明天会更好！:-)

2010-08-27T11:19:00.001+08:00

In hosp now.. Second day after operation. Every thing is fine. After operation cant eat cant drink, on drip.. First day after operation start drinking and start eating at lunch. But felt nauseous after that, kept feeling like vomiting, but nothing came out. After dinner too. Today second day after operation, so far still ok. Can walk around, not on drip, can go toilet too. So happy! :)

Ok, I think I go rest a while.

2010-08-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had my last gathering before the surgery next Wednesday. Haha~ But I felt tired halfway, so didn't talk much. Haha~ Working is so tiring. Haha~ Especially when it is not going in the direction you want.. Sian~

Just now, I watched the 2 badminton preliminary matches. The Belgium and Negeria players are quite good. Good skills and techniques.. Then , I have watched the Archery 1/8 elimination, SIN Vs. GBR. The Britain player is really good, he can get quite a lot 10 points. But Singapore player won!! Haha~ The final round is the deciding factor. Cool~ Now I have to wait till 1pm to watch some matches on Ch U. =)

2010-08-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

YOG is here!! Woohoo~ Haha~ The first match I have watched is the Badminton Boys' Singles Preliminary round, Singapore vs. India. Although Singapore won, but I don't really like this guy. Hmm.. Don't know how to describe, arrogant?? Maybe a little, just don't like. The India player looked nervous, maybe that's why he lost his concentration during the match. Hope he can perform better in his next match.

Then I have also watch the Basketball Preliminary round, Singapore vs. Central African Republic. Well, Singapore lost. Haha~ Just preliminary round, hope they will perform better in their next few rounds. This is the first time I saw a 3 on 3 basketball match. Interesting, but until now I still don't understand why the referee kept blowing his whistle. Don't understand how is the foul committed and other stuff. It should be like normal basketball match right? Just that there is only 3 people in the team and using a half court. I think so. Haha~ Not sure.

After dinner, I have watched some swimming matches, but fell asleep in the Mixed Relay. My father said at first the Hong Kong team is in the lead but don't know why, China team suddenly in the lead and emerged champion. I woke up due to the loud cheerings from the spectactors. Amazing, just a twist and China team got the gold medal.

I hope I am able to watch some Fencing, Table Tennis, Handball and maybe Sailing matches. Hmm.. There are 26 sports in this YOG. Hmm.. Actually I would like to watch all, but I am working now so can't do that. Maybe watch the finals?? Haha~ Nevermind. Just hope Singapore teams can achieve more medals especially gold medals!! =)

Tomorrow is the appointment day. Can't say I am not worried, because I am worried. Haha~ What am I saying? I don't know how to describe this feeling I have now. Worried? Nervous? Don't know. I will just sleep early tonight, wake up early tomorrow (hopefully..) and prepare to go to SGH in the afternoon. That's all. Wish me luck! =)

2010-08-15T00:09:00.003+08:00

Love my new blogskin!! Haha~ So happy!! =)

2010-08-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

The YOG opening ceremony is so SPECTACULAR!! Woohoo~ So nice.. So proud of Singapore!! The water splashing of the five rings and the spiral torch~~ Nice~ =) So proud to be a Singaporean!! =) Love the fireworks too~ I must say it's much better than NDP. Oops~ Hee~ But true la, the fireworks is much better than those in NDP. It's so so so BEAUTIFUL!! Haha~ YOG rockz!! Singapore rockz!! =))

Sunday tomorrow and Monday the following.. I am not afraid of the results. Just don't like all these waiting, it really makes you anxious to see the results immediately. Oh well.. It's part and parcel of life. I will take it. I will face it. Off to play my Plants Vs. Zombies, my new addiction for this few weeks. Haha~ =)

2010-08-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

I must be super bored to be blogging during my work. I can't do anything unless the equipment is up. I have two lots in the waiting queue. I have to find some things to do until 5pm, then I can go for tea break. Haha~ Very automatic go for tea break. How how how!!??? Nothing to do!! Read papers will make me sleep. Sleep also ok because my cubicle mate is not in, but what if someone walk in?? Haiz.. Alright, I should stop blogging, it seems wrong to be blogging during work. Haha~ =)

2010-08-12T23:19:00.001+08:00

Today in MRT, I stepped on someone's toes!! Oh no!! But it was an accident. I being knocked by one lady who is trying to shoo her children into the train. The someone is a lady wearing sandals, which means to say I stepped on her toes directly. Ouch~ Yes, that's what she said LOUDLY. At the point of time, I remembered my sister whom I think will have the same behaviour and has been talking about it everytime she reached home. Of course I felt guilty for stepping on her toes, but she need to understand the situation. She isn't standing at those corners where your toes have some protection, if you know what I mean. She is standing at corners where the doors are and people walking in and out can just step on her toes if she didn't keep her toes in. Ok, what am I doing now? Sounds like I am pushing blame on other people. No! I am not. I am just analyzing the situation. But ya, quite sorry about her toes. Must be super duper, to the power of infinity, painful. Can't imagine if I am the one with my toes stepped on. Ouch~

This week is a short week. Thanks to National Day, I only worked for four days. The National Day Parade is much better than last year's, at least I didn't sleep so long. Haha~ I slept for a few minutes when those tanks and vehicles were parading. Can't help it, tired what~ Nice dinner plus soup and not so bad NDP and some Ip Man after NDP marked the end of my National Day. Haha~ And now moving to last working day of this week, hopefully the equipment is up if not it will be another 'sleepy' day for me.

Monday will be the medical appointment, so next week is another 4-days week for me. And that means I will have long weekend this week. Woohoo~ Haha~ Speaking about the appointment, hope the blood test gives good results. Then I can wait for the surgery in a relax mood, if not, seriously I don't know how to react. It's not like something I can laugh about it and it will be over. But even if I'm worried, it is still here. So it's better to stay happy than sad right? Haha~ It's not like I can change it now. But really, please be good results~ I may look fine, but I know my mum will get the hardest knock. *Pray* Everything will be fine~ =)

2010-08-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Long long time didn't update my blog.. Work is fine.. The colleagues are friendly.. Learning new things.. Still doing fine here..

A lot of things happened.. Besides need to wake up everyday to go work, my health is giving the red alarm.. I just hope that the blood test shows a good result and surgery is the only option that is required to solve all the problems.. Surgery is a must said by the specialist.. I knew that too.. But right now, I just hope the surgery will solve everything, no reccurance, nothing..

Yes, I may not be as worried as my mum does, but there are still chances that it is not 'this side' but on the 'other side'.. I really hope it is on 'this side'.. Because if it is on 'this side', surgery is then the key.. But if not, I have no idea what comes next.. At this moment of time, I have felt the care and love by my family and friends.. So touched.. My family went to every appt and scans with me.. My friends are there for me when I need to talk about it.. I am sorry to some of my friends if I didn't tell you in person, I have no idea how to bring it up.. For now, I will just hope my blood test shows green light and I can go for the surgery as soon as possible.. Let me wake up from this nightmare.. Is this considered a nightmare? I am not sure myself because the people around me are more worried than me.. But still, I wish to get out of this situation quickly.. My parents cancelled their trip in Sept because of this.. I understand they don't have the mood for holiday but I felt guilty that I have delayed the trip that my mum is so looking forward too.. I will definitely pay for their ticket and hotel fare next time.. I am so sorry for it..

To end this post, I wish all good health as this is the most important thing on top of all things. May my blood test gives good results~ =)

2010-07-31T17:09:00.002+08:00

Finally grad lo~ Haha.. So happy!! :-D Tml gg for outdoor photoshoot, hopefully I can take a lot of photos..

I also hope that some things can get settled quickly.. :)

2010-07-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

Eating lunch with people is good. Know more people, hear more things. But somehow I still feel that I lack something, what is it? I have no idea, really no idea. Sometimes feel down but not sure due to what. Have to be more happy, enjoy my new job. Jia you~

2010-07-10T23:09:00.003+08:00

Korea lost to Uruguay; Japan lost to Paraguay; Brazil lost to Netherlands; Germany lost to Spain. All the teams that I have supported.. Why?? Hai.. Later will be the third fourth placing match, Germany vs Uruguay.. Still thinking whether I should wake up to watch.. Haha..

As for work, things are going fine. Made new friends, managed to get things done. For the first month, I kept eating lunch alone. But for this second month, I can finally can eat with other people. Haha.. Happy! Alright, that's all~ :)

2010-06-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

My previous post is a bit... erm... scary. Haha.. But I'm ok now, don't worry. Just scratches on watch won't kill me. Been following up on the World Cup matches since the start of it. Some people actually shocked that I watched World Cup. Haha.. It's quite exciting sometimes, but of course there are boring times where they are only shots from both sides but no goals. That's quite irritating, especially the match Brazil vs. Portugal. I am hoping to see some goals, some excitement but no. Nothing. Feel like wasting time to watch. At least Ivory Coast vs. North Korea is 3-0 but it's bad for North Korea, they have lost quite a lot. Quite sad to see them like that. Haiz.. For this World Cup, I am hoping to see more african and asian teams can enter to the next round. But I am shocked that Italy and France are out. Well, this shows that strong teams are not always the one that enter to the next round. Let's just wait and see who will become the final champion. =)

As for work, well, it's still the same, except yesterday. Yesterday morning, I woke up I heard the rain and I knew. I will be late. And indeed VERY LATE. I reached my company at 1030AM, can u believe it? Haha.. 1030AM!!! The whole journey is like this...

0740 Leave house
0750 Just to cross one road
0755 Reached the bus stop
0820 Got onto the bus to Boon Lay interchange
0900 Reached Boon Lay interchange
0910 Got onto MRT
0920 Reached Clementi station
0940 Got onto the bus
1020 Reached company

Yup~ That's my whole journey. I saw 3 bus went ahead of my bus towards my company. OMG~ They are so empty and mine is PACKED!! Haiz.. Crazy day~ But of course, it's a short day for me~ Haha.. =) Alright, I think I should stopped here before it become an essay writing. =)

2010-06-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

So angry with myself!!!! I scratched my watch!!! Only wore for 2 weeks!!! And it got scratches on it alr!! No idea how to remove it!!! My parents said can't help liao!! It's deep cut!!! It's a new watch!!! And I scratched it the first thing I entered the office!!! Feeling so angry now that I could just scream at anyone I see now!! And the stream for the World Cup kept stopping!! Ytd didnt but today kept stopping!! What is wrong with me today!!!!!!?????? Nothing is right!!!

2010-06-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Update about my work. Still same few things but with more trips to the cleanroom and longer stay too. Although it is tiring, but at least I will have something to do and won't fall asleep. Oops~ Haha.. Also, World cup is here~~ Woohoo~ Haha.. I am not supporter of any team but I like to watch if time allows. Watched quite a few alr, going to watch Portugal vs. Ivory Coast soon at 10am. But I think I will start watching in the middle of the first half, because I haven't bath yet. Haha~ Alright, that's all! =)

2010-06-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Ytd had a gathering with JC girls. It was a GREAT gathering. So much fun and laughter. Haha~ All those JC times, miss them wor~

2010-06-09T23:09:00.001+08:00

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This is another set of photos taken when I went out with my family. Haha. If I am not wrong, this place should also be Botanic Garden. So should be the part 2 of Botanic Garden. Haha. So long ago~

I think this set of photos is taken after lunch at the foodcourt in Botanic Garden. Haha. Enjoy ba~ (Don't have the time to describe every photo. Hee~)

2010-06-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

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I have uploaded the photos long time ago. Haha. Should have post it then. Now need to post all on the same day. This is taken at MacRitchie Reservoir. The weather is qutie cool, very peacful there. I went there with my parents. Saw people canoeing there. So cool. I won't dare to canoe cuz don't know how to swim. Haha. Enjoy the photos ba~

2010-06-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

The following post is done a long time ago, but didn't post it. Hee~ Enjoy~

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上次和家人去了植物园所拍的一些照片。。慢慢欣赏。。

2010-06-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Tired. Tired. Tired. So tired. Tml going to have safety and health training so I guess it will quite slack. It shld be the same as the one I had during IA. Haha. Ok. I can't write too much too, my eyelids are dropping. Off to bed~ Nitex~

2010-06-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

Another phase in life-Work. Ytd is fine, slack around. But today. Woo~ Before lunch, it is peaceful. I can do my stuff, walk around, slack here and that. But after lunch, it's full concentration. My eyes almost stick to the computer screen. I have learnt a new software for 3D drawings, but still need practise. The actual thing that I need to draw is super difficult. So many parts assembled together. One look at the final image and I know I will be in that lab with that com for the rest of the week, just to learn and be familiar with the basic operations of the software, then I can start doing those complicated parts and assembly. Woo~ Just when I said I am bored.

Besides the software, I am also able to assess the folder full of the project info. Need to know from the start till now. Woo~ Information overloading. Need to learn software, read the folder and get to know my colleagues. I only got to know the two starting the same day with me, some HRs and only TWO from my project. And my project has around 8 to 10 people I believe. Woo~

Late at night. Need sleep. Nitex~

2010-06-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

Feel like using English for my blog again. Haha. No idea why.

Starting work soon, will be missing the slack feeling. The feeling of just walking around in the house finding some things to do, or just go disturb my mum. Haha. Maybe I am crazy, but I think I will miss the feeling of studying for exams.

Four years. Four years of university life is over. There are happy times, there are sad times. The friends I have made is a gift to me. Don't know how my uni life will be without them. I hope we will still remain in contact and be friends forever. Can we?

Always feel sad when I remember I won't be seeing them everyday from now onwards. Although we will still meet from time to time, but I guess I am used to the presence of them already. So difficult and maybe reluctant to move on to my next phase.

Starting work the coming Monday. Don't know what to prepare. I know I will be learning new stuff. Things that I have never encountered in my uni modules. But the feeling of unprepared is quite scary. Don't know. Don't care. Let me slack some more for the last few days before I start work on Monday.

Good luck to me. =)

2010-05-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

I have to write this post in English as I can't express it well enough in Chinese. This afternoon, I watched the Tribute to Dr Goh Keng Swee and Farewell to Dr Goh Keng Swee. As I watched the Tribute, my respect for this man grew tremendously. Our finance, defence, education and also industrial development in the early days were all made firm by this man. He have changed Singapore's future, made a better Singapore for younger generations like us. Yet, we don't know his contributions and for some, don't even know him.

I need to admit. I only knew his name beforehand and totally knew nothing about his contributions until I have watched the Tribute this afternoon. He was indeed a great man. A great man with ideas, motivation and the courage to 'fix things up' as mentioned in the Tribute. Without him, Singapore won't be the same. He was the thinker, MM was the executor. If the role is being switched, Singapore definitely will have a different outcome. The fact that we are able to live comfortably is due to this great man's contribution and we should never forget him.

The state funeral followed after the Tribute. The eulogies given were inspiring and touching, especially from his grandniece. I am really touched throughout her eulogy. As younger Singaporeans, we really need to understand and remember all the things that were done by Dr Goh. His contributions set the foundation and the framework for us.

I am fortunate I am born in Singapore as if it weren't this case, I won't be living a peaceful and comfortable life now. I am also fortunate to have founding fathers like Dr Goh to fight for our rights and build the country during the most difficult times. After watching and reading so much about Dr Goh, there is one thing that I think we young Singaporeans should remember and learn this saying 'Dream for the best, Prepare for the worst'.

Young Singaporeans are sheltered since young, we did not face wars, riots or any difficult times as in the early days. This is why we need to toughen ourselves up, as we may only know how to dream but never prepare. Let's move on and believe that we can make a difference in our ways as we are Singaporeans.

Farewell, Dr Goh Keng Swee.

2010-05-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

星期二，地铁暂停了，我们必须在女皇镇下车。第一次碰到这种情况，也是我第一次看到女皇镇有这么多人。哈哈。。而且，来疏散人群的巴士是满到不行，门都关不了。。超载了啊~

星期二出门的目的是去朋友家吃火锅。我只能说“真好吃啊！！”哈哈。。接着，我们玩了wii，超好玩的。好想再玩，可能因为没玩过，还是因为大家都在，玩得真的好开心，玩得好疯。总之，我玩得超超超开心的！！哈哈哈~ 对了，他养了几只兔子，我把它们拍下来了。哈哈~ 但是，有些照片没有调整过来，哈哈。。它们好可爱啊~

2010-05-16T14:39:00.001+08:00

终于全部完成了！太好了！FYP Presentation 也还好，考官迟到，希望她会自动一点，给高分一点。哈哈~ 隔天的Gradnite也很棒！第一次，我自己觉得。。我好漂亮哦！哈哈~ 不要脸，讲自己漂亮。。但是真的！！^-^

那晚上，我感觉自己好像公主哦！哈哈。。有好多照片，都不知要放哪张了。。过后我们要回酒店，那过程又是另一个精彩。我在后面看，笑到不行~ 哈哈~ 到了酒店，大家梳洗过后，这才是高潮呢！话题是限制级的，不方便在这里分享。我边听，也边把我的注意力放在电视上，突然间有太多讯息让我无法承受。有时还听不下去。。哈哈~ 至于照片，我想不需要放在这里吧。。在我的Facebook就看到了。。

时间真的过得好快。。很快我就不能天天看到我这群朋友了。。也不能像在酒店那样的疯了。。会想念学生时的我。。会想念学校。。会想念在学校发生的种种事情。。有时还真讨厌长大。。哎哟。。越写越伤感了，不行不行。。这应该是我们的另一个开始，我们要常见面哦~ 我会超想念你们的。。

过去，现在，未来。我们一起期待。

2010-04-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

考试终于完成了。是有开心啦，可是有那种失落的感觉。。为什么会这样呢？现在只剩下FYP presentation 了。下个星期三就有和supervisor 的彩排，会准备啦，可是还是会有点担心。。管他啦，先玩一下再说。。

有在看五月天的一些视频。。感觉上他们算蛮成功的，但要求也变高了。。他们是不是有时候太拼了，就拿这次演唱会来讲吧。。表演是精彩，但我感觉他们好像很累。。我有听人说，歌迷是不是被宠坏了？不只是新加坡的，还有各地的。。一直希望他们能唱久一点，希望他们有encore，希望他们常常来。。但我们是不是没有考虑到他们的体力呢？他们是否能撑得过来？虽然我是刚开始支持他们，错过了他们之前一些演唱会，也希望我能够参加更多他们以后的演唱会，但我却希望他们明年别来了。。准备专辑吧。。让你们的音乐配我过人生的另一个阶段。。=）

从以前到现在，都会有一首五月天的歌来代表我那时候的心情。。这四年的大学生涯，我有些时候是靠他们的歌度过的。。很幸运我那时中学有听到他们的歌，那首‘人生海海’让我印象深刻到现在。。让我在失意的时候，这首歌安慰我。。让我明白，潮落之后一定有潮起，要保持希望~ 勇敢追求梦想~

写了这么长似乎没有一个重点。。如果这是以前中学写的作文，我想一定不及格。。哈哈。。

五月天带给我的震撼很大。。无比的大。。他们的歌就是有一种魅力，能让我发泄，也能让我得到一些启发，让我感同身受。。本来是想写下我考完的心情，还有将要踏入社会的感想，谁知道我写了一大篇关于五月天的。。现在的我，可能受五月天影响，我想学keyboard和吉他。。keyboard是早就想学了，吉他是后来的。。我计划先学好keyboard，然后再学吉他。。我自认没天份，所以需要有老师教我，但音乐学校好贵啊。。一步一步来吧，等一切稳定好再说。。不急。。

总之啊，五月天加油，我也要加油~ 过了FYP presentation，迎接我的就是另一个生活了。。大家加油~ =）

2010-04-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

考完两张了，还有多两张。不觉得自己考得好。。不知道。。这次的考试很多东西读，很多东西要记得，搞到我一个头两个大。。好累~ 不讲考试了。

我忘记说五月天演唱会精彩的部份。。第一，烟火！超精彩的！好美，好壮观！在我站的位置，我没有被挡到，全部都看到了。。好开心！第二，巨型金刚！真得好大啊！如果不是因为那场雨，我想它可以动得更多。。好可惜啊。。第三，环场舞台！这个舞台让他们能够全场跑。。也就因为这样，我近距离看到了阿信，怪兽，玛莎和石头！！哈哈！！好开心啊！好喜欢他们啊！演唱会过了一个星期了。。好想他们哦~

好了，最后希望我的考试成绩不会太烂。。回去做事了。。

2010-04-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

五月天的演唱会结束了。感觉？有点失望。当然有high的部分，但似乎不够。有不爽的感觉。唱的歌曲没有我想象中的多。也没有encore，好失望。有些我想听到的都没唱，例如‘倔强’，‘噢買尬’，‘出头天’，‘拥抱’，‘忘词’，等等。有些歌曲有重新编曲，感觉还不错。但我觉得少了encore，好像少了什么。更何况，演唱会是迟开始的，但却早结束，都不到十二点。有点被骗的感觉。虽然有很多怨言，但演唱会是好看的。有一首快歌的时候，好像是‘离开地球表面’，因为我是站在Grandstand的，整个Grandstand在摇晃得很厉害，吓死我了。我看我左边的Grandstand也是在摇晃。Woo~ 好恐怖~

好了！看了演唱会，明天开始要拼了命的读书，要加油啊！希望五月天明年别来开演唱会了。养足精神，2012年再来吧！希望那时候你们已经出新专辑，精神也好，加上新歌，你们那时候的演唱会会更棒。我是这样觉得的。休息够了在冲刺，把表演做到更好，记得这次要encore，进场时间也要早一点。

需要改进的演唱会，但也是一场很棒的演唱会。

五月天，我永远支持你们！

2010-04-10T01:20:00.001+08:00

怎么一直没有精神读书呢？很快，一切都会结束了。。这已经是最后一段了，我们大家都在努力做最后的冲刺了。。我怎么还那么懒散？我到底怎么了？

我有跟朋友说过我对不同人有不同的态度。。对有些人好，对有些人坏。。态度不一。。他说小心这样会交不到男朋友。。我那时心里想“没男朋友就没男朋友，有什么了不起。。” 但我好像错了，我应该不会这样。。我还蛮依赖人的。。而这种依赖有时让我有错觉好像我喜欢那个人一样。。就会开始想接近他。。那是不好的。。因为我只是现在习惯他的存在而已，但我们一分开，开始做各自的事后，我就不会再想他了。。别误会。。我现在没有喜欢的人。。虽然是有点依赖我身边的人。。只是觉得，我以后如果真得遇到喜欢我的人或我喜欢的人，我会做出什么决定呢？

两个人喜欢，是互相依赖，还是有一方的依赖比较严重？女生对男生的依赖是什么？而男生对女生的依赖又是什么？依赖是好是坏？有人会有答案吗？

2010-04-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

看了两部电影：绑匪和 Clash of the Titans。。都蛮好看的。。蛮喜欢的。。各有各的特色。。

就讲绑匪好了，我喜欢的是它的故事情节。。能够牵动我的心，让我很想继续看下去。。有些场景是蛮恶心的，例如李名顺脸部诠是血的时候，那真得蛮恶心的。。这部片传达了很重的亲情。。亲情胜过一切。。所以我才喜欢这部片。。不是我喜欢恶心的东西哦。。也不是因为我喜欢折磨人哦。。哈哈。。

至于 Clash of the Titans。。有一幕被吓到了。。很突然。。所以被吓到了。。如果有时间，还蛮想去读一读这个传说的。。应该算是传说吧。。哈哈。。总之，我是觉得蛮好看的。。哈哈。。

下个星期六就是五月天的演唱会了~~ 好兴奋啊！哈哈。。是我第一次买票的演唱会。。好期待！虽然不会很近距离看到他们，但能够去听他们的演唱会，真得很开心~ 在考试前的放松与发泄。。那天快快了~ 可是，是否考试能迟迟来呢?哈哈。。迟来的话，我就不能毕业了~ 不行！！我要毕业！！我想离开这里，可能会想念但还是想离开。。

我是一个不喜欢突变的人。但也不是一成不变。。人生还是需要一些改变，不然怎么叫做人生呢？
就想五月天其中一首歌“人生海海”中的一句歌词。。 “我知道潮落之后一定有潮起，有什么了不起？” 人生就是有潮起潮落，我们要相信潮落之后一定会有潮起，我们不会一直处在低潮期的。。我们会有出头天。。哇。。我今天是怎么了？怎么会写出这些话。。好像有点沉重。。我想可能因为现在正要做决定，决定我以后要做的事，所以才会这么想吧。。好讨厌突然长大的感觉，有好多事情和责任要自己背了。。

真的不想长大。。我需要一个避风港。。

2010-04-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

今天是4月3日。再过14天就是五月天的演唱会了！好兴奋啊！但是，演唱会后，再过5天就是考试开始了。时间过得真快。要毕业了，但还没找到工作。。真的好烦啊！

下个星期还有3个CA。。完蛋了。。要加油咯~

好了，就这样~ 去看电视了~ 拜拜！

2010-03-08T22:41:00.001+08:00

赶FYP是有代价的。刚开始是肩膀痛，现在是背痛。怎么会这样？
虽然痛，但明天还要去学校。得把一些东西交给人。
今天会早睡，不然明天肯定很惨。哈哈。。

好了，做做东西就去睡了。晚安！

2010-03-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

好累啊！！FYP真的让人好累啊！！！

工作快快来！让我安心做我的FYP和准备考试。。能够吗？

一件开心的事！！我买了五月天演唱会的票了！！
虽然会是一个人，但也会很开心。。哈哈！！

应该没有别的事了。。就这样。。睡觉咯~

2010-01-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

我最近在忙FYP，忙到没有时间写部落格。满想念的~

回顾2009，我到底有什么成就？除了成绩有好一点，还有什么呢？
我有成长到吗？
仔细想一想，过去还蛮悲观的。。事情都想到最坏的结果。。这点要改。。

迎接了2010，也开了学，现在忙着FYP，也在几个月后将毕业。
时间过得好快啊！想毕业，但却害怕工作。这感觉正常吧？
天生我材必有用。。我一定能找到适合我的工作。。一定可以。。
说得简单，实际行动就难了。。哈哈~

对了~ 要谢谢Fizh和Uncle买了多拉A梦的玩偶给我。。
现在我只缺兔子的。。
我同时也买了多拉梦猪和小丁玲的玩偶。。
说到猪的玩偶就气。。我买了后的隔天，McDonald's就登报说四月会卖猪的玩偶。。
你说啦，哪里可能会不气？让我花了这样多钱。。

好啦，没事了，只是想讲讲而已。。
刚刚看了仁慈的筹款节目。。还不错。。蛮好看的。。
我有打一通，是支持那些新瑶歌手的。好好听~
真骄傲新加坡有这些会唱的人。。哈哈~

我的照片只写了一篇。。真的没时间继续。。但一定会完成。。年底完成？哈哈~
去做事了，晚安！=)

2010-01-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

<照片1-猫篇>

正在整理我的照片，以下是一些我拍到的猫。。

这只是在爸爸朋友的house warming看到的。。

这只忘了在哪里看到。。

这只很凶啊！但却又很可爱！尤其是它的尾巴。。肥肥毛毛的。。哈哈。。

这只很喜欢跟人玩。。很可爱~

好懒啊~

这只喜欢玩那条绳子。。猫都喜欢。。为什么？

2009-12-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

好累啊！
不知为了什么而累？但就是累。。
我知道这不是我要的生活。。
那我看研究应该不是我要的。。
那我要做什么呢？
不知道，不知道，不知道！！
可不可以一毕业不用找，就有工作呢？
异想天开。。想久都没有的事。。

2009-12-08T11:30:00.005+08:00

FYP的开始真的有点累。
也有点压力。
人生中的起起落落，就是这样。
现在忙碌是为了以后能找到好工作。
以后工作忙碌是为了能够过好生活。
忙忙碌碌。

一生忙忙碌碌会得到什么呢？
不知道。谁会知道？连明天会发生什么事都不知道。
真是的。。

2009-12-04T22:09:00.004+08:00

假期开始了。
今天有成就，整理了书橱。
明天，希望能够洗一洗风扇和另一个书橱。
下个星期已经有三天要去学校了。
怎么FYP有这么多东西做呢？
哈哈。。

好成果是给努力的人。
大家，加油！！

2009-11-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

电脑把我给吓死了~
我只是玩一玩电脑的蓝牙功能。。
谁知道，它竟然影片播不出声音。。
吓死我了。。
接着是气死我了~
我就把全部都重新设置，就一直不可以。。
我也重新启动我的电脑，也还不可以。。
我爸爸进来做的东西和我一样，也重新启动。。
竟然就可以了！
气到~~说不出话了。。
真是气人~
好啦，去睡觉了~
晚安~

2009-11-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

终于要到考试的尾声了。
但却是FYP恶梦的开始。
FYP有很多东西要做。
而且，都是要在这个假期做完。
真是的。。

考试到目前为止还算可以。
虽然当然有些我不会的，但还可以勉强过关。
哈哈。。希望是这样。。

现在我正在追“妻子的诱惑”
真的很好看，很精彩！
那种报复手法，那种复杂关系，真刺激！
哈哈。。

2009-11-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

买了新电脑，好开心！
哈哈！！

Lenovo,888元
外加四或五年保证期，145元
还有cooler pad，‘老鼠’和一个电脑锁
总共加起来差不多1100元
还可以吧？

好喜欢我这台新电脑哦！
哈哈。。
爱不释手。。

其实，我的desktop没坏。。
只是我爸爸觉得，如果要买就在今年买。。
因为我可以用在FYP，会方便我。。
而且，我这台可以升级到windows7。。
只需要上网买就好了。。
真开心！

不开心的事，我生病了！！
超过一个星期了。。
有一次，我还咳到哭。。很辛苦。。
看了三次医生，现在晚上终于能够睡觉了。。
之前，没有一个晚上是能够睡的。。
要好好休息，所以我最近好像一只都在睡觉。
哈哈。。好像猪哦。。
虽然没读到什么书，但至少健康是慢慢回来了。。

我明天要好好读书了。。星期五就是第一张考试了。。
大家，加油加油！！
我知道我的一些朋友会来看我的部落格。
你们要加油哦！！
考试完了，我们要出去疯哦！
哈哈！好了，不写了。。加油！

2009-11-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

朋友。。。
是在缘份下认识的。
接着在沟通后变好。
在相信中变知己。

我有时觉得对不起我的朋友。
时好时坏的心情。。
爱理不理的态度。。
只顾自己的自私。。
这三样已经让我觉得我很可恶了。

明知不能，但却常犯。真是可恶。

考试来了。又是我烦烦烦的时候了。
或许是我设的要求太高了。让我这么压力。
可能我应该开朗一点。乐观一点。
可能我不会考得很差。普通就好。

开朗。乐观。

2009-11-02T21:49:00.008+08:00

不来写一写的话，我觉得我会没心情读书。。
还是，不管我有没有写出来，我可能应该也没心情读书吧。。
我没事，只是觉得心情低落。。想休息，想什么都不管。。

能吗？

雨后的彩虹，黑暗中的光芒，潮落后的潮起
这些让你有什么感觉吗？

今天看了一篇文章。
其实我们每个人都像棵大树。一天一天的长大。
就算经历挫折，也还是继续成长。
但有一点和大树不同。
人类会自相残杀。可能大树也会。它们和其他的树争养分。
但我觉得这比人类之间的争斗好多了。
凡事都要争，争个你死我活的局面。这样好吗？

人类的欲望远远超出了小树想生存及长大的小小愿望。
我觉得生存和长大只是基本的而已。树木并没有要求很多。
反而是人类，小时候要这个，长大后要那个，老了又要另一个。

你还记得你最初单纯的梦想吗？

2009-10-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

哭了一场真舒服。。
吃饭，做FYP也变轻松了。。
偶尔的崩溃能抒发紧绷的情绪。。
上一次是在A水准的时候，准备物理的时候。。
我似乎是个不能承受压力的人。。怎么办？？

还是。。

我是一个不能接受失败的人？？

2009-10-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

好累啊！好烦啊！怎么办？？
有些词可以表达我现在的状况。。
烦恼，烦躁，彷徨，害怕。。
应该是这些吧。。
总的来说，应该是‘自闭’吧。。
不跟任何人接触。。

有时候我无法接受我朋友的举动。。
但是，我又不能说出口。。
会伤感情。。
我曾经失去过，不想再来多一次了。。
当我情绪失控后，我又后愧。。
为什么我要生气？为什么我会无缘无故地生气？
最近发太多次脾气了。。幸好朋友还能接受。。

要怎么办呢？
照这样看来，我是一个不怎么会处理情绪的一个人。
真糟糕。。
以后工作怎么办？

真的是一次失败后，就会很怕再做相同的事了。。
因为以前暗恋过一个人，向他表示后，不得回应，就再也不做了。。
因为以前有过和朋友翻脸，有一些日子没联络，问题又是我的脾气，就开始怕了。。

学业方面也一样。。
虽然朋友一直觉得我的成绩算不错了，但我还是不满。。
我那时以为我会了，所以没去听课，结果呢？考个C回来。。让我从此遗憾。。
现在的科目呢。。也有一些向那时的状况。。不是因为我会，而是我不会！！
导致我没有动力去读。。会不会又像上次的教训呢？
借口，借口，借口！！都是借口！！

我到底是个怎么样的人？
我的个性到底是什么？
我很想知道。。

2009-10-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

生命很脆弱。
一瞬间，就没了。

正当我在埋怨生命种种不愉快时，
我看到在离我只有几千公里的地方，
处在我从来没经历过，也无法想象的情况。

看到那些画面，让我感到有些羞耻。
我是不是要求太多了？
我是不是该感到满足？
如果我是处在那个环境的话，我是否能够生存？

从来没经历过什么大事情的我，太舒服了！
我们这些生在新加坡的，真幸运！
基本条件不缺，吃的，喝的，用的，穿得等等，从来没担心过。
有些还是奢侈的。
我属于这一群。

生存与生活，你是属于那种呢？

2009-10-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

考试又要来了。看来好久应该不回来了，除非。。我想睡觉。。哈哈。。

有时候，突然间，会想到这句歌词“我知道潮落之后一定有潮起有什么了不起”
就好像我现在的状况吧。。
考试当前，努力读书，埋头苦读，简直是没休息，没睡觉就是我的低潮。。

哈哈。。有时会读到觉得自己很笨，觉得为什么我没办法明白这些事。。很烦！
也就因为这样，我的脾气就不好。压力啊！

而我，是一个压力很难抒发的人。
会一直去想，一直想，希望我想到解决我这个笨脑袋的方法。。
哈哈。。
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电话响起你是否会听见听见我对你有长长的思念
在这一刻起我开始会担心有可能你会就这样离去
我不想放弃我们的爱情难道就真的停在这里

我会永远等着你相信我们可以一直手牵着手一直一起走下去
我一定会永远等着你因为我还相信你对我许下的约定

天空在下雨一直流不停像是我无法停下对你的思念
时间已过去你还是没回应难道你已忘记我们的约定
但我还相信这一段感情总有一天会出现奇迹

猜猜我是改写哪首五月天的歌？（提示：最新专辑）

2009-10-01T01:26:00.003+08:00

今天和IA的朋友庆祝我的生日了。哈哈。。好开心！
他们不只请我吃晚餐，还买了蛋糕和礼物给我。
他们真的破费了！
在鼎泰丰吃。。也在那里吃了蛋糕。。
鼎泰丰的食物还不错，可以考虑再去那里吃。哈哈。。
明天还有一场庆祝会，要去吃煮炒！哈哈。。
晚安咯！

2009-09-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

好久没上来了。真的很忙，对不起！
最后一年真的是不能玩的。忙功课，忙FYP。。
忙到我连休息的时间都变得很少。。
现在是假期所以才有空上来，哈哈。。
以后要找时间上来，不然这个部落格就浪费了。

在过多26小时就是我的生日了。。
我已经收到一个皮包了。。是我喜欢的。。
哈哈。。好开心！=)
其实，我不需要很多礼物，有人陪我庆祝就行了。。

我以为我这么久没上来我应该有很多东西讲。
可是，好像没什么东西讲，哈哈。。
好啦，先走了！拜拜！

2009-08-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

太久没有上部落格了。哈哈。。
这个假期去了一些我从来没去过的地方。好像植物园，MacRitchie Reservoir。
而且，我去了很久没去的地方，那就是Bukit Timah Hill。哈哈。。
希望开学过后，还能在周末和家人去这些地方。

讲到开学，下个星期二就开学了。时间过得很快！
我现在还在拼命地找文献读，是为了FYP的。
可是速度很慢，一直找不到我要的，有时还真烦。

我昨天刚买了一幅新眼镜。好贵！
超过四百块！哈哈。。
父母各出一百，所以我只需要付两百多块。
哇。还是很多。
好了，回去继续找文献了。再见。

2009-06-16T12:39:00.002+08:00

《DNA》-五月天

那是谁用掉了我的牙膏我的鞋和外套是谁穿走了
那是谁在我家大方洗澡镜子前他和我一样的外表

*谁搬进我的大脑谁绑住我的手脚
是DNA 唱我反调还是我的命运不敢自编自导

想要叫那就叫想甩就甩跳就跳
跳更高別靠腰要靠心脏的火药

要不要难道要別人帮你決定好
好不好就现在抢回自己的心跳

自己的心跳*

那是谁总是说有够衰小那是谁只祷告只会打嘴砲
那是谁被通缉正在逃跑罪名是绑架了自己的微笑

重复*

心跳跳跃狂奔奔跑

2009-06-14T14:49:00.009+08:00

《放肆》-五月天

想太多又想太重的梦想还不如干脆不多想
每一个险恶的浪都会有浪花绽放我決定边冲边欣赏

牛顿要我们都活在地上偏偏我就想要飞翔
要挣脱命运捆绑要推翻柏林围墙要站上巨人的肩膀

梦想永远是逆向一路都有人阻挡
人们说的荒唐却是我的心中的天堂！

就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆的大闹一场
不能原谅如果很多年后我还是这样

就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆是我的信仰
再不去闯梦想永远只会是一个梦想

哥伦布只要有一颗星光就单杠膽敢橫越大西洋
我还有一把吉他我还有一群死党为什么还不大声唱

达尔文假设生命是战场就让我基因不投降
把伤痕装满手掌把鼓声装满心脏把歌声装满肺活量

梦想永远是逆光只有剪影的模样
会有什么细节什么体验？不要只猜想！

2009-06-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

《如果我变成回忆》- Tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

2009-06-10T22:22:00.013+08:00

鱼展2009

当然在去鱼展之前有去吃午餐，那就先看看我们吃了什么吧！是在suntec的tcc吃的！

这是我姐姐吃的。

这是我吃的。

我爸爸点的蛋糕。

我爸爸喝的latte。

好啦！现在开始就是鱼展拍的照片了。好好欣赏吧！但得先警告，有些照片会有点模糊。=)

这只是得奖的其中之一。

这只是龙鱼中的总冠军！红龙。
红龙也分很多种，这只好像是Bloody red。

淡水鱼。

这也是得奖的。不同品种。
名字好像是银龙还是白龙，也或许两个都不对。哈哈。。

这只很特别。注意它的背。

另一品种的得奖龙鱼。如果没错，应该是金龙。

跌饼鱼中的总冠军！

以下的跌饼鱼都是冠军，当然不同品种。
中间那只有点吓到了，所以会出现黑线。

罗汉鱼。比我爸爸以前养的头大多了。

这些近于有些很可爱。

好像带着帽子，还是两旁有大泡泡，也有眼睛超吐出来的。

哈哈。。

金鱼中的总冠军！

小丑鱼！！

神奇水！它能让淡水鱼和咸水鱼同在一个鱼缸当中！

小龙鱼！(1-2星期)

小龙鱼！(6-8星期)

2009-06-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

刚刚在facebook做了一个测试。
测试我的快乐到底简不简单。
结果只有25%~好低啊！
它说我一直努力寻找快乐的方法。
没错，我的确是这样。
我感觉似乎快乐离我很远。
我有时怀疑我的笑是从内心发出来的吗？
所以我觉得自己有时很虚伪，整天在伪装自己。
最讨厌的事，我自己都不知道到底怎样才是真正的我。
还是，我说得太严重了？

我想我太闷了，所以才整天想这些事情。
难怪没异性缘，哈哈。。
好啦，去睡觉了。晚安！

2009-06-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

好久没有来了。。
还蛮想念的。。
这个星期是蛮忙碌的。。

星期一：去了滨海提拔（Marina Barrage）。。
星期二：和父母出去，花了将近70块。。
星期三：回学校，有FYP的事情。。是关于使用学校实验室的。。
星期四：又是和父母出去，这次是去仟湖渔场买龙鱼。。
星期五：IA的最后一天。。
星期六：和朋友出去，唱歌，逛街。。

我想星期天应该是呆在家，除非突然有什么计划。。
哈哈。。
至于这几天所拍的照片，我会一个一个慢慢地把它们放在这里。
所以，要有耐心啦。。应该速度会很慢。。
对了，去鱼展的照片也还没放上来。。
哇，突然有很多事情做。。

其实，我刚才心情有点低落。
不知道是什么原因。
突然感觉，一个人蛮寂寞的。
好想有人和我一起逛街。
能陪着我，不管去到哪里都可以。
当然，朋友也可以做到这一点。
但，情人陪着的感觉应该很不同吧。
不是说，朋友陪不好，而是那种可以依靠的感觉会不同。
和情人的感觉会比较强烈。
能够无条件的依靠他。
这样很幸福。

而对于现在的我，能够依靠的人对我很重要。
我想要一个让我依靠的人，让我什么都不用想。
我不是要人管。但偶尔也希望被管。
很矛盾吧！哈哈。。
算了，我还是现实一点吧。。

2009-05-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

终于IA都结束了！哈哈。。
今天是我们的poster presentation。。哈哈。。不会它的华文该怎么写。。
还好，没太糟糕。。

今天也拍了照，超好笑的。。
那位拍照的大叔一直往后走，还真担心他会跌到。。
但真得很好笑。。
希望拍出来的照片不会太难看。。期待。。

今天也跟这些IA的朋友出去玩。。哈哈。。
超级无敌的好笑。。笑到我的肚子都痛了！
笑料程度极高，大家可以尝试去想象。。
而且。。我得到了会员卡！哈哈。。真好！

现在都2am了，我还没睡。。
明天还要做工，完了，明天肯定睡不醒。。
幸好，老师不在。。
也幸好，成绩已经交上去了。。哈哈。。
好了，去用用电脑，一会儿就去睡。。
大家晚安啦！=)

2009-05-10T16:15:00.002+08:00

应该有半个月了。
最近比较忙，都在赶报告，真头痛！
而且，有些工作上的事又做不完，让我觉得自己很笨。

不说工作上的事了，继续说只会让我觉得烦。
我应该想想IA后应该做些什么。
我想我会先去烫直头发。
还有，会去买一些鞋子，我现在穿得差不多要坏了。
然后，可能也考虑换一换眼镜。
最后，肯定少不了买衣服啦！哈哈。。

以上都是花钱的事情。我想学一点才艺。
我想学钢琴和吉他。但是。。
我不知道从哪里开始。
是要找肯教我的朋友呢？还是去花钱找老师呢？
得想一想再决定。
有谁愿意免费教我呢？

2009-04-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

一天又过了。一天又来了。
时间来得快，去得也快。
是否能够在一天内做完事情？
还是能够在一天内完全不做事？
你能做到哪样呢？勤劳？还是偷懒？

2009-04-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

心情不好。
什么事都做不好。
感觉真得好差。好没用。

2009-04-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

太久没来了！哈哈。。最近工作有点忙，所以就很少来写了。原本应该上个星期四来，今天终于来了。我是在说我学校的老师，他终于来我的公司了。等了好久。但我跟他讲话不到十分钟，就没有了。快吧！哈哈。。也没有去翻一翻我的记录本。他来了就算了，而且重要的是老师的评价。哈哈。。老师的评价很重要，关系到我是否拿得到A，所以希望他会写得好一点。哈哈。。就只能这样希望啦！哈哈。。好啦，我累了。晚安！=)

2009-04-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

病终于好了！哈哈。。这整个星期都很忙，但也忙得开心，因为我拍到的照片还蛮美的。哈哈。。不要脸，自己夸自己。:P 希望老师能给我学copper plating。这个是。。我不知道怎么讲啦！哈哈。。总之，让我学做新的东西吧！=) 学校的教授星期四就要来了，有点紧张。

今天去玩保龄球了。真得好好玩！好想再玩！可是我才玩了两局，我的手就好酸啊！而且，技巧又不在所以老是洗垄沟。我在第二局常常洗垄沟，洗到我有点郁闷。第一局得到了52分，第二局才得到了18分。差距真得很大。手酸和技巧不纯熟都是原因之一。我看啊，我得多加练习，不然老是洗垄沟也不是办法。哈哈。。

在去打保龄球之前，我在CD店逛了逛，我看到五月天的DVD专辑。有两张DVD，一个是最新专辑所有的MV，另一个是台湾十万人《出头天》演唱会纪录。我那时真得好想买啊，但是很贵，36块啊！我怎么卖的下手呢？而且，我又不是没在网上看过这些录音。但是，那张赙赠的海报蛮诱人的。哈哈。。但最后还是没买。还是省一省，留着以后看演唱会吧！哈哈。。对，就是这样！哈哈。。好了，我就写到这里了。晚安！=)

2009-03-25T23:13:00.001+08:00

我好像生病了。。好累哦。。好想休息。。谁来照顾我？

2009-03-22T00:33:00.004+08:00

昨天的彩虹真得很漂亮。
彩虹把天分成了两半，颜色也不同。
从来没看过，很美！
彩虹不管什么时候看都能让我心情变得很好。
好像忘掉所有事情一样。很舒服。

上面两张是在傍晚拍的，差不多七点钟的时候。
而下面两张是更早一点的时候拍的。
大家看看吧！

2009-03-17T21:56:00.009+08:00

五月天演唱会（下）

好啦！拿到照片了！哈哈。。

这些是演唱会开始前拍的-->

这些是演唱会的时候拍的-->

其实还有一些录影的，但是我还没向我的朋友拿，所以得再等一等了。=)

2009-03-15T22:29:00.006+08:00

又一个星期了，时间过得很快。周末是最高法院(Supreme Court)的开放日。里面超美的！我没拍到，都是我朋友在拍。我只是拍到一些而已。法庭也比我想象中的小，但比我想象中的美。哈哈。。他们为了这次的开放日设计了一个案件让访客当一当律师或法官，试着破案。他们还做了一个案发现场让我们看到当时的案发情况。还蛮有趣的。

以下就是案发现场，还有一些案发详情。

2009-03-09T22:58:00.004+08:00

好久没来了。有点不习惯。要记得常常来了。最近发生了一些事。都有那种无所事事的感觉，有种很没用的感觉。我也开始在想大四要修读的课了，要专读哪课，要做哪种毕业论文，要和哪个教授合作。这种中的问题都一直浮现在我的脑中。好了，烦人的事就说到这里，答应要把划龙舟时的照片放上来，现在就来看看吧！

只有这三张了。比较好看的三张。哈哈。。等我比较有空的时候再把好久以前的五月天演唱会和签名会的照片放上来。尽情期待！晚安！=)

2009-03-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

昨天又去划龙舟了。又是一身痛。哈哈。其实还好，更上次一样。只是最近，我的左肩膀有点痛，可能是睡姿不对的关系吧。总之啊，我就是一身痛就对了。哈哈。我还没拿到照片，等拿到了再放上来。而且，我在昨天也首次感觉纹身的感觉。哈哈。不是真的啦，但我觉得很好玩，很有趣。等我拿到全部的照片再一次过放上来咯。好了，就这样。=)

2009-02-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

每天无所事事。
真是浪费时间。
讨厌这个样子。
感觉很没用，感觉很无奈。

是心情不好影响工作，还是工作不顺影响心情？
是前者，还是后者，还是两者都有？
但你越想表现，你就会离目标越远。

有时会想，我现在做的是否跟我在学校学的有关吗？
到底我有没有用到我所学到的呢？
还是，我只是在做很简单的东西？
有时，当事情没进展的时候，人就会变得很消沉，没冲劲。
人也有可能会到一个忧郁的阶段。很可怕。

那事情能不能人定胜天呢？
有时，很无可奈何。接着，就怨天尤人。然后，便颓废沮丧。
但事情一定都得演变到这个地步吗？

很多事都在一线之间而不同。
黑与白。对与错。生与死。善与恶。还有很多多。
人是否能知道自己的极限呢？

2009-02-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

今天去划龙舟，真得很好玩！哈哈。。第一次划是在迎新营的时候，这是第二次了。真得很好玩！28号还有一次，很期待。不知道要怎么讲那种感觉，就是很舒服，那阵阵的凉风吹在你脸上的时候，那种感觉是多么的悠闲，多么的舒畅。我真得找不到词汇来形容了，但那种感觉真得要自己感觉过就应该会明白我在讲什么。过后和队友吃了午餐，然后再和他们逛逛，接着才去我的朋友家吃火锅。他们真的准备得很丰盛，真得让我有点不好意思，也尽量帮他们把东西吃完，但不是很成功。哈哈。。但一定要讲，东西真得很好吃。过后，也和他们逛逛再回家。总之，我可以说今天我过得很充实。=)

2009-02-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

早上的到来就代表一天已过去。
而黑夜的到来代表今天的结束。
月球绕着地球，地球也绕着太阳。
世界在不停地转动。

人的一生也就是如此，很平凡但同时也很复杂。
可以清澈的像一杯水。也能模糊的像一团浓雾。
是是非非。真真假假。谁都抓不透，猜不透。
人生海海也不过如此，很简单但也很捉摸不定。

一生要如何呢？
想做什么，想说什么，到底要什么？
谁知道，谁了解？是自己还是旁人？
一生都找不到答案。

2009-02-01T15:34:00.007+08:00

星期五跟朋友出去时刚好看到妆艺游行，我们也就去凑凑热闹。还可以啦！蛮精彩的！就让照片帮我说话吧，虽然不是很多，而且也拍得蛮梦幻的！哈哈！

昨天去了朋友的家拜年，她的妈妈煮了螃蟹给我们吃，真得很好吃！而且，这使我第一次吃螃蟹！哈哈！很好玩！好玩又好吃，真得很好！看看照片吧！照片还包括了之前跟他们拍的。看看吧！